Not the Loan

Not the Loan
24. Feel Guilty



It didn't feel like almost a day and a night Amanda didn't come home. Amanda wants to go home soon. Amanda misses her husband so much, even if it's only a few hours apart but it feels like a long time ago.


Ting. keg..


"Amanda's? You just got home?" asked Gilang who was half conscious when he opened the door.


"Yes last night I was caught in a storm, all roads were closed. I tried to call home but couldn't" Amanda added.


"I miss you so much" said Gilang who immediately rushed to reach his wife.


"Me too" said Amanda who immediately returned Gilang's embrace.


For a while they hugged each other because they missed each other. Not long after they embraced, Sukma suddenly came from behind.


"Amanda's? You just got home?" ask Sukma who immediately approached Amanda and immediately hugged her.


"Yes Sukma, I was caught in a storm last night" replied Amanda who immediately returned Sukma's embrace.


After the conversation Amanda immediately rushed into the room to rest. While Gilang only realized that what he did last night was a mistake.


"That means that last night I slept with Sukma, not Amanda," muttered Gilang who felt sorry for doing so last night.


"I'm sorry Amanda, I've betrayed you" muttered Gilang.


For a moment Gilang fell silent and began to realize his mistake. Sukma who saw Gilang fell silent trying to comfort him.


"What's Gilang? What are you thinking?" ask Sukma.


"No, I just feel guilty for Amanda" Gilang replied.


"I'm sorry Amanda I've done something wrong" muttered Gilang.


"Mile," call Sukma who again saw Gilang speechless.


"What happened to Gilang?" ask Sukma who feels if Gilang is cold to him.


Arriving in the room, Gilang immediately approached Amanda who was lying facing the window.


"I'm sorry Amanda" said Gilang, who approached Amanda, holding her from behind.


"Why should I apologize to everyone?" ask Amanda who didn't sleep. Amanda just lay down to rest.


"I've made a big mistake, I've slept with Sukma" said Gilang.


"Why should I apologize, after all, that is our goal" said Amanda who smiled knot.


Hearing Gilang's words made Amanda's heart feel like it was struck by lightning in broad daylight. Her heart ached when she heard her husband sleeping with another woman. But Amanda pretended it was okay, because this was all their plan.


Amanda has to accept all this. Although her heart hurts, Amanda must be able to accept this fact.


"It's okay, after all, it's all because of my request" Amanda said.


Miss instantly turned Amanda's body around. He felt so guilty that he knew that all this was known to Amanda.


"I'm sorry" said Gilang once again.


"That's okay" replied Amanda, who wiped her tears.


"I hope Sukma will get pregnant soon so we can get our baby soon" Amanda said.


"Yes Amanda, I hope so too. I want to put an end to all this and I just want to live with you" Gilang added.


"Me too" said Amanda, who immediately embraced her husband. For a moment they hugged each other. They strengthen each other.