My Future Husband's

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"Febri." Call Arkan slowly, Febri ignores him. Arkan sighed, he could not say everything.

"I'm sorry, I'm just afraid that you're going to get out of life. If you know this."

"Tell me what else you're hiding, other than this!!!"

"Our baby miscarried." Answer Arkan slowly. It seemed like he could not hide things any longer.

Febri's body stiffened decays. He did not expect, his hands moved stroking his stomach.

"Come lie.this is impossible.hiks.hikss my baby..hiks.."

Arkan was silent as if answering Febri's question. It made Febri more sobbing in his tears.

Arkan climbed onto the bed, quickly hugging Febri's body sitting on the bed. Febri tries to rebel, but Arkan holds him back. Arkan did not want to take off Febri, Arkan's strapping body tightly hugged the fragile body of Febri.

"hiks-hiks" Febri sobbed, as hard as he could resist uselessly, Arkan's body enveloped him so tightly.

"Febri lame... Febri disabled hiks.hikss better be Febri dead."

"If you want to die, what about the mas, Cessa and Alwan. They will keep asking you. I don't care if you're paralyzed or anything. You're my wife." Febri fell silent at Arkan's words, which Arkan said were true. His children will continue to look for him and lose him. But he could not accept all of this. She lost her leg and then her baby. Why is God so unfair to him.

"Febri will," Just now Febri wanted to continue his words Arkan silenced Febri's lips with his lips until they lay on the bed, Arkan kissed Febri gently, his kiss demanding Arkan pour out all his heart, about how much he loved Febri how he could not live without Febri beside him. He did not want his wife to commit suicide.

Arkan overflowed all the emotions he felt. Febri who initially refused, his ego broken he participated in returning the kiss Arkan even he did not realize if he put his hand on Arkan's neck.

Arkan stopped his kiss, he kept his face away from Febri. Their breathing gasped, Febri's black eyes staring at Arkan as well as Arkan. When Arkan wanted to kiss Febri again, the woman held him back, her face turned on. My friend was disappointed, but he tried to understand Febri's situation.

"It's Febri's destiny. God has outlined it and made sure you will not let yourself face all of this. I will always be with you."

"Febri also misrepresented all this. Febri wants to surprise me. Hiks.. Febri didn't expect to have to lose our baby before saying anything. Febri selfish.hiks. Febri should have told mas. hiks.."

"It's Febri. We have to be sincere. The child will be taken if God wills, He will give us again. Perhaps God is too dear to the child in your womb that He took it. The important thing now is that we have to be steadfast and go through all of this together."

"Mas," Febri looked back at Arkan, his hand cupping Arkan's cheek.

"Are you really talking about living with this disabled Febri?"

"You doubt me," there was a slight offence in Arkan's words..

"It's not so big, Febri was just afraid to leave me. Now that I'm disabled, Febri can't walk anymore. Without Febri's legs it would only be troublesome. There are Cessa and Alwan. I'll just be a burden to you. I'm just gonna be a prick in our staircase."

Arkan shook his head, "You're not Febri's burden to me anyway Doctor said you still have hope of recovery."

"Mas just wants to cheer Febri up, right." Febri said in a sad tone.

"Febri must believe the same, we still have a God who is all-healer so for what we believe more in the analysis of the doctor than God who created everything."

"Because I don't care, even if you're paralyzed, you'll stay by your side. Just like you who still survive to be a wife, even though mas always hurt you endlessly."

"And now when you suffer, I will not let you bear all this pain alone."

"Mas has promised to make you happy, mas do not want to be a husband who failed for the third time. Permit the mas to redeem all the wounds that have been inflicted on you Febriani Indriana." Febri cried at Arkan's words I don't know that Febri knew he felt lucky to have a husband like Arkan. Perhaps this is the answer to his prayers so that God presents the figure of the husband he always longs for, the husband who patiently faces him.

Arkan sees Febri crying, he kisses Febri's lips. Even Arkan smelled the teardrops soaking Febri's cheeks. He did not want to lose his wife, he did not want to live without Febri. He did not want Febri to feel alone, as Arkan wanted Febri to realize that he was the only one that Febri had.

"Never try to get away from my life, dear. Because you are the only person I love, my little angel." Arkan brought his forehead closer to Febri's forehead. Then Febri closed his eyes, then Arkan kissed him back lovingly.