My Happiness is Not With My First Love

trust and confusion

Sopian"why should I thank you?sooner or later you'll be my only wife"

I am very grateful for what God gave me, maybe I was upset at first because I met with ******* earlier

but I feel like it's a test for me that I failed to take, and I promise I won't do it again.

in my heart (god if I could choose and ask for a wish, I wanted time to come back and I wanted to see him early, maybe I wouldn't be this dirty) and my tears were dripping.

Karin"you know GK I'm so happy because you want to try to tell your parents about this"he said"for us too ko"

when we came back and he said goodbye to go home shortly after he arrived" there was a call from Sopian and it was Sopian's mother.

Aunt"Rin why want to get married"suddenly?Sopian udh makes a fatal mistake?or cheating?or what?"a worried voice sounded

Karin"GK ko Tan, just a request from papa gtu, because papa's condition is not healthy and he wants to see us married to be calm"

because I'm the only child you love and maybe he's still hard to leave me.

Aunt"ouh yes mother was shocked when Pian asked permission to marry, mother knows syg,,,,, but marriage is not a toy".

Karin"Karin know what magsud Aunt, only I'm right"seriously want to be married with Sopian whatever the reason".

Aunty"gini aja ath dear how if udh lebaran aja because the responsibility of 2 months longer fasting".

I didn't even think about it, but I was so confused.

a few days later we were both busy taking care of the preparations, from the dress, to the handiwork, to the elephant there.

one week later we met again and we went to buy jewelry in a store I didn't imagine, while looking for a suitable one he said "I want this one to get me to show my future wife?!".

and when I saw it so beautiful, against a ring with a necklace so special he chose, I didn't think he was good at picking out jewelry.

we bought what I wanted, the Copian was very good until I met Surya and as usual his eyes were very smart to take my face, even though we were riding a motorcycle that just passed by.

we go to all the places I say he says as long as I see him smile like this he's very happy and he takes my hand very tightly as if he doesn't want to lose me.

when we were talking, there was a man with a camera who was taking pictures of us who were resting,

he said we were a very suitable couple but I don't know what made Sopian jutek against them and took me to another place.

Karin"why?why is it so pouting dear?".very funny in my heart.

Polite"I don't like the way they look at my women!"she's jealous but very funny.

I leaned back and said "where might I turn my heart away from a man as sincere as you, if maybe I ever said I would leave you then today and soon I will be next to you,hard or happy."

we went home and we talked, we never got tired of not even wanting him to leave.

until the night he was at home with a friend"he was embarrassed by what I prepared.

we're used to those who see us shopping must be one of them they dismantle even still there Sopian.

but he never got angry or raised this problem, he just smiled that made the park"iri.