My Happiness is Not With My First Love

happy and disappointed

we met each other, she was romantically very happy because she kept her promise not to leave me, when the time came to visit me, she stayed a few weeks at my place,sunday night arrived Surya came and was surprised to see the presence of Iren as well as iren he said"why did Surya come here?didn't he break up with Wulan long ago ?then what's he here for

we fell silent and the sun answered"I came to see my lover"iren replied who is he?"

Surya"Today, he's my lover we've been in love for a long time, iren shocked and angry at me, he pulled me up and said"why do you want a guy who's been dating our friend?do you know if Wulan finds out about this she'll be very disappointed, don't you understand her feelings"

I tried to hide from all my friends because I didn't want them to stay away from me, I answered firmly" I fell in love with him before Wulan, and we had a bond before Wulan"he got angry and left, she said,when she left I cried as soon as I did, Surya came over and said "it's my fault I should have told Wulan that we've been dating for a long time, sorry that you've made your friendship ruined" that's all I said."everything has happened just let it go"

he hugged me who was crying and calmed me down.A month had passed he came by during the day and said"Sadly I'm going to go there's a family matter I have to go to, can you wait for me?"yes, I answered.we separated after two weeks, without any news if I call his sister who raised and said he was not at home going with friends"nya.

the next day an unknown number sent me a message, Hay, he said.

confused and curious, I answered"Who is this, or where is this from?"he said I save no this on the phone yesterday.shocked and confused.Then passed he came home directly to see me and hugged me

Surya"I can finally see you back"

"my grandmother's house fires when your family leaves, but now it's okay, do you miss me?"I said yes".

after a long time we connected finally my wait arrived, he took me to his house, at that time I was right"shocked so fancy, grand, and comfortable.surya"will you marry me"I could not believe but my heart was happy to hear it

when his parents came their attitude was very kind and welcomed me so well

I'm surprised oweh the question.hat I was immediately sad maybe we are not a match.

every day he took me to his house, we laughed together, cooked with his mother, chatted etc.until one day he came with Indra drunk

Indra"please take care of him, Rin, I'm a little dizzy, borrow your room for a while to rest

Surya"sadly can I sleep on your lap, please,?yes answer me".upset, disappointed, clashing with each other

soon Indra's lover came"where's Indra?"

he went straight to him, they didn't come out of the room for long, Indra"So let's buy some food, let's let Surya sendri."ayo I answered."

while traveling Indra's lover went to buy something while Indra was in the car with me, he said"may I ask?can."can you really give your honor to the sun?andwhy?

shocked and humiliated, but I hide it all."why should I give it, only a stupid woman does it, I replied."but my heart cries.indra"rely only a woman"the former Surya fool easily gave it".

shocked and sick to the heart like being stabbed by a knife that has a tube that does not stop.indra"sorry Indra asked like that, honestly when Surya drunk he talked a lot and said like that,I can't believe it because I know you're not that kind of woman, maybe because she's drunk too much"hhaaaaaa yes" she answered me." I just fell silent and my heart said you misjudged me,I hate myself alone.