My Future Husband's

Afraid of Repeating Again

Febri went into the house, after saying goodbye to You. Her heart slightly improved as you sang all day at karaoke, You didn't force her to tell a story but the man comforted her instead. Febri becomes moved, he becomes convinced that his decision to choose Arkan is the wrong thing. That man kept a lot of secrets.

Febri looked at Arkan flatly, the man standing before him with a sharp look. Febri ignores him, choosing to leave. But his steps were immediately stopped, Arkan pulled his arm until he was close to Arkan.

"Detach," heed Febri was annoyed, he did not want to face the man.

"You go anywhere with you."

"You forgot your promise to me Febri" Arkan said in a sharp tone. Arkan was jealous to see Febri go alone with you this afternoon.

"What do you care?" challenge Febri while staring hard at Arkan.

Arkan incubates he holds both Febri's shoulders tight. His eyes stared at Febri sharply.

"You said what cares about me, Febri do you forget, if I was your husband. Which man does not get angry seeing his wife walk with another man without her husband's permission. You're still my responsibility Febri," Febri looked at Arkan cynically. Husband said! what kind of husband never says anything about his problems.

"You consider me a wife, if you're still hiding things that I don't understand. I feel stupid being your wife, because I don't know anything about you. Even from the smallest thing I never know, what is my favorite food, what is my hobby until I have children. Febri never knew." Febri wept, he let out what he wanted to say. Arkan was silent hearing all of that. He could neither speak nor reply to Febri's words. He felt stupid, because all this time he forced Febri with him, but he never let Febri know him.

"All your love words are bulshit mas, in fact you never allow me to love you properly. You're selfish, you want Febri, but Febri can't have a mas like he has Febri."

"Febri hates Arkan. That's Evil,"

Arkan was silent it felt like dejavu heard Febri's words, it was like Febri's last sentence before the accident in the past happened. Where Febri cries because Arkan who breaks his promise and prefers to go with his friends rather than with Febri.

Arkan's hunch was bad, Febri felt pain in his head for some reason he felt familiar with the word. It was like he had been in this situation. Until he felt all the shadows of his childhood coming, Febri grimaced in pain on the part of his head until he was unconscious. Only Arkan's voice he still heard called out his name before darkness enveloped him.

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"How is Ahwan doing?" arkan said to his friend who works as a doctor. Arkan is confused who he wants to contact.

"He has a history of amnesia" Arkan added.

Arkan sighed, he felt really stupid.

"Thank you,"

"Sama-sama, next time speak clearly. Not everyone can understand what you want Arkan."

"Sorry,"

"Here you go, take care of yourself Arkan. You've been looking weird lately."

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Febri awakens from his sleep. He felt a pain in his head, he remembered everything. It turns out that he and Arkan had a relationship in childhood, more precisely he who always tried to chase Arkan even follow Arkan wherever the man went. Even as he was always whining for Arkan to marry him, Febri looked at the ring he was riding in. He should be happy that his dream has come true. But Febri feels the pain, because Arkan never loved her, the man just boasted with nonsense.

Febri exhaled, the bed next to him was empty, even the man left when he was sick. Febri pityed himself - there was not a single person beside him - not even a man he said loved himself. That man would have preferred his son over him. It does not need to be proven anymore, it never meant anything to the man until anytime. Arkan married her probably just to make up for her guilt for once getting her hurt first. Febri sobbed, apparently this love for Arkan is still there and felt in his heart. Febri loved that man very much. That love can never change, even when he doesn't remember Arkan. Febri can still love the man and falls in his charms.

Febri sat hugging his own knee. His tears never stopped flowing, again Arkan numbered his duakan. Febri wiped away his tears, confused what to do. Should he leave Arkan? but if he leaves Arkan he will be an ungodly wife, but his heart can no longer endure. Febri called you, somehow the name came to his mind. You'd want to help him. Febri got up out of the room, the house was still quiet, Febri thought surely Arkan was still sleeping when usually Arkan was awake at dawn. Now it has been proven that if the man loves his son more than he does, he really has no meaning in Arkan's eyes.

The first ring You immediately raised, the surprise You want to pick him up even though this is still early in the morning. Febri came out of his house, he ran out of the housing. There's parked car owned by You. The man even smiled welcoming his arrival, Febri felt completely wrong. But Febri doesn't have time. Febri will tell you everything, the most important thing now is to escape from Arkan. Febri doesn't want to meet Arkan for now. Febri had a small bag with his wallet and cell phone.

"I'm sorry I've always taken you,"

"It's okay, I'm happy to help you Febri." You opened the door for Febri. Welcomed with a warm smile by Febri, if Arkan were like You. Febri shook his head, again comparing Arkan to You.

"Where are you going?"

"As for you, the most important thing is to take Febri away from this place." You raise his eyebrows confused, he wants to know what happened. But you can't force Febri to tell it if Febri doesn't tell it himself. You confirmed the location of his glasses and drove his car away from the housing.

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