MY LECTURER DUREN (COLD WIDOWER )

Go home

If anyone asks how I feel now?

I don't know...

I felt my heart empty, waking up from a long sleep made things different. It's only one week, but it feels like centuries. I am grateful that I did not lose this baby.

Mas Nathan took me for a walk to the hospital garden, he pushed my wheelchair gently.

"Darling, is anyone sick?"

I shook my head and carved a smile for her. The face was still the same, only its appearance was different. Irregularly combed hair, a crumpled shirt, and visible eye circumference around his eyes.

Mr Nathan's condition is deeply concerning.

"Ma. sorry, Mas."

"Sorry for what?" Nathan kissed my hand.

"Your sleep is definitely lacking. What about your medicine?"

Nathan chuckled, "I'm fine. Look, your husband's still very dashing, isn't he?"

"Yes, my husband is still the best in the world."

Nathan smiled, he put his head on my lap.

"Please, don't be like this anymore. Don't worry me anymore. I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if something happened to you again."

I rubbed her hair gently. I don't feel these tears falling back. God is so good...

Gave me a second chance to live by his side.

But there is something in my heart now. About Bella...

I still remember clearly who the shooter was. But as soon as I asked, no one answered at all. Aunt Lisa, Brother Faiz, Mama, also Mas Nathan. They're all mumbling.

What are they really hiding?

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Doctor Fadil finally allowed me to go home. On the way, Mas Nathan was unceasingly staring and holding my hand in the car.

"Arsy's waiting at home" said Mas Nathan.

"Yes, I miss Arsy."

Mas Nathan smiled, "He's diligent in studying now. He wants to be a doctor."

"good. Arsy could. He's smart like his papa."

After a trip of about thirty minutes, we finally arrived.

Because my body condition is still weak, then I am still assisted with a wheelchair.

Once down from the car, the atmosphere of the house looks lonely. There was no Arsy as usual. I was a little disappointed because there was no mother there.

I thought my mom was waiting at home, because she didn't pick me up at the hospital. But it turns out there isn't. Does ma not care about me?

Nathan pushed the wheelchair towards the front door.

And when the door opens...

I was surprised to see the decorations inside the house.

A large banner read WELCOME, stuck to the wall. All of a sudden, everyone I care about shows up. Aunt Lisa and sister Faiz came up from behind the sofa, while my mother appeared from behind the parlour wall, with the beautiful Arsy wearing a pink rabbit-eared hat.

Not to forget Bi Munah and Mila.

I was deeply moved, as soon as tears and laughter filled this room. They took turns hugging me, thanking me for my recovery.

"You likey?" whispered Mas Nathan.

"Mas, that's really naughty. I was so sad that, back in the hospital, you said mom couldn't come."

Mas Nathan chuckled, he lowered his head and grabbed my shoulder from behind. Chewing my forehead with tenderness.

"Ehem.ciye feels like the world belongs to both. Fortunately I got married." exclaimed Faiz. He also embraces Aunt Lisa, who is now blushing in shame.

"Oh I forgot. There's a newlywed here. Lose our prestige, Mas." I said as I looked up, staring at Mas Nathan.

"Son, it remains Nadi number one." said Mas Nathan.

"What is Nadi?" Aunt Lisa was confused.

"Nathan - Nindi." replied Mas Nathan cuek.

"Warbijas. Nathan's got the alay virus, bro!" Brother Faiz stared amusedly at us.

"She must have contracted Nindi." Mama chimed in, shaking her head.

"Hey, why are you guys like that?" I sewot, 'cause they were all mocking Mas Nathan.

The nadi? my smile suddenly expands. A little thing like this alone can make me flower. What a huge influence Nathan has on me.

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