My Future Husband's

Sean's Sadness

Alwan looked at Mother Febri from the back of the car. Her tears were shed without asking. He was moved to see the struggle of his mother who tried to pursue him. Though he knew the feet of his parents were sore but Febri forced himself to chase after him regardless of his pain. I really want Alwan to get out of the car and approach the mother and hold her tightly. But he is not capable. It was the best decision before it was too late. He did not want them to suffer any more because of his presence.

"Sorry Al mother.."

"Al also does not want to leave the mother, but this is for the good of the mother, papa and Cessa." muttered Alwan in his heart. He wiped his tears quickly. He can't cry. He is a boy. And boys should not cry at all times. He must be strong for the sake of those he loves. He must be strong.

Alwan then sat back in the car seat. He remembered Cessa. The sister he had been guarding all this time. He always protects the boy when someone is judging him. There was a bit of worry about Cessa. Can his brother live without him? Will Cessa cry hysterically when she finds out her sister left her? Is Cessa gonna hate him because he left her? Various bad thoughts were lodged in Alwan's mind. He was just afraid that all of this would happen. Alwan admits he likes Cessa. More than his own sister. Hearing the fact that he was not a biological child from Arkan made him a little relieved. Because he didn't love Cessa wrong. At least he didn't feel guilty loving Princessa.

"What do you think, son?" Reprimand Thomas after he finished checking the email. He was rather surprised to see the look on his son's face and daydreamed to think of something.

"Al just wasn't used to it. Al is afraid of not being able to adapt in the new Al family." Alwan replied that he did not want to be known by his father.

"I mean dad?" Alwan looked at Thomas not understanding.

"You'll live abroad until you're 17. You will live in America. After that you will come back here. It's for your own good, son. I don't want Dahlia to kill you. Then I'll protect you from him." Alwan fell silent, he did not expect that his life should be like this. It was a sign that he would never be able to meet his Mother, Papa Arkan, and Princessa for a long time. He is completely alien to anyone. Even he was alone without a father saying he was his parents. So who's this guy? if he was his father why should he let him stay alone. Alwan was silent, he had to be strong. Perhaps this was a punishment for her for having made the child of Febri's mother die.

Alwan nodded in understanding with what Thomas said. But that man is his father. So he must respect and obey the wishes of the man is not.

"You don't have to worry. Father will complete all your needs as well as the servant and father will occasionally visit you there. Your job is to learn and grow into a smart kid to be able to lead our company, understand."

"Good dad." Alwan accepted the fate he chose. He's really alone now.