My love is my first love

Hotel room

The afternoon when I finished delivering Giandra to his boarding house.

Arriving at the counter I just realized that Giandra's mobile charger was left at the counter.

I took the initiative to deliver the charger to the Giandra boarding house without contacting him first.

From a distance I saw a white car stop in front of Giandra's contract, for some reason my hunch was not good.

I chose to hide and look from afar hoping it wasn't Giandra who came out of the boarding house but someone else.

But hope lives hope because the one that came out was Giandra with her white dress.

Out a man with well-groomed hair. He opened the door for Giandra and Giandra smiled at him.

How broken my heart was then, but I tried hard and determined to catch Giandra this time, so that he would not dodge again.

I followed the white car, their destination to Obie Cafe on pogung street.

Giandra looks beautiful and cheerful as always. He took the man from getting off the car to getting into the cafe.

I deliberately went into the cafe and sat in a place a little far from where they were sitting but could still see them.

The scene was just like 2 people eating, nothing special except the way Giandra saw the man.

Jealousy burned my heart at that time, even after drinking a glass of ice coffee latte was unable to calm me down.

A scene that's been haunting me ever since that day.

Always in the shadows if I myself will see the affair directly.

After finishing from Obbie the white car was also drove to Jl Pajajaran, precisely into Hotel Indoluxe.

I immediately parked my bike and sat in the lobby, because I did not want to miss their tracks.

Giandra and the man were still parking the car in the basement and it wasn't long before the man headed to the reception to check in and head straight for the elevator.

It was not long before Giandra entered the lobby and immediately paraded into the elevator.

Armed with the information I heard at the time the man checked in, I found out their room number was at 502.

Soon Giandra was well elevator I immediately caught up with him, and 10 minutes later I knocked on his room.

It took three beats until the man finally opened the door.

I didn't miss the opportunity, when he opened the door, I pushed the door.

The man was shocked and angry at me, I didn't care and went straight to bed. There is Giandra who is already in a sleeping position but still wearing clothes.

How surprised he was to see me in front of him.

" Heh who you ga very polite straight into the room of the man "The man approached me with anger.

" Answer Gi, who am I? " With a trembling tone holding back my anger I stared intently at Giandra who was just sitting in the corner of the bed.

" Javaaaabbbb "I can no longer hold back the anger that I have been craving for hours.

The woman I had kept half dead, whom I had enough of, whom I had followed all her will and was my first love, was now in front of me preparing to sleep with another man.

Looking at me who was full of anger, the man seemed to understand that I was Giandra's girlfriend. He closed the hotel room door.

Yes, Giandra should be afraid. Because with a situation like this, there was no way he could dodge like that time. This situation is more than just evidence.

The man just kept quiet without saying anything, just watching us take turns.

" And who is he? Why is she the same as you in the room? " I can no longer resist the intonation of my voice, if this hotel room does not have a silencer, already do make sure this one hallway can hear my voice.

" You don't have to snap so snapped, I can explain everything "Iandra still doesn't want to lose even though it's in this situation.

" Obviously if so "Challenge me with the intonation that has decreased

" I'm here because there's group work, he's my classmate Mas "

Wanting to laugh it was like hearing Giandra's explanation, like I was an immature fool.

" Study a group? At hotels? You're gonna lie to Pinter a little "

" I really do work in groups, why don't you believe me? "

" Which fool would believe Gi, crazy huh you "

Giandra did not return my words.

" I've been lacking all this time, everything I've given you. What you ask for I love you. Everything is for you. But you're cheating like this "

" That's according to the mas. I have enough for my needs, thank you. But with mas never want to touch me, it makes me hesitate mas. Is it true that I love you? "

" That's what you're talking about, I gave you my excuse "

" Yes because it's just a lack of gold. I always ask questions and end up insecure. How if I have spent time with mas, it turns out mas did not like me "Jiandra's cry broke.

I don't understand why physical contact has always been a measure of love for a Giandra.

Since I didn't want to repeat what was the reason I didn't touch her, I chose to leave that room.

Before leaving I just told Giandra that our relationship was over.

And when I went to the door I saw the man's eyes for a moment and opened the door.

I'm not angry with the man because I'm sure it's Giandra's will not be that man's.

Giandra did not chase after me who passed away from that room. I don't know if they continue their activities or even quarrel.

I don't give a shit. I just want to quickly get to my contract and calm my heart.

Many times Giandra called me but I didn't pick up.

Giandra came to the contract, knocked on my door but I didn't open it.

I turned off my room lights and my phone.

In the dark there was only me crying out for Giandra's betrayal.

When we have done our best in a relationship, but it turns out to be treated like this. It hurts so bad, my chest feels tight.

Why the way I tried to keep my woman was instead made a weakness and an excuse for Giandra to betray me even to want to have physical contact with other men.

I'm just thankful that this happened when we weren't more serious like marriage, if we were married and Giandra cheated on me I would be crazy.