My Happiness is Not With My First Love

My Happiness is Not With My First Love
an unusual feeling



on the way he waited for me at the park.


very upset, I went home but he approached with his motorbike.he said he did not want to separate from me, I ignored him but then followed me home.


there's a Monik at home and he's shocked because Sopian's behind me.


Monik"hey didn't you udh break up Sopian? ko still with Karin?"


Sopian"can you both talk to Karin GK?"The monik pulled me into the room and said"hey've accepted why the hell, he's good to far"from Lembang to here just for you, I'm going to think why he's willing to go far"just want to talk to me,isn't he gonna get the woman he wants, he's good-looking, he's working, so maybe GK he's really in love? my daydream was surprised by Monik.


Monik"itah if if you win do not love him see his bike dong cool abis Rin, lumayan is to show off his face is also ugly GK, even if he loves me ma I will definitely not let go."


I got out of the room and went on the bike, I didn't think he'd take me to where I wanted to be.beautiful star hill, amazing view.


he held my hand and Trus begged to give him one more chance, but my heart was confused because this was the first time there was such a gentleman I hugged him and said"yeah I gave you a chance but this is the last time."


when someone came home to call me, I thought papa but it was my sister from another mother.


we are fathers but our mothers are vented,papah has 4 wives and lives 3 wives because one is cheating.mamah is the second wife papah while the one is home with papa young wife who I hate.I never call mamah even though papah asking me to call him mamah, I never wanted to admit it.


Karin"what's wrong?"


brother Asep"this brother, just want to say papa at the hospital his condition is deteriorating" shocked and tearful, why can't slalu papa sick slalu I come to him he looks healthy"only and Slalu was by his young wife's side.


because at that time papa was sick but treated at home, said his young wife papa good"saja.


but why is it getting worse now, my anger and hatred for his young wife is becoming more and more,


Karin"don't want me to order ojek ko"


Which hospital is it?do you know the way?"


Karin"daily busy TNI hospital" I can ask on the street."


Polite"that's far away and will throw away a lot of money if you ride a motorcycle, mending me the delivery and the money for your father's equipment, "I think it's true he said"how would you like?"I answered yes.


we went and arrived at my destination, he came in with me.At first wife, mamah, and also his young wife.


son"from the first wife 3


from mamah 2, and from a young wife had no children.


I entered with Sopian papah room


never thought you would ask Romi and not his Sopian.


papa turned his face away from Sopian, and Sopian went to wait outside with the others.


karin"why let it all pass because Romi GK I once loved, there's a reason why I refused."


I remember where Romi humiliated me, he accepted my rejection but at that time he took me on a path"for the last time, it turns out he took me to a boarding house that made my heart uneasy, he did not force me for long, she wanted to fuck me so she had me totally, Romi"I GK can be far away from you, please in this way you want to marry me." I revolted and said"I rejected you even more,I hate guys like you"


thankfully I screamed and someone helped me, not knowing that I was asleep, and I cried while whispering" you might think Romi was a good man, but not for Rin."