MY LECTURER DUREN (COLD WIDOWER )

Chapter 19's

🍀Do not hate, because no one knows the limits of hate with love..

_Nathan_

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Bella's arrival to Mas Nathan's house, of course, made me angry.

He was also surprised to see me at Mas Nathan's house, even more so I opened the door for him.

"Oh, Arsy's sister, yeah, don't - don't be a maid, either." He snorted while mocking me.

I laughed cynically at him. Maybe he could insult me. But now? NO!

"I'm sorry, I've risen to the rank of Mahendra's future lady!" Reply lightly. Of course it makes him even more upset with me.

He immediately fell silent. His gaze was sharp as if he wanted to pounce on me right then and there.

"Wait a minute.. The shower is taking a shower."

I intentionally emphasized the word bath on her. Let him get hotter. In my heart I laughed at Bella's expression, which was now like a fidelity.

"You. don't don't don't spit on Mas Nathan ya. How could she want to be with you." Bella sizzled with widened eyes.

"While it's obvious I'm more everything than you." He continued his words while looking at me from head to toe.

I'm just whining, pellets? gini day believe the same thing?

With his modern appearance, I didn't expect him to be able to think so petty.

I decided to leave him alone in the living room. Not caring about his increasingly reckless talk insulted me.

With a heavy heart I stepped into the living room. Staring at the reflection of my own body on the buffet glass that was there.

"What if 'big' should be so proud?"

Mumamku annoyed.

"What's big. huh?"

Nathan is behind me. Apparently I didn't realize that he had been there watching me.

"Eh Mas. There are special guests." Sindirku spicy.without caring about the question earlier.

Nathan was frowning. "Who?"

"BELLE."

This time I answered in a sharp tone. Let him know that I don't like the woman's arrival.

Nathan rounded his mouth. Then put the ladder on his chin, like he was thinking about something.

"Not found?"

"Come.." He extended his hand to me. I just looked at him in wonder. I don't understand what Nathan meant.

"Where?"

"Ck. Come on now." Impatiently, Nathan pulled my hand. Step into the living room where Bella is.

Even though I still did not understand, I still followed in silence.

Bella, who was sitting in the living room, noticed the arrival of Mas Nathan. He got up from his seat with a big smile. But a moment later his smile disappeared as soon as he saw Mas Nathan was not alone, because he instead came holding my hand.

"Please sit down Bel. What's the need?" Mas Nathan asked, stale on him.

Bella did not answer. His facial expression was clearly upset at this moment. His eyebrows are embroidered. Her pretty face is grim. I admit Bella is beautiful. With its stunning appearance, long wavy hair. And his solid, crazy body.

"Mas.remember my mother's message." Bella said in a voice full of emphasis.

Nathan nodded as he said,

"Yes. condition Arsy to stay with me, which is I have to marry again right?"

I turned my head, looking at Mas Nathan in confusion. So there are such conditions. All this time I didn't know how Nathan was related to his former father-in-law. And only now did Mas Nathan involve me with his personal affairs.

"Tell me mom. I'll be married in 3 months." This time, Nathan looked at me.

"I'm getting married to Anindira."

I was surprised to hear it. I looked at the face of Mas Nathan who was now smiling. I felt the honesty and sincerity that radiated from his eyes at this moment.

Besides me, Bella also seemed to be surprised by Mas Nathan's words just now. She even cried at that moment.

"Why is there no hope for me. Is it because of Jihan? I hate that Jihan doesn't like me?"

Bella is now a fan.

To be honest, I felt bad to see it. We are the same - women.

"Mas knows, I love Arsy too. My mom wants to be with Arsy. He feels guilty about Nathan. I've been waiting for years. I went abroad, so you can think first. But.but.huuhu." Bella is crying harder. He really likes Nathan.

"I should wait for me. If I had known that I was sick, I wouldn't have stayed in Nathan.."

Mas Nathan's face hardened. He was holding my hand even tighter. Slowly, I took her hand off my hand.

"Mas.please talk to Bella first. I'm inside yeah.." I spoke slowly to him.

And without waiting for Mas Nathan's reply, I left them both. My goal is to give them a chance to talk four-eyes straighten things out.

If Mas Nathan really wants to marry me, I want all of this to be resolved first.

They had a family relationship, after all. He's still Arsy's aunt. I also understand how Bella feels right now. He's been holding on to that feeling for years. Because I felt that way too.

If only Bella had not gone abroad, it might have been Bella who would have won the heart of Mas Nathan. Because he loved Nathan more than I did.

I threw my body on the couch staring at the television show. My mind drifted, not focused on watching.

I wonder what they are talking about there.

Ah Nindi. Don't be stupid. Just trust Nathan. He could have finished it.

Fifteen minutes passed..

It felt like hours I waited in agitation.

"Hey..why did you leave?"

Nathan finally showed up. I breathed a sigh of relief at his arrival.

"Have you talked to Bella?"

Without answering, he sat beside me. Body on the sofa. And suddenly he raised his hand, then rubbed my hair gently.

Nathan slightly lowered his head and looked at me.

"You want to marry me?" He fired directly at the word - he said.

With a stiff movement, I stared at him. I was silent for quite a while. Our views are intertwined.

"I haven't graduated yet.."

The answer finally came out of my mouth. Of course I want to marry him. But I was also worried, because my college wasn't finished yet.

She smiled a little, "A little while, right..."

"What if you don't give permission?"

This time Nathan was laughing. He cupped his hands on both of my cheeks. Our eyes meet. His gaze was sharp and soft.

"I will beg your mother to give her daughter."

Ah. I am so moved to hear it. Nathan always had his own way of making me happy. He can always break my heart. All righty!

I don't think this heart is beating normally anymore.

"Bella where's mas?"

I asked back. I deliberately switched the conversation. Because I am also confused as to what to answer at this time.

"He's home." The answer. He took a breath and took his eyes off me.

"Maybe now he understands that I have never loved him."

"Why did you choose me? Bella beautiful. She's sexy, glamorous and graceful appearance. Compared to me. Small and thin body right..keep on wearing sneakers, the appearance is not graceful, hemm positilan.and used to be Mas Nathan do not like me right. It's a really good jutek.."

Nathan laughed, rubbing my head.

"That's because I just met a girl like you. Installment, stupid, shameless, and unyielding. Even though I'm being so taut"

Whats?

Why is it that none of these traits are good. Hearing him speak so, successfully made me frown.

"But you are beautiful, you are also sincere. You want to accompany me even if you know my situation. Thank you Anindira... You may not be the first, but I want to make you the last."

"Hemm knows not... Nathan wasn't the first for me either. There is still Kai oppa, Jong-suk oppa, kept Minho oppa "

Mas Nathan's expression instantly changed instantly, he smiled wryly hearing me speak like that.

"Ah has stopped. Don't you keep going!"

But Nathan was upset. Without looking, he got up from his seat. It makes me laugh. I did say that on purpose, it was easy to make her jealous right now.

"Let me drive home. It's getting dark." Keto.

Nathan stepped up quickly leaving me behind.

"Mas wait.don't get mad dong!. Yes, yes, sorry."

I chased after him, walking parallel beside Mas Nathan while continuing to babble at him.

"Mas Nathan, my most handsome lecturer in the world. Nathan Mahendra, first and last for me.

I'm lucky to have a boyfriend and a future husband. Udah handsome, pinter, tajir, less what try...? Oh Anindira the favor of God where else do you deny?...."

Nathan turned his face to the side, without me even seeing it I knew that he was holding back his smile now, for hearing what I said.

Hidhi. She's so cute.

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I just got out of the room, after I finished cleaning myself and changed my clothes.

In the living room there was Mas Nathan with my mother talking.

Their chatter sounds stiff like in an old-fashioned movie.

"Please drink Mr. Nathan.."

Mom put a hot drink on the table.

"Ah thank you. But don't call me sir. No more at the campus. Just call me Nathan."

"Oh yes I forgot. Call me mama too yaa. kayak Nindi."

Mama chuckles at Mas Nathan's awkwardness towards her.

"So somebody's gonna talk about it for sure.." Mama spoke again, looking at me who was now out of the room.

I sipped the saliva. Nervous. Don't tell Mas Nathan to talk to you about that.

Mas Nathan glanced at me briefly, then sighed before returning to talk.

"Sorry Mom. uh Mah. I came here to propose to Anindira. I seriously want to marry her. If mama lets me want to marry her soon in three months."

Is that right..!

I prayed in my heart that my mother would not be angry. He always wanted me to be serious about college first. Married after graduation. I glanced at the mama who was now staring fixedly at Mas Nathan.

"Nathan.. Have a brother or sister?" Mama asked him.

"No. My parents are dead. I only have Arsy. My son."

"Oh so yeah.." Mama nodded. He didn't ask anymore. Sure oes. I've told Nathan's past everything to my mom.

"When you get married, where will you live?"

"Ah if that, I will invite Anindira to stay with me. But my mom is calm. I will not forbid Anindira to visit mama at any time."

Mama's eyes sparkled hearing Nathan's answer, as if that was the answer he later. Mama smiled at me and stroked my head.

"You've grown up, son, I believe in Nathan. If you are ready to get married quickly. Mama agrees."

Mas Nathan's smile instantly expanded, as did mine. My taste can't hold anymore. I hugged my mom tightly.

"Thank you, thank you for accepting Mas Nathan"

Mama shed tears, she rubbed my back gently.

"Nathan is here too.." Call mama.

Mas Nathan approached the mother, and looked down at the hands of the mother.

"Take care of my son, he is my only precious treasure. I trust him with you. I know only Nathan can make Nindi happy..."

Nathan lifted his face.

"Thank you for accepting me with all my shortcomings to be part of this family."

"I also thank you, you want to accept this Nindi. You don't know, he has liked you for a long time. Mr. Nathan.. Mr. Nathan, that's always what he's talking about going home from college."

I was immediately embarrassed, my mother had exposed my disgrace.

"What the hell is it.."

With a huff I stepped out leaving the two of them. There was laughter from Nathan and Mom.

Uh. Please laugh. You guys are so compact now!.

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POV AUTHORS

Faizal stood on the balcony of his clinic located above. She smiled slightly at the message Nathan was going to get to where he was.

He could already guess the end would be like this.

The mistake that carried the feelings by Anindira. Yesterday saw Nindi crying she desperately wanted to accompany her.

Those two tickets were supposed to be for her and Cindy.

She easily cancels the show with Cindy, in order to accompany Nindi.

Again they are stuck with the same woman.

Ah but he feels happy his best friend has found his life purpose again. Moreover, his illness has improved.

There were noisy steps up the stairs. Faizal knew they had arrived.

He tidied up his shirt that was worn now, but his movements came to a halt. Wh-wh-what for?

He smiled slightly, undoing his intention to appear neat. He knew Nindi wasn't for him..

"Mirror...!"

Nathan entered the room. Approaching his best friend. Shake hands, and give a brief hug.

Anindira who was behind Nathan fell silent, she was a little strange with the behavior of the two adults.

Faizal smiled at Anindira, his attitude has returned as usual, as well as Nathan.

Nindi thought they were going to fight again, so she forced her way to Faizal's place. His mission wants to make them make up again. But apparently, it doesn't need his help.

They have fixed themselves

Nindi thought maybe this is what she called a true friend. Yesterday they had a fight, now they were back to being ordinary as if nothing had happened between them.

"So. are you here to give me an invitation?" Faizal asked with narrowed eyes.

Nathan and Nindi looked at each other in wonder. Seeing that Faizal laughed.

"You think I don't know. You're Nathan, I've memorized your attitude. You must be overprotective with Nidni.. Listen to me yes Nindi, he if it is dear will not be released so. Sure you'll be possessive of him."

Nindi just grinned wide hearing it.

"What - what, brother. That's his name, baby, hehe."

Nathan smiled at Nindi's reply. They looked at each other with love.

Makes Faiz goosebumps look at it. Two bird lovers who are in love.

"Hey remember yes there are still people here. If you want to be friendly don't be here." Complain Faizal. The one that was greeted with Nathan's laughter.

They laughed together. Nindi happy. Seeing his Nathan back cheerful, and Faizal had also behaved as usual.

There is no happiest day for him other than today.

Tomorrow Nindi will be busy. Preparing for his marriage to Nathan who only has to count the months.

Yes..Nathan didn't want to put it off, even waiting for Nindi to graduate he didn't want to.

He wants to marry the girl soon.

The girl who made him fall back in love...

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