My Happiness is Not With My First Love
regret and despair
in a different place Surya and his sister were on the balcony of the house and his sister asked
"ka...do you give up now after seeing the post from him?."
"no." replied Surya.
"don't you know if I was you I would try to get his love.yes and do you know where the brother is?."
"you think I chose the wrong way to continue the family business and leave the woman I love?."
"that's exactly his biggest mistake, brother.has known he means a lot still brother let go."
"i thought after I had everything I could take a meaningful woman in my life. Yes I was too guilty, hurt her heart, love her, even make her ashamed."sorry.
"what did you do to make him ashamed?."full of curiosity.
"you're a little girl, that's my business with her, you know in this world she's a different woman, she's beautiful, kind, has no grudges and everything else.I'm really not the lucky guy to have her."sad.
"if I were a big brother, I would never have chosen this business because it was just a father's bluff on my brother."
"yes you're right how stupid I thought she'd come back after I had everything, so I was wrong.she's a different woman than anyone else."
"yes she is GK matre kak, her smile is very very sweet and makes me fall in love, but unfortunately she is sister's boyfriend."
"so now what should I do?."
"open a new leaf, brother, then let it pass, keep him in your heart but try to let go slowly."
one year later....
we received an invitation to break our fast together from ka akbar.we met and gathered at the promised place.
when I got to how surprised I was to meet Surya who I had buried his name for so long.
he looked at me full of gazes still regretting his mistake and as we looked on without me noticing my husband held my hand and said.
"sad we're coming in."
"of course it's dear."
adzan
"Alhamdulillah".together.
"can his wife's minjem for a second?."suryin.
I was surprised by what he said and afraid my husband would be very angry...
"if it's really important, but there must be witnesses."smile.
"i'll be with them." said Indra.
in the balcony we talked and I did not think Surya apologized for everything he had done to me, I could only be quiet and he just talked incessantly.
"again sorry, if my attitude wasn't bad for you maybe you'd always be mine, now I realize we're very different."
"Surya I used to love you so much that I willingly did everything but then let it pass,because I made it a reprimand for me.now I have a very good husband and accept me as I am."
"yes I was afraid in the future that no man would want to be with a despicable woman like my driku, but God still loves me and gives me a better one than you."
"maybe from the beginning we are a match GK but all must follow the path of each life" I make a glass from and become better."
"i'm really sorry, please forgive me for being too selfish, I'm a coward and finally I can now dare to apologize to you.for me you're a woman who is always at heart, you're a special woman."
silent for a moment.....
"thank you for the time may you always be happy indefinitely."
walking away.
time passed and now our household was getting more harmonious, I was grateful to have a husband like him, I was so happy.
elsewhere Surya is happy with his new woman, he opens his heart to others.
and never expected an invitation from Surya about his happiness.
now I forgive him, plus hearing that his ailing father's condition never improved I let go of my grudges and hatred for him.
a few months later Surya is now a father and has a small hero, named great.
expire.
from this story we do not need to have each other if it has been hurt, love is so complicated.Sometimes you never realize the person who truly loves you and who you always love.
may it be useful no hate to forgive each other and live our lives with each other's way"make a good example and remember not to fall too deep in love because you too will regret it if it leaves us like a burning heart and the ashes of the heart itself are blown slowly our honor is so precious compared to love.
