My love is my first love

Galeful

After I got home from the hospital, my parents asked me to rest in my village, the mountain of my daughter.

Because I still feel side effects such as nausea and dizziness so my family is worried about my condition.

I followed Mom's wish to rest at home.

During my time in the hospital, my family never asked me why I did that stupid thing.

They just accompany me every day, help me eat and help me with my daily activities. Even a week at home I still didn't ask me that.

But I feel an obligation to tell and feel responsible for all this mess.

During the day when you and I were working on the rice fields.

Mom came to bring food for lunch.

We ate in the middle of the rice field. Mom opened the rantang she carried.

Mom cooked my favorite food. There is garang asem, salted fish, peyek nuts and sambel.

I ate voraciously, because of yesterday's problem my weight dropped drastically.

Even my face is sunken, what a pity.

" Good boy? " Task Mom who looks amazed to see me who is greedy eating the food that you bring.

" That's great, ma'am, my favorite is all "I took a peyek of beans from the plastic.

Maybe in the last few years, this is the best meal I've eaten.

In addition to the rare moment of being able to eat with my parents in the middle of the rice field, I also feel grateful to still be given the opportunity to live.

That afternoon I told my parents why I killed myself.

I've introduced Giandra to Mom and Dad before.

At that time I took Giandra directly to the mountain of kidul to meet my parents.

The welcome of Mom and Dad was quite warm.

Giandra was so welcomed in our family, even ceaselessly Mother praised the beauty of Giandra.

We spent the day in my village, I took Giandra around the rice field where you worked, Giandra helped my mother cook and my sister like a race to chat with Giandra.

" I broke up with Giandra Bu "

Mom and Dad were still looking at me as if waiting for the rest of my sentence.

" He married someone else in Jakarta, I just found out from his friend. I was devastated when it was Mom "Back I cried remembering that moment.

My mother hugged me to give me strength.

" Patient, son, a soul mate is God's secret. Although dating for a long time is not necessarily a match. But this must be the best thing for your life "

I still cry in Mom's arms. Mom patted my back and it felt so calm.

It was as if the pain I felt yesterday was lessened due to Mom's embrace.

" It's sad, son, after that you have to be able to move on. No soul mate is normal, later you will definitely get your best soul mate from God "

The advice of that day given by God the Mother and Father gave me strength to continue living.

I seem to have fallen into quite a bit with Giandra's betrayal and am ready to move on.

I erased all my memories with Giandra. All the photos we took together, all the chats and messages from him, his phone number and all the social media I deleted.

" Oh yes son, Bu Gemani's son also graduated from college this year. Want me to know mumpung you're still here "

I'm still quiet and haven't answered Mom's question.

" The child is very good, cheap smile with parents, same parents here like it "Mothers are more eager to promote the goodness of Mother Gemani's children.

" May Ma'am, which house is it ? I'll try my hand at it "

Mother amazing sumringah heard me who wants to meet the child of Mother Gemani.

After that I learned that his name was Galuh.

Our house is only 5 different houses, although my childhood in Gunung Kidul but since childhood I was busy looking for extra pocket money, so I was not aware there was a girl in my village named Galuh.

That morning with a plate of fierce asem made by Mother, I went to Mother Gemani's house to get acquainted with Galuh.

The garden of Mother Gemani is very neat, there is no 1 leaf on the ground.

I knocked on the door and was opened by a woman with an ayu, quite tall, long hair, slim body and tanned skin.

He asked in Javanese "Who do you find? " See politely.

" Want to give a fierce asem to Bulik Gemani, I am Galih the son of Mother Gintarsih who lives there "I pointed towards my house.

" Oh yes thank you Mas Galih, but I'm leaving later Galuh said fierce asemnya "

I gave a fierce asem and Galuh received it.

Since Mother Gemani was not home, I returned to my home.

Arriving at my house, my mother approached me.

" How's son? Have you met Galuh? How's son? Ayu right? "

I haven't been able to sit down yet, Mom immediately asked me a few questions.

" Yes Ayu Bu "My answer is short

" Well, how quickly did he meet? "

" There's no one at home, so I don't go straight in, Mom"

" Oh that's what it is, later in the afternoon Mother to the house of Bu Gemani. But you fit in well Galuh? "

I smiled at Mom's question, just got acquainted, but she asked as if I would get married tomorrow.

But still I answered "Kaya is polite her son Ma'am "

" Yes, it is polite, here Galuh is well-known and polite. Jovice, only Mother who went to Bu Gemani "

I think this is one of the moments I saw Mom get really excited about something.

That night while I was sitting in the backyard, Mom came up to me.

" Mom cariin from earlier turned out to be here "

In my heart I think surely I want to convey the results of the meeting with Ibu Gemani this afternoon.

" So Mother to the house of Bu Gemani, I said if you are interested in Galuh "

I immediately glanced as a form of disapproval.

" Yes it means you guys explore first, tomorrow try you as Galuh road ya. I have the same permission as Ms. Gemani. He also misses you by the same as his son "

Mom gave me a piece of paper with a phone number.

" That's Galuh's number, you call tonight ya take the road tomorrow "

After saying that, Mom went straight into the house.

I looked at the paper with the phone number. I was still thinking of approaching women when I was just getting out of my pain was the right way.

But in the end I kept sending Galuh a message, introducing myself and taking him out tomorrow afternoon.

Galuh also replied that he could accompany me on the road tomorrow afternoon.