My love is my first love

Unwanted Things Happen

Finish the shower with a head that feels heavy. I forced myself to go to the counter.

Taking a dime of hair gel in the closet and tidying my hair, today I shaved my mustache and beard to look fresh. After I look in the mirror and make sure my face is fresh I go out with the contract.

When I opened my door, there was already Giandra in front of my room sitting on the floor.

I don't know what he wants to talk about anymore, because everything is clear and I broke off our relationship yesterday.

My intention was to close the door again because I saw Giandra but was blocked by Giandra trying to open my door.

Since I didn't want to make a fuss like the incident at the hotel yesterday, I let Giandra in.

He brought me breakfast and warm tea. Directly take the plate, spoon and glass. Pour the hot sweet tea on the glass and open the rice sitting on the taro on the plate.

" You must have not eaten from yesterday, eat first mas "Giandra gave me a plate of rice sitting.

I didn't see it, I just took the plate and ate the rice it kind of could quickly get out of here.

Seeing me start eating, Giandra started to open the chat.

" I'm sorry for the same thing I did with us, but yesterday I went straight home followed you mas "

" I knocked on your rented door but there was no answer, I finally came home to give you time to think "

I still continued to eat without reacting to what Giandra said.

" I'm sorry I'm khilaf, I don't want us to break up "Giandrapun started crying.

I still didn't react to anything and still continued to eat.

If I had seen Giandra crying like this I would have been busy calming him down, but not today. The betrayal he did really hurt my feelings.

" Oh yes I want to go to work first, thanks for breakfast "I got up and took my motorbike key.

But Giandra held me back and prostrated himself at my feet while crying.

" I'm sorry mas "He cried while holding my leg.

" It's Gi, our relationship can't be repaired. Our thoughts are also very different "I keep trying to leave but Giandra keeps hold of my feet.

" Wake up Gi I don't like you like this "

" I want us to talk first, everybody"

I decided to sit back.

" What do you want us to say "

" I'm sorry I'm "

" I'm sorry "I answered briefly without looking into his eyes.

" I don't want us to break up, please "

" If you knew, yes, yesterday when you were caught cheating. The only thing that strengthens me is that you have an affair when we are not married, this may be God's way to save me before I get hurt too deeply "

" I promise I won't do that again Mas, yesterday I was stupid not to think long and admit it "

Then Giandra told me that he knew the man from a dating app.

He did that because it turned out that Giandra had a very high lust, which during dating me it could not be channeled properly.

" I've tried to hold all that mas, but it feels very torturous. Even the incident at the hotel when we walk my way to lower my pride to tempt you, but you still don't want to "

Because of that, he finally channeled the needs of his lust is the same man he does not know at all and does not know what his life is like.

" yesterday we arrived at the hotel room "

" It's true, but every man wants to touch me. I always imagined Mas Galih's face and ended up doing nothing "

Indeed after I thought Giandra got to my contract not long from me until. So he must not have done that with that man.

" I'm sorry, I want to fix everything "

" Later the problem will be like this again Gi, you will be hard to control your own lust "

" Why didn't Mas Galih try to touch me? "

" Crazy "Curse me to Giandra.

" I'm not asking for anything else but that's Mas "

If people hear our talk, maybe Giandra will be judged like a lowly woman. Where a woman asks her partner to touch her.

" Much "Call Giandra

" We try first, if it tortures you. We stopped doing that. I've never tried it all this time "

It felt crazy, a beautiful woman asked this unassuming me to touch her, even pleading.

Seeing me speechless, Giandra brought himself closer to me.

He held my hand, put my hand on his cheek, started to bring his face closer to mine and I still did not react, I followed what Giandra wanted.

And finally our lips fused, I was silent for a while until finally our lips began to cling.

I could feel Giandra's tongue inside my mouth, it felt strange, chewy but it made me excited.

Giandra started unbuttoning my shirt, kissing my neck and she led my hand across her chest.

The Giandra in front of me was very excited.

He started to move to sit on my lap. He played on my chest, kissed my lips and made a sound that awakened my lust, and my defense collapsed.

I can't stand it anymore, I'm following the rhythm of Giandra's game.

I took off his shirt, kissed his chest and it all just flowed out until I finally couldn't even look after Giandra.

What am I feeling? As a normal man doing such a thing is very pleasant.

This is the first time I've felt that. It feels delicious, passionate and relieved.

If another woman might cry if her boyfriend does this to her, another with Giandra.

After we did that battle, he instead thanked me. It was as if I had given her something precious.

He did not want to escape from my arms, several times began to land his lips on my forehead, cheeks and lips.

We were still in a non-dress condition and Giandra started touching my sensitive possessions so he woke up again.

And we reiterate what we did before.

I was only given a few minutes of rest and Giandra asked me to fight again.

I did not reject it at that time, how could I refuse heavenly pleasures.

That day we did it 4 times, I was overwhelmed to face Giandra but not with him who was still excited.

If I don't have to work, maybe we'll do it all day.