My Happiness is Not With My First Love

bewildered

the day he waited for me

then I started to open my heart

we're going out without friends" I know my work asking for this relationship to be hidden, I'm honestly still hesitant about this feeling

shortly afterwards Wulan called me"Karin Karin hah hah hah,"I replied "why? is there anything you want to say?"

Wulan"yaya, can GK kmu deketin me with Surya,plis I like him when I first met, but GK thought Mey said love first", shocked and sad to hear there are people who like my lover, but GK thought Mey said love first", shocked and sad to hear there are people who like my lover, my girlfriend,but it's not Wulan's fault that I asked to cover it, when Sunday night came that should be mine I had to land closer to Surya, "oh I have business, I have business,you guys just talk first", my heart hurts to see them.and Surya just stared intently at me, he sent me a message via WhatsApp

"are you, baby?ko left"?.

and I said, "Wulan likes you, please don't hurt her heart and tell her about us, without realizing the tears were dripping.she said"ok if it wants you, you know,don't blame me if you get hurt because you're alone"!!

Surya"we're good to see when but please don't go like this, I want you to come near me even though there's a distance that prevents it" I just cry and say"ok."every night he comes, he comes,indeed with Wulan but we communicate through hp kmu, if we are in the same place.only lasted 2 weeks Wulan broke up with Surya, he cried very very sad

Karin"kmu why ko nangis?"Rin is there something wrong with Surya about me?

"what did Surya say?" Wulan said"we broke up because the reason GK is clear, he said if you want to focus on the same hobby, Trus all this time why he made me a girlfriend?" I was surprised and recalled the day before Surya decided Wulan, we met and he said" if you miss me, there are some pictures of me specifically for your dear,,"😘it was unbearable for me to hug and say"I could see GK constantly looking at Wulan beside you, if you were to play with me, but this heart hurts" she stroked my hair and said"I'll find a way out, this love is just for you".

at that time my heart was calm, and Wulan's problem I gave advice"maybe he wanted to finish before you were already in deep pain later", Yesterday he was evil"

diabolical?it means I'm also evil while being silent.

we went together, happy together, and together, if not many know but I'm happy, one day he walked in the campus with a necklace so beautiful,Sany my best friend and my best friend said"wow isn't that Surya, so handsome and a concern for all women" I just smiled and was surprised when Ka Rima approached Surya and said"wae Surya is that necklace for me?haven't we broken up long ago?or do you want to come back to me?"I was so shocked that I left in anger