My Happiness is Not With My First Love

feel dreamy

jek says" trust the one woman" she's after and fighting for, uh,

doll, shirt", shoes, money and everything else you're the first woman he's given everything to, she's never been so cool before,even every time I spend in Dateng come here alone and have fun with us guys."

I didn't expect her to be so sincere to me, I'm the first woman she's introduced to her family and friends" she said.

after that I came home from the villa and came home..

the day went by she came with the family for our engagement and my heart was so happy, she looked at me from a distance apart,I also felt that seeing him so handsome in a white coat made him even more handsome.

we also put each other a beautiful ring that I choose.

it doesn't feel like 2 years I've been dating and engaged 1 month.

when I opened my FB how shocked I was to see all the messages for me in lz by Sopian, he was angry with the guy"who tried to get close,greeting even he gave his hp number to the man who asked for my number.so jealous that I could laugh and feel happy.

when we met to just chat hpnya trus reads, turns out there are 3 women.

1wulants

2hannies

3goddess

I'm so angry, so jealous, but this is a woman" this is so annoying.

I believe that the gentleness will not cheat.

at first GK never wanted to but he was worried.

I got on because he promised to take me home on a very quiet road you stopped and I was confused, he came up and said"I beg you to come back to me or we do what we did,I muttered and he kissed me on the neck.very strong and just crying, I just begged the power to give me help, and he also granted it to one of the women who was, who was it,the woman took me away.

the day passed when Sunday came Sopian, he said he missed and was worried about me, at first I was happy to ask and joke, until he saw me and was silent. suddenly he cried and said"who did it?"I was confused and answered"What did you say?"

Polite"please be honest with me!is this why you've been ignoring me all this time?is there another man in your heart?I won't be mad if you cheat but I can't help you leaving a mistake and making me so hurt!!"I don't understand what it means until I cry and say"please what I'm magsud?I love you, my heart, and what am I hiding from you?"

hushed..............

pull me up and say"what's this?the red marks are so clear" I was surprised to see the mirror, right now my hair is tied and I really don't realize it.

I cried and apologized to him but he was angry.

I didn't dare say it at first, but I was given the choice of silence and she was gone forever, talk and she'll be gone for a while.

I don't want both because I really want to see them.

I said"ok I was honest but promised not to go for a second".

I just hugged him and told him about it, he couldn't believe it at first and was angry I tried to explain, I said "at that time I tried to call you but you didn't pick me up,I WA you no reply, I almost died because of his compulsion, I'm desperate!!!!"

he was silent and hugged me tightly.

he wiped my tears, he said "later night is new year's night, where am I going?"I just kept quiet because I didn't deserve to ask her for anything more.