My Happiness is Not With My First Love

father's refusal

Surya"will you marry and be my wife at any cost?"a hopeful look, I answered"yes I want to"

we also went home to see the condition of Surya's mother, but what power when I said"afternoon uncle🙂"how surprised I Surya's father did not care about me, as if he did not see me.disappointed, dumbstruck, and deep question mark....the atmosphere of silence and sadness father gathered all the families, among them I, Surya, Septia,ibu and Indra who were also with us at that time.

dad"dad want it to be like you Sur, are you right"love Karin?"we were shocked and just looked at each other.

Surya"ya I love him."sury firmly so sure answer.dad see me full of anger, father"if father tell me to choose between father's son or stay with this woman?"the tone that so broke my heart, I resigned whatever Surya answers.

I didn't think Surya would choose to be with me and leave the house so angry, without carrying anything"he played with me, father"get out of this house and don't take any of your stuff you bought out of my money.!!!"such a loud voice could not bear to see Surya expelled from the house.

but Surya took my hand and took me away from it, I said, "Sur, if you don't approve of us let us just do it, I don't want you to be a disobedient child, what your true family will say."

he said"I've chosen you and I'm telling you to go back after a father breaks his relationship with me?"

so long I never went to college I decided to work, at first we were happy, well"just like viasa, not long calls coming in from unknown numbers,

Surya"ya I will come", my heart asked who the call.when Surya shower I accidentally saw the call in and named Auntie, very confusion, since when the name was dihpnya.

I asked Indra because I was sure she would know, how surprised I was when Indra said she was aunty who had been giving money to Surya in return Surya had to accompany the Aunt,,,my tears were dripping and my heart was so "devastated, why did he do this.

Indra said that she did not want to be my burden.I cried Indra needed and she calmed me.Surya went away very long and came back with money and she gave me, food I like, and others

I was never happy, this is not what I wanted.he was told to go home for a long time by the grandmother who asked Surya,

one month he had no news, the phone was off I tried to ask his sister, he said Surya continued the family business that his father gave, when he heard I was so in disbelief because Septia said"father gave one chance to Kaka, father gave his business but on condition of leaving you for good"my heart is now beyond repair, so foolishly I can hope to build happiness with him, again wealth defeats everything.