MY LECTURER DUREN (COLD WIDOWER )

EXTRA PART 1

"Mas don't stay there long. What if you miss..." I whined spoiled at Mas Nathan who was packing clothes into a suitcase.

Today he will leave for Jogja to take care of the resto. Had I not been pregnant this time, I would have gone with Mas Nathan there.

Arsy is being taken to Miss Gea's house. Mas Nathan's relationship with his former in-laws has improved. Arsy has also called Bu Gea as grandmother.

"Dear, it's only been three days there." Nathan stroked my cheek gently. Then his gaze shifted to look at my distended stomach.

"Halo Dede. don't be naughty well as long as papa isn't around. It's fine in there." said Mas Nathan, he bent his knees in front of me.

"Later if there's anything directly contact your mama yes..."

I'm nodding. Mas Nathan did suggest that I stay with my mom first, as long as she goes to Jogja. But I refused. Because there's Aunt Lisa and Brother Faiz. They have not moved, because Kak Faiz's house has not been completed in the renovation.

It doesn't taste good if you have to bother your mom.

"Yes Mas. Just calm. The birth time is also another month."

Cup. Nathan kissed my old forehead. His eyes looked at me deeply.

"Take care of yourself, don't take care of it and do a lot of whims."

"Every Boss" I said, while posing respectfully as in a flag ceremony.

"Don't jog as long as I'm not around.

Haha. Nathan must be afraid of my fangirl's soul being crushed as long as she's not around for three days.

"Please, Mas. I'm not gonna be naughty."

A sweet smile was engraved on Mas Nathan's face, "Good."

Cup.

This time I kissed him, not on his forehead or cheeks, but on his moist lips.

Nathan was surprised. He widened his eyes.

"Hey, you want to make me late on the plane." he said annoyed.

I chuckled amusedly, having managed to tease her at this moment.

"Yes, it's been delayed."

"Can't be darling.the ticket has been bought by my employees. This afternoon is the flight time. Afraid of getting stuck on the road, so I have to leave now." said Mas Nathan. His suitcase was locked neatly, and he had already walked towards the door of the room.

I don't know why it feels so hard to let go of Mas Nathan at this time. It wasn't just today that he was out of town. But now my feelings are really bad.

Mas Nathan stopped his steps, as soon as I saw me silent, not moving from the original place.

"Darling. No matter what happens, I will definitely come. If there's anything you call me. I went home, too."

With a heavy heart, I nodded and tried to smile at him.

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It's five o'clock in the afternoon.

It's only been a few hours since Nathan left, it feels so lonely. There is no Arsie at home. It was just me and Bi Munah who were busy in the kitchen.

Did the plane that was on board Mas Nathan leave?

He said the flight was scheduled at four in the afternoon. It's been an hour.

"Neng Nindi... want a snack? Auntie made the pudding."

Bi Munah came to offer me fresh fruit pudding. Looks delicious...

"By, Bi."

"It's Neng. In eating yes. let dede the baby is also healthy."

"Thank you, Bi."

I started eating the fruit pudding voraciously. Sweet and fresh. My appetite has increased in the last trimester.

Suddenly though... I feel pain in my stomach. And the pain keeps recurring, in a short time.

It's impossible to give birth, right?

"Neng why?" Bi Munah looked at me anxiously.

"Arrgh's sick. Bi, please contact mom. Tell Nindi to pick her up now "I said in a panic.

Bi Munah nodded and immediately executed my request. She called my mom on the phone.

My body was already soaked in sweat, the pain was becoming more and more. It reaches the bone. I grimaced and shouted, as soon as I saw clear liquid coming out of the groin.

So is this really going to give birth? Oh my God, why is it that when Mas Nathan doesn't exist like this...

"Yes Allah.. Neng Nindi's. Patience yes.Neng's mother has traveled here. Istighfar Neng's..." Bi Munah came in panicked face, and walked back and forth in front of me while continuously reciting prayers.

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"Nindi dear. hold it. We've reached the hospital." Mama walked alongside the hospital gurney carrying my body.

I swear by anything, it hurts. My feelings are mixed right now, between pain, sadness, disappointment being one. That's because there's no Mas Nathan here.

The trip to the delivery room feels like hours, even though the distance is not so far away. In the growing pain, like dejavu. My memories with Mas Nathan revolved, since I knew him, chasing the love of Mas Nathan who was a lecturer at that time, also when she finally accepted my love first...

"*Anindira Maheswari! why are you smiling - smiling so." said Mr. Nathan.

"What's wrong, sir. I just admire the beautiful creation of God again." I replied spontaneously*.

It was the first time Mas Nathan looked at me in class, after all this time I was just a secret admirer of him. After that Mas Nathan gave me the punishment for making a fuss in class.

"*What ?!. Don't geer you. I just think - kira. If it turns out it is just the same. Oh yeah one more thing, you better stop now. I'm not interested in being close to any woman right now."

That was what Mas Nathan said at the zoo. He rejected me outright at the time*.

"*Who are you loving?"

"You."

It was the first time I walked alone with Mas Nathan, he invited me to buy a DSLR camera and eat at the food court.

Huaa. The memories still look real*.

"Nindi. Wake up.." I'm afraid to hear the voice of a raucous mama.

Slowly I opened my eyes I can see Mama is crying right now. But these eyes felt heavy.

"You want to marry me?" He fired directly at the word - he said.

A very different and unromantic proposal. He said that while I was at his house.

"This is how many times yes.ah the third time I proposed to you. First on the road, second on the house, and third I hope it's quite romantic. I deliberately learned the lyrics to this song. It's hard too. Haha."

At that time my feelings were very happy at once haru. Mas Nathan proposed to me in front of everyone, singing a cover song in Korean.

"Nindi.open your eyes. We've arrived at the delivery room. The strong dear." Mama's back to squealing. Panic emanated from his face. However, the pain came back many times over.

I can only surrender. Giving birth without Nathan? not really my wish.

The delivery room door is slowly closing...

"ANDYRRA..."

Is this an illusion? I heard Mas Nathan's voice right here, near me.

I looked slowly, and it was real..!

Nathan ran up to me, his warm hand outstretched touching both of my cheeks.

"Darling.I'm here. You are strong yes. Don't be afraid."

Mas Nathan's appearance looks messy, his neat shirt is now limp due to sweat. He must be running around this way. But didn't Mas Nathan get on a plane to Jogja?

"Well, we start now... Anindira's mother. Please follow the doctor's instructions..."

The curtains are closed. The doctors and midwives had already circled the bed. Mas Nathan stood by my head, clenching his hands at me.

All right, the fight's starting....