MY LECTURER DUREN (COLD WIDOWER )

Candour

"Arsy how is today? happy?"

Arsy nodded his head while enjoying his chocolate ice cream.

Me and Arsy just got home. While Bu Gea, he immediately went home after finishing playing in the Mall earlier.

"So that's Oma Arsy?" asked Arsy with a mouthful.

I smiled, and immediately picked up a tissue to wipe her cheeks and mouth full of chocolate.

"Yes, I was Omanya Arsy."

"Why does Arsy know now?"

"Hmmm. Oma Gea has just returned from abroad."

Arsy was silent, then nodded in understanding. Hufh. Forced to lie. I can't possibly tell him that it was Mas Nathan who banned him from meeting all this time.

"So Oma Gea is Mama Jihan's mother?"

The deg! I looked directly at Arsy's face at that moment.

"Arsy knows where?"

"From Aunt Bella. Papa used to say, Arsy can't sip on Jihan's mama, let Jihan's mama be happy in heaven. But yesterday when the streets with Aunt Bella, Arsy in love photo Mama Jihan with Aunt Bella."

"Cerus Arsy happy?"

Arsy's face sparkled cheerfully, "Yes, Arsy so have a photo of Jihan's mom. But it's a secret, yes. Mama don't tell papa."

Oh, my God, it tastes so bad. I had to cover this up from Mas Nathan, but somehow this heart also hurt, hearing Arsy talk about his real mother. Aware Anindira!

Don't be like this.

"Okay, promise mama. But Arsy should keep it well. Not to be found out papa."

Arsy nodded happily. Then, he peeped both of my cheeks.

"Thank you mama."

"Together beautiful."

Yeah, it's quite like this. Let everything flow as it is.

I also have no right to forbid Arsy to know his real mother. Besides, Jihan's not around. I don't deserve to be jealous, do I?

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At night, the,

Mas Nathan came home with a disheveled and messy face. He entered the room with slow steps.

I was still silent, looking at him from the bed.

"Where did you come home from?"

Nathan looked at me in surprise.

"Ah baby, you haven't slept?"

"Not yet, I'm waiting for you. Somebody wants me to talk about it. But... Are you all right?"

I asked worriedly, because Mas Nathan's appearance today looks messy.

"Yes it's okay. I'm just really tired. Yes, I took a shower. We just talked."

I nodded, and immediately prepared a change of clothes for Mas Nathan, as soon as he entered the bathroom.

Not long after, Mas Nathan came out with wet hair, and a towel wrapped around his waist. I approached Mas Nathan, and handed him the pajama suit I had prepared.

"Thank you dear."

"Hu 'um. You welcome. Have you eaten, Mom?"

"Udah, just ate outside. Huaaah...." Nathan finished wearing his clothes, and laid his body on the bed.

It's a pity that my husband, he must be so exhausted from having to work on campus, also visiting Resto.

I got on the bed, and joined me to lay down my body next to Mas Nathan.

"So, what do you want to say?" asked Mas Nathan, he tilted his body to face me.

"About Ms. Gea, I think I should be honest with you, Mas. Ms. Gea asked for my help to see Arsy often. If you will, I will accompany each of them. How's it?"

"Mas, no matter what, Miss Gea is Arsy's grandmother. It's a pity that he can't meet his own grandson." I said to persuade him.

Mas Nathan let out a long sigh, before returning to talk, "I know, he will ask so much of you. So, you agree?"

"I haven't answered. I have to let my husband go first."

"Smart! it seems like the once-cool and spoiled Anindira has changed now" said Mas Nathan, while teasing me angrily.

"If you have a Lecturer's husband, you have to be smart too."

Laughter Mas Nathan filled our room, then his hands stretched out rubbing my face.

"allow it. Just don't let Arsy and Mom both."

"Alhamdulillah. I'll tell Bu Gea later."

"Yes, it's approaching." Mas Nathan pulled me to get closer to his body. He rubbed my hair gently.

"Anindira... Whatever happens later, do you still believe in me?"

Loh what is this? why did Nathan suddenly speak like this.

"You mean, Mom?"

"I'm sorry I talked slack. If it were you, you would believe me, right? whatever happens."

There was something strange about his tone at this moment. Mas Nathan's voice trembled slightly. When I looked into his eyes, the sharp gaze just now turned sad.

"I'll believe Nathan no matter what. Wouldn't a relationship end beautifully, based on mutual trust?"

Nathan was silent, a second later he smiled and hugged my body.

"Thank you, Anindira. Thank you for loving me this big. I just don't want to feel lost like I used to."

I did not reply with a word, but just enjoyed Mas Nathan's warm embrace like a big size teddy bear.

"Mas, tomorrow can go to the doctor, right? we can see the gender tomorrow."

"Oh yeah? Lt could. I'll take some time tomorrow. We go to the doctor look after the baby." said Mas Nathan enthusiastically.

Although I feel that there is something strange about Mas Nathan tonight, but I tried to brush him off. Maybe Mas Nathan is being sensitive because of a lot of work, so he said like that.

Most importantly, I can't wait for tomorrow.

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In the hospital,

Mas Nathan and I entered Doctor Ria's room nervous.

It feels like my heart is pounding, because it will see the baby in the stomach.

Doctor Ria smiled, and immediately asked me to lie down on the patient's bed.

Once ready, he began to move an ultrasound device over my stomach.

Mas Nathan stood tensely at the side, holding my hand. While his eyes focus on staring at the monitor screen in front.

"Look, this is the baby facing here. Here's his hand, and here's his head. Her gender.. for a moment yes in search first. covered with her legs" said Dr. Ria explained.

Mas Nathan and I were still tense not answering.

"Oh here it is. Congratulations Nathan and Anindira. Your baby is a boy."

Mas Nathan smiled broadly, he kissed me on the cheek right then and there, to the point of embarrassing me and not feeling well. Fortunately Doctor Ria understood, he only smiled a little at the behavior of Mas Nathan who was happy.

"That means I've got a pair later. Thanks, baby." said Mas Nathan to me.

"Alhamdulillah. Take care of the content. Don't mind much. Lots of healthy food consumption." Dr. Ria's timpal.

"Good, Doc. I'll remember that."

Once we felt enough to do the examination, we went home.

On the way, Mas Nathan unceasingly expressed his happiness, because he would have a son.

I responded with a smile, while continuing to rub my stomach that began to bulge.

Thank you, dear. I can't wait to see you born into the world. Your presence has complemented the happiness of this family.

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