My Happiness is Not With My First Love

trust and love each other

one day I went to the Sopian kosan'a by chance next to Adi, I was honestly furious but I had to hold back my emotions.

Adi"hey there's Karin Dateng, the piano is inside, and I'm willing to borrow the bike first yes rin"I'm as if I don't see and don't hear.maybe he's confused and he's gone using my lover's motorbike.

Sopian"kmu Dateng?ko GK tell you? I can pick you up."

Karin"don't do it, I purposely gave a surprise to you"

shortly Adi returned but he was not alone when Adi brought the woman into his boarding house, he called Sopian.

Adi"This lady berta deh I want to know you as pcrku"Sopian also left and before long he immediately returned to accompany me.

Adi"You know my girlfriend, I was shocked when I saw her face felt familiar in your eyes even though this was the first meeting but I remember the photo" she said on Facebook.

but I'm not sure because Adi slalu turned off the lights during the day, she didn't smoke for long and was so embarrassed I don't know how embarrassed to meet me.

Sopian"I want to talk to you, can we talk in my room?"

Adi"iya may dong bro ......"

Courtesy"what did you do with my Facebook in the locker?"

Adi"I'm borrowing to call?"

he casually replied as if he had no fault.

Sopian"trus after that I open my gtu?"

Adi"ouh that's yes, sorry Pian I think it's mine, the color at that time I was half drunk"

I still doubt it, I look at him and he just looks away.

when I came out Adi spoke to Sopian..

Adi"I'm sorry it wasn't magsud that destroyed your relationship with Karin but I was also confused because this woman was urging me to be published with you"

I was angry and I tried to calm down because I wanted to know Sopian's answer.

Polite"Why do you know I have a pcr and a fiancee, why did you break my trust in you as a friend?"

Polite"you know what you're doing is messing up our relationship"

Adi"but thank God you're still dating Karin, by the way"this is also a test for Karin right?"

Polite"what kind of friend are you"

Adi"The lady's hand is here, she wants to see you every time she comes here but you know GK is there, when I know you have I call her and she comes right here,,Pian's sick to know the woman I like to like my friend's own"

Sopian"ya udh for me, and tell him far away"from me also Karin !!!!"

I tried to tease him"cie Wulan who he said GK knew turned out to be here a lot anyway"

he just kept quiet, but I tried to tease him.

Karin"so your type of woman is now a smoker huh?if I also want to learn to smoke" he gets angry and takes a cigarette out of my hand and says"I like women who smoke what else to get drunk."

Polite"I love you udh it's a GK more, GK you try to think I have a relationship with the others."he's angry.

I locked him in his room until midnight because he went to work, but I got bored and called him I said"kalo kmu GK go home now I want to go home through the window."

Polite"sorry at work again there is a party celebrating the birthday of the manager and prohibited all employees to go home"

it's noisy but I'm alone and say it angrily" I'd like to know, come home or I'll go home!"

Sopian"ok I'll try permission, wait not where!"

but he did not come upset once the day was late I also fell asleep in a small bed.some time heard people open the door lock, but,turns out it was Sopian who came home with a very strong alcohol smell.I hate this kind of drink.

Karin"why are you doing this?you know I don't like guys who smell like alcohol, I hate them"

Courtesy"I'm sorry I heard my explanation"he fell and I couldn't bear it, I helped him lie down on the bed and open his shoes, his tie, his jacket.

he was delirious so I wouldn't leave.

my heart melted and stroked her forehead, smiling to see her deep into the entrance so innocent.

Polite"So I heard I love and love you so much, no matter what the risk, I don't want to lose you and I don't want any other man beside you but me."

I smiled happily and gave her some water so she could wake up quickly.

when I woke up I felt something warm how surprised I was when I opened my eyes I needed Sopian with his position behind me.and my body became smelly alcohol, he said,I took a shower at Sopian's room but I forgot that this is not my house.

confusion and until Sopian wakes up

Sopian"what's wrong?why such a dazed person?"

Karin"I want to take a shower but where's the towel?"

Polite"it's right there near my panties" upset, she easily said without thinking.

Karin"you're the one who took my time"

Gentleman" Oh my gosh I forgot to apologize"

hah fresh after the bath, I woke him up and asked him to go to the bath, when he was in the bathroom I was done" the bed and sat sweetly while dressing up.

the effect of the drink blum completely lost Sopian still can not walk properly.

Karin"wanted to come home late and in this state?"

sopian"begini because you said you wanted to go home through the window I panicked I was afraid you why Napa,jdi I asked for permission to go home early, apparently not allowed me to say there is a boyfriend waiting for me in kosan sendri kasian fear of difficulties because my key carry "

he then said"finally allowed but one condition must spend a drink a full glass, otherwise I am not allowed, for your sake I immediately drink it and in the street I almost hit a grandfather cycling."I can't blame him either.

Polite"I said that my fiancee would not allow me to drink"but Adi told the manager that I used to drink a lot" so forced."yes, before Sopian said that every time I gather with friends"pas received their salary to buy various drinks"the brand and Sopian also once said before than go mending apple laugh with friends who are not happy together.

I forgot about last night I asked her to take me home but she was reluctant, she wanted to go with me somewhere.

while waiting outside he came out of his room and he was bad at going to work, his face was still a mess and the staggering path made me laugh happily

Polite taught me to ride a motorcycle but I was scared and gave up.

as the day progressed" I was so happy, he was always there, I never saw his sincerity, now I love him more than my love for Surya.

thank God I am so grateful for everything you promised your servant.

so many women tried to get close to Sopian but she didn't care and being by my side made me look like a princess.

hah I'm happy very happy, very happy,

it did not feel like I had heard for a long time that papa had been allowed to go home, but this time papa lived with his first wife,I'm relieved because I'm not willing if his young wife takes care of him.the color from what I heard when papa was helpless in bed he even went to eat a restaurant with another man.

but I was also surprised because one day papa came to the house of mamah and said kangen to me also brother, he said he wanted to feel good food after so long did not taste it.

me and Kaka were astonished, shouldn't his first wife be feeding him nutritious food?why can you say that? what did they give papa?

when I heard that I was very angry and sad he said he ate with salt, sometimes only with rice, if he asked to be transferred he wanted to be cared for by mama,the first wife even asked for services while caring for papa in the hospital and at home.

o Allah how painful my heart is to hear that even 2 weeks he has not bathed because no one bathed him.

when he came me and Kaka tried to please him, buy everything papa said, I don't care how much money I spent, the important color papa happy.

even he came home with a ride because he had no money, and the way he just held on to a tree, he said,the wall sometimes also other people memapah him to the goal.I feel failed to be a child.I cried bitterly and he caressed me and said"may this papa child can be happy, slalu happy,sorry papa blum could be a good papa, please forgive papa"

me and Kaka just cried not to say anything.

papa came home happy, he did not want to stay at home because he was afraid his young wife asked for his services, while he did not have a rupiah in his hands.

I put him in a taxi that papa got into.

Karin"mang please yes lowered close to the destination, keep my papa yes, this is the fare"

driver"ready neng,insyaallah amanah"

time passed and papa called and said"When did you get married?isn't Polite a good man?"

Karin"papa doesn't papa dislike Sopian?if yes Karin will break up as soon as possible for papa"alau heavy.

papa"papa received it ko, karna papa can not be a selfish trus, karn Karin's decision may have a reason."thank you papa tlah meridhoi our love.

papa"papa wanted to see Karin get married before God took her life" I didn't realize my eyes were glassy, and I said" God willing, pray for your son's best"

papa"papa slalu's prayers are with you"

I don't want to see a tortured father like this in prayer I ask the power to make a decision,

in prayer, God, if you have no hope of recovery, please take him after I get married, so that he does not feel the pain that is very visible from his face,even though he is sick he is always smiling for his child", if he has progress and the opportunity to heal the barrel lift immediately the disease please speed up his recovery.aminnnnnnnnn"

I can't see how he's enduring the pain, even though I may be a disobedient child praying for the death of his parents, but I do so that papa can be calm without burden, without the sadness that people do"nearest.

my relationship heard Sopian was very romantic as usual we spent time together, but my heart was still fixed on the condition of papa.

Sopian"why do I feel like you exist but GK exists?Why do you love me?"

Karin"GK exists, I'm just confused about all this."

Polite"talk why?"

Karin"papa, she wants me to get married"

Sopian"so fast?"

Karin"ya because she had a premonition to leave us all" Sopian fell silent and said "I want to, but marrying GK is easy, there must be preparation"

I knew it and I started to get very confused.

Karin"Sopian can we get married before the holy month of Ramadan?"he's surprised.

Sopian"heard baby not I don't want to but this is not a game, must be carefully thought out and parental consent as well"

Karin"I know that, well, my family doesn't matter but it's not on your side"

Polite" I'll try to tell my parents"

Karin"I beg you for me and also papa, no need to fancy the Shah's origin I've thanked you"

Polite"I'm here with your fiance someday also your husband, why should I thank you?😘🤗"

I am calm and very happy