MY LECTURER DUREN (COLD WIDOWER )

Chapter 21's

🍀No need to try to forget, memories have their own way to disappear

_Mario teguh_

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Do you know what feels heavy with distance?

Namely Miss.

Like people say that longing is heavy...

Only three days Mas Nathan went to Jogja, I was overwhelmed to manage this longing.

And more annoyingly, Nathan rarely calls me. Maybe he was too busy there?

I breathe heavily. Feeling a little upset at the moment. Arriving at Jogja he did tell me, but after that there was no news. Even I sent him a message not to be read.

I need some fresh air right now, with a step on my way out of the room, towards the living room.

There gathered my mother and my aunt who had just come from Japan. Her name is Aunt Lisa. Aunt Lisa lived and worked there. Because he heard I was getting married, so he came to Indonesia to help with my wedding preparations.

"You know Rin. and her future husband Nindi was handsome. Even lecturer, pinter, rich. Brother is also surprised, how can you want to be the same Nindi. Hihi."

I heard you talking to my aunt in the living room. Hemm. Nice work!

They were talking about me in the back.

"He said a widower for me, brother. Thinner. Haha." Aunty Lisa's.

They laugh together. I didn't even realize I was coming and sitting behind them.

"Ekhem."

Aunt Lisa looked over. "Eh Nindi is awake.."

"Yeah.I heard earlier someone wanted to nikung ponakan himself." My thoughts on Aunt Lisa

The two of them looked at each other, after which they again laughed together.

"Haha. Kidding ah. That's aja sewot. Must not have been connected with Nathan either.."

Ah very good. My mom is already mocking me.

He knows that Mas Nathan hasn't called me. Because since yesterday I've been ranting myself.

I was silent, lazy to answer. I put my body on the abstract patterned carpet in the room.

"So it's not connected yet, Nin? well don't don't don't don't don't...." Aunty Lisa squinted, my mind started to feel bad, capturing another point from Aunt Lisa.

"That's. Stop aunt...! I don't wanna hear. Don't make me think anything that's not good." I frowned. In keeping with my tantalizing attitude.

He is not married yet. And it's very anti to be in touch with men. Mom said yes.. Aunt Lisa was once married to her boyfriend. Be until now at the age of thirty years he was not married either.

"Ah already. Lisa you also do not tempt Nindi continue. Rest in the room. You must be tired of the long journey. My room is ready." Mama encouraged Aunt Lisa to go to the room, leaving me alone here.

He knows I'm sensitive right now.

Aunt Lisa has not changed. He always judges and says he's the same. Just because he hurt one guy so he judges all guys the same?

Not adult at all. Uh, but I feel no stranger to Aunt Lisa's attitude.

I don't know who it looks like..

Ah already. Finally I decided to go back into the room, to try to contact Mas Nathan there again.

Arriving at the room, I looked back at the cell phone lying on the bed. My eyes glared at the dozens of missed calls from Mas Nathan.

Gluey!

I called him back directly. And it wasn't until five seconds that Nathan answered his phone.

"Hello.." Nathan's voice is across there.

He continued to talk without stopping.

"You've been anywhere. I called you from earlier. From where? Chat is also not in reply. I thought you were kidnapped. I don't usually pick up my phone."

Kidnapped? He thinks I'm a kid!

If anyone wants to kidnap me, they'll lose. Considering I like to snack.

"Yes sorry. I was outside talking to Mama and Aunt Lisa." Reply quickly. Before Mas Nathan spoke again.

"Auntie Lisa? Who's that?" Ask Nathan again. His voice sounded a little hoarse there.

"Oh that's my aunt, just came from Japan. I've never told ya.hehe.it's my only relative."

Nathan did not reply.

"Mas himself why just call now anyway. I chat also not answered. Worry to know."

"I'm sorry I was so busy...."

Nathan stopped there. I cringed in wonder.

"Hello? Ms..?"

Suddenly a female voice came from there. Looks like he's next to Mas Nathan, because I can clearly hear him talking.

"Mas, I'm going first huh. See you tomorrow." the woman's voice sounded spoiled in my ear.

Holy hooch!

"Whose voice is it? Women yes... You're playing girls behind me!" I yelled at him on the phone.

"Eh? nope. Let me explain.." said Mas Nathan there.

I'm already angry. He hasn't called me for days. And now I'm calling with another woman.

"lik! Ah already. Basic Mr. Nathan Mahendra lecturer killer nyebelin number one!"

I got angry and turned off the phone.

Duh Gusti what else is this trial. I want to marry her for a lot of exams. I wept. Annoyed by the situation.

I saw my phone, no more calls or chats from Mas Nathan. I wish he would explain it. Reconnecting.

Although it was I who did not want to listen to his explanation, but it should be Mas Nathan more effort dong.

Chat again, call again, or at a woo.

It doesn't have to be so if her boyfriend snags.

I tried not to care, pulled the blanket and tried to close my eyes, even though this heart felt unsettled and agitated.

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I woke up hearing a knock on my door. As I walked towards the door, I saw the reflection of my face in the mirror that was more like a zombie.

Eyes that are swollen because almost overnight crying, with tangled hair is not bad. It's such a mess.

I lazily opened the door. It was Aunt Lisa who came to my room. He was standing right in front of me at this moment.

"What's the aunt? I'm still sleepy."

Aunt Lisa observed my appearance for a while before finally answering.

"There's a friend of yours coming."

"Eh who?"

He shook his shoulders and passed without answering. I scratched my head, confused. Who's this early has come. Could it be Sarah? My only friend Sarah likes to come here.

Curiously, I stepped into the living room.

My eyes were wide, and I saw who was sitting there. Nathan Mas?

"Hey.. "

Nathan stood up, greeted me stiffly.

I pecked for a moment. Trying to understand the situation. Oh gosh. I just realized. Now I'm just wearing a nightgown, with messy hair, and puffy eyes from crying last night.

I quickly ran inside, and almost hit my mother who was carrying drinks for Mas Nathan.

"Loh Nindi, you don't change your clothes first." Mama was shocked and rebuked me.

Aunt Lisa...Why didn't he tell Mas Nathan who came anyway. He must have deliberately wanted to kill me.

Arriving at the room I cleaned myself with lightning. Wash your face and brush your teeth. Then use a little BB cream to disguise my eye bags, and lastly change clothes. Done it.

Not wanting Mas Nathan to wait for long, I immediately went out of the room and passed back to Aunt Lisa, she giggled at me. Very nice auntie!

He must be happy to have made me look like a fool. But I don't care about it, keep walking past it in an elegant style.

In the living room, Mas Nathan is still waiting with his mother. Seeing my arrival my mother smiled and prepared to leave us both.

"Mama stay first Nathan.want to cook first."

"Ah yes Mah. thanks." Nathan replied politely.

After mom's departure, she turned to look at me who was sitting a little away from her.

"Aren't you going to welcome me?" Mas Nathan Exclamation.

"Why is it here? Not a week in London?" I ignored her words, and turned to ask her.

"Well disappointed, but I've taken home quickly. Because someone got angry last night."

"Did? So Mas Nathan came home because of me?" pekikku can't believe it.

"You called me so without hearing my explanation. How I'm not worried. That night I was ready to go back to the city. It's just arrived now."

I was surprised to hear it. Not thinking of this man's way of mind. I expected him to chat with me or call me back to seduce me. But in fact he came straight here!

Nathan sighed. He looks tired at the moment.

"The woman who spoke last night was my cousin. Did I ever say that I went with cousins and investors to Jogja? And my cousin that's him. Rani's name."

After hearing her explanation, I felt guilty for being angry and suspicious of her. Even to make Mas Nathan go home from his job.

"Sorry mas.." I said slowly while bowing my face.

Nathan looked at me.

"What's up. I was glad to see your appearance with the face of the pillow" he said with a laugh mocking me.

Oh gosh. I covered my face with both hands in shame.

"Bag!!"

"Haha. Hey, don't be shy." He pulled out both of my hands that were still covering my face.

"I see that sight every day." His whisper was right in my ear.

Blushes. I feel my face heating up at this moment. How's this. Every day he sees my ugly face.

And every day I saw the torn bread.

Good thing.luckily this heart is God's creation. If human creation might have been removed first.

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POV AUTHORS

Nindi and her aunt, Lisa, unwind in a cafe. They just got out of the beauty salon.

Nindi and Nathan's wedding is one month away. Makes them more busy.

Actually Nindi and Nathan had agreed to hold a simple reception, because their relatives were not much. They will only invite the closest people.

"Auntie... Nathan is coming here. There's something we're looking for." Nindi told Lisa.

"Alah alesan. Tell me to meet. You should have been on the pingit. Can't see." Lisa Sahut. He suspects that it was just his nephew's wits to meet Nathan.

"What the hell is a aunt. I still have a job, it's the final chapter. Marriage, keep trial. Double her heart gymnastics."

Aunty Lisa chuckled at it, seeing the behavior of Nindi who was still like a child, she did not expect even her nephew who would step over her first.

"Why not wait to graduate."

"Hehe. Faster better aunt. Moreover, yes.I've loved long time with Mas Nathan." Nindi replied with a smile - a smile of her own.

His eyes were fixed on the cafe door, "Ah that's him."

Anindira waved her hand excitedly at Nathan who had just entered the cafe, he did not come alone as it turned out. Nathan came with Faizal.

"Loh Mas out of the Clinic?" Nindi asked in surprise to Nathan who was now nearby.

"Yeah, there was a little business. Uh he asked to come. Bored to say." Nathan replied with a chuckle and glanced at Faizal who looked wrong.

In Faizal's heart he cursed his fate. He doesn't know that Nathan is going to meet Nindi. He thinks Nathan just wants to get out on his own.

Faizal tried to smile even though his heart was throbbing, but his eyes stopped looking at a woman who was with Nindi. He was astonished to see that the woman was just sitting quietly in her chair without even turning her head in the slightest.

Nindi who looked at Faizal's gaze, smiled understandingly.

"Ah Brother Faiz, know this is my aunt. Her name is Aunt Lisa."

Faizal nodded politely. Which was only responded with a single glance from Lisa.

"Hello.mo..Tans.."

"Lisa! Call me Lisa. You are the same age as me. Calling time Aunt. I am that old." Lisa was very tight.

Faizal looked surprised at being snapped like that by the woman. Nindi just held back a laugh seeing Faizal's expression. As for Nathan, he sat down curiously beside Nindi.

She already knew Lisa's attitude, having already met her yesterday at Nindi's house.

"Oh yes.kok you never told Nin, if you have a aunt." said Faizal later.

"Are you really important to Nindi until she has to tell you?" Lisa interrupted again with her cynical look.

"Isn't Nindi's boyfriend Nathan?"

"Tante. don't judge that dong. Faiz's brother is Mas Nathan's doctor, well he's also my friend." Nindi finally mediates them. He felt a little bad about Faizal.

Lisa, who was sitting in front of Faizal, raised one eyebrow.

"He's a doctor?" lisa asked in surprise, her expression showing that she did not believe.

Nindi nodded and smiled at Lisa.

Suddenly the thought crossed his head. Ideas that he thought were brilliant. Looking at the same Faizal and Lisa - the same single. What's wrong if you try first.

"Mas we're leaving now yeah..." Nindi frowned at Nathan's arm, winking one of his eyes.

Nathan seems confused to see Nindi's behavior which he thinks is strange.

Basic insensitive!' rutuk Nindi in the heart

"Say I'll find something." Whining again.

"Oh yes okay. Keep them?" Nathan turned to look at Lisa and Faizal

Nindi returned to acting, ostensibly busy thinking.

"Ah yes. Faiz happened to be here. So can accompany my aunt first, brother, he just came from Japan. Continue if Brother Faiz does not mind also can anterin Aunt I go home yes.so I was afraid for a long time with Mas Nathan. Hehe."

Nindi's words earlier made Lisa angry, she glared at her nephew, who was now smiling infuriatingly.

Just look at Lisa knows the meaning of Faizal's gaze, if she likes Nindi. Lisa did not like Faizal from the beginning. Faizal's the kind of picisan he hates.

He was just about to answer, but Faizal had already interrupted him first.

"Here, calm down. You go with Nathan. Your aunt.eh Lisa means let me drive you home later."

Yes succeeded!

Nindi cheered in heart. He threw a smile at the two, after which instantly pulled Nathan's hand to leave.

He also prayed in his heart, may they mate. Nindi thought, who knows if her aunt got a soul mate she can change not fierce anymore.

Lisa's attitude is actually reminiscent of Nathan's attitude first.

Nathan who used to be very secretive, cold and fierce to him.

It seems that he can now open his heart. He can even be romantic with her.

Because of the trauma and phobia it should be in the opponent.

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