My Future Husband's

Healing

I'm just afraid of getting hurt if I see you again.... I'm trying to avoid you to test how far you feel about me... Arkan I just want to know how much you love me....

your love Febri your Favorite wife , & you have a & a & a & a & a 'favorite wife

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The most painful thing for Arkan is the loss of his wife and children. He believes that if he is innocent, it is just someone's wits to make his name bad and he cannot be made a candidate for rector. Arkan sighed. After all, he did not want to be rector even though he was a young professor at this campus. For her, her family is much more important. The matter of his possessions and titles even his in-laws could guarantee it without him begging. But now because of that stupid news he had to lose his family.

Luckily Reno was able to prove her innocence, she was framed. Even now the campus apologized to him and asked not to be demanded back. But Arkan prefers to go out and work at one of the private universities that will accommodate him. His name has been cleared but still he still looks ugly people. And so did Febri. For two weeks, the girl did not want to see him. Arkan could only stare at Febri in the distance in a minimalist house that the girl had rented.

Sometimes he cried in the car, seeing Febri who had difficulty caring for his children alone. And what made him distrust Febri the spoiled child is now turning into an adult. His wife now sells clothes both online and offline. Febri does love fashion, and she makes the right use of her hobbies. He also often sees Febri sending packages while carrying them to his two children. He felt like an impudent husband. Arkan felt like a failed husband. Again he had to make Febri suffer because of his carelessness.

Arkan tried to see Febri. But he refused his presence. He locked the door of his house without opening it. Arkan is hurt by Febri's refusal. He wanted to explain everything. It was Febri's stubborn nature that made him not want to hear any explanation from anyone.

Arkan was still in the car. He's been here from seven nights to ten nights. The lights of the house are dead too. He took a breath, then returned home. Wishing there was a miracle the girl would forgive him. Arkan will find a way to get Febri back in his arms, he will give Febri a little more time to calm down. When finished he will not let the woman out of his grasp.

"Patience, dear all will be back to how it was. It's just me, you and our kids." Arkan said with confidence. He'll be back as soon as this is all over. He will not leave his family just like that.he needs them to complete his life.

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Febri closed his window curtains. He knew Arkan was always watching him from the outside. And he's not stupid how hard Arkan wants to get back into a relationship again. But he was afraid to start again, he was afraid it would happen again. Her husband's been on the ugly stamp of people, he's ashamed. He doesn't think about how he got stuck with Arkan. He should not be stupid to let his students be alone in the room. Without anyone. Even in Islam, it is forbidden. Both of them are not with mahram in a quiet place should not. Especially in the afternoon when the campus is empty. Maybe for Arkan it's okay as long as it doesn't cross the line. But we never know what happens next. Loyal husbands can be seduced. So Febri was angry that Arkan was free to meet any woman without knowing the time and place. It's still lucky that the man was found not guilty of being trapped. If only his father could not find proof Arkan would be fired dishonorably and put in jail.

Febri sighed, he knew Arkan was in a trap. But he could not forgive Arkan who had such a relationship with the woman. He does not know how far they touch each other let alone Arkan in an unconscious position. He can not tolerate even just a hug let alone not wear clothes at all. But his little heart said something else. He misses Arkan. Maybe it's from a baby. Unknowingly Febri stroked her stomach gently. She misses her annoying husband. He wants to meet but prestige.

"Mother why cry?" Alwan suddenly enters Febri's room. Febri wiped away her tears. He did not want to look weak in front of Alwan.

"Not sleepy Bun" replied Alwan approaching Febri. Alwan has not been able to sleep because he thinks of his papa who never went home. He misses Arkan with them. But lately Arkan hasn't been with them.

"Here my mother hugs me to sleep." Febri patted the mattress, Alwan said.

"Mother with papa marahan huh?" Ask Alwan suddenly. He felt strange about his mother moving house and away from them from Arkan.

"no really, mother just playing kangen-kenan equally papa. So later the first miss he who lost and must accept punishment." Said Febri while hugging Alwan.he was amazed by Alwan who could be so sensitive to the events around him at his age.

"deserved Alwan see papa outside. I think papa has missed mother. Suppose Papa loses means papa gets punishment from the mother.." Alwan said what he saw. He felt strange with his parents who suddenly separated and did not want to see each other again.

Febri fell silent unwillingly to let him nod. He confirmed what Alwan was saying rather than the boy knowing the truth. Alwan is too smart so he will find it difficult to fool the boy. He missed the times when they were together.

"Then tomorrow Alwan will make papa enter this house. Let papa can gather with us again, all Alwan want to see Mother of papa's law." After saying that Alwan fell asleep. Febri smiled miris. If it happened he would not be strong to face him he has not been able to meet Arkan.

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