My love is my first love

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Giandra's attack became more brutal. Three days I didn't see him he sent the same picture to my wife.

Yes my wife !

Waking up I saw my wife looking at me.

Not with anger, but I know something must be wrong.

I sat down and asked what was going on.

He just gave me his phone.

I saw there were some pictures of me naked from some engel.

That morning I couldn't feel my bones, so weak it felt.

Although I knew today would happen sooner or later, I still felt unprepared.

Even as I tried to figure out how to explain everything to my wife, my tongue felt faint.

My wife is still waiting for an explanation from me.

And amazingly there was no anger or anything on his face. I'm sure that if my wife wasn't Galuh, I would have been the target of her rampage.

" I'm sorry "That's the only word I can say.

My wife asked "I'm sorry why? " and still in a calm tone.

" For betraying you "

My wife took a deep breath "You know this is your chance to give me an explanation. Our household is determined from this day "

" I'm asking you to explain clearly what happened so that I could digest all of this "

I also started telling everything. From the start, Giandra called me and he told me that Gaffi was my son.

I told him what Giandra was going through so there was pity in my heart that I wanted to protect him.

I also told you about the beginning of our relationship until today's incident happened.

My wife is very calm listening to my story, even in the most painful part she still does not respond to my words.

" What does Giandra want from you to do all this? "

Doubtful I replied "He wants me to marry him and He wants to be the second wife "I doubt.

" What do you want to do when I know all this? " Ask my wife.

Here I began to see my wife holding back her tears.

" I told Giandra I couldn't marry him because it would hurt you "

" If marrying her doesn't hurt me, how can you marry her? "

I don't know what to answer. I know this is a question to test me.

Once I get it wrong it will backfire on me.

" No, I won't marry her "I answered really.

" What is your responsibility as a man to sleep with a woman? Can you just throw it away ? "

Right, this is a trick question. Whatever my answer will not be correct.

I chose to be quiet and not answer. Because I don't know what to answer either.

" Because there's no way a child can get out of the house, and for now I can't squirm your face. Mas better thinkin used to be good baim want to take where our household "

" Solve the problem first with him. And after it's all done, I can see you again "Next.

" Dear sorry I "I imagine having to spend days not meeting my wife and children made me so devastated.

" That's the best I can do Mas, I've packed all the stuff you need. I told the kids and Mba Gemi that Mas wants a job out of town "

While talking Galuh pointed to a brown bag that looks full which is placed next to the closet.

" Before going to eat first, do not try to cry in front of children. I don't want them to know if we're having a problem "

Galuh went straight out of the room, leaving me with a cry that finally broke.

As hard as I thought I saw no way out.

But Giandra is a very reckless woman and can do whatever she wants.

He even sent my naked picture to my wife.

I took my phone and sent Giandra a message, "Are you satisfied with Gi doing all this? "

Not long after he replied "It's not my fault, you yourself are too cowardly. I'm helping you talk to your wife "

I decided not to return the message from him, because Giandra was useless to talk to.

Get out of Gantari's room playing barbie in the living room.

" Papa's going out of town, yeah "just ask plain.

" Yes baby, don't be naughty dance with Mama. Dear baby "Hair of my little angel.

I wanted to hug her, but I would cry because I was not strong.

We ate four of them like family. My wife still serves me to eat.

If Gantari asks anything, it still involves me in her conversation.

Like nothing happened, even eating breakfast today a lot of laughter because of Gantari's behavior.

After the shower, I was ready to leave. It's hard to leave this house and leave my family.

Gantari approached me and hugged me tightly, took my hand and kissed her "Cepet home Papa "I just smiled hearing her.

Pray Papa ya Nak so that you can quickly go home and gather together again, I said in my heart.

Out of the house I went straight to my sister's contract.

My sister's face looked lazy as soon as she opened the door for me.

I told my sister for everything that happened and nothing I covered.

I asked her to help me find a way out of this.

Because at a time of such a heartache I cannot think clearly.

At first my sister leaned back to the hsl aoa that caused Giandra to contact me again.

And after I remember it turned out to be about Gaffi.

Although I feel Gaffi is my son, but my brother makes me have to make sure first.

Since the current Giandra is so cunning, lying is of course an easy thing for him.

First you search on social media Giandra, whether there is an account of her ex-husband. And it turns out there isn't.

It looks like they are the same as following their respective accounts.

Then I remembered his two best friends who were present at Giandra's wedding.

I checked in the sosmed Giandra they are still friends even though they are not as close as before.

I remember the home of two of Giandra's best friends.

That afternoon I went to his friend Giandra's house

Fortunately after marrying his best friend Giandra still lives at his parents' house so I can ask questions about Giandra.

First I asked him if he was still in contact with Giandra.

Melati said she's never been in contact since Melati had a child.

Then I asked her if she was friends with her ex-husband Giandra on social media.

And Melati replies no, but their friend Ani befriends her ex-husband Giandra

Melati gave Ani's home address. Fortunately Ani's house is still close to Melati.

Armed with the address provided by Melati, we searched Ani's house.

We talked about our intentions to Ani and asked her for help.

Ani gave the name of an Instagram account that she said was her ex-husband Giandra.

And we went back to my sister's contract.