My Future Husband's

Still a Complex

"Savira, may I ask you a question?" febri asks Savira his best friend since college. Savira is married young since semester one. So you can be sure the experience of the girl about marriage is very much on her appeal. Savira is also graceful and meek especially Savira was also not initially recognized as a wife by her husband. Savira must have had a great understanding of the meaning of marriage and love.

Savira smiled then nodded, they were sitting in the library. Their course schedule today is on holiday. Here they are, with the rain spotting the two of them. Febri sighed, at first hesitating, but remembering Savira and Rakan's love story touched him, with Savira's patience to keep loving Rakan, even though Rakan repeatedly hurt him.

"Why do you still respect your friend, when you always hurt your friend?" sometimes Febri is confused by Savira's always kind nature towards people who always hurt her, even her own husband. Savira clasped Febri's hand gently. Her eyes glowed making Febri envious, why should there be a woman like Savira?

"Because I believed, when Friend came to ask my parents. He showed himself if he dared to take my parents' responsibility towards me. From then on I made it my back, my life support my duty was only to obey and obey him." Answer Savira. It sounded so stupid in Febri's mind.

"If that person hurt you?" connect Febri.

Savira nodded in confirming.

"Look you?"

Savira nodded again.

"You were blinded by Savira's love." Febri sighed. He is not finished with Savira who is so naive with love. Even staying in a painful household. If he were Savira he wouldn't be able to do all that. He would choose to divorce and withdraw.

"I don't understand your way of thinking Savira, you're too good at judging someone. You always think positive" said Febri thinking Savira's innocence.

"Your race is like God's prejudice, I believe it. We will be tired if the truss is bad, then prejudiced the good. Then improve our worship then God will improve our lives and protect us," Savira said as if answering the doubts that Febri had.

Febri fell silent, I don't know lately he's always been prejudiced. But Febri gets his main point about his current relationship with Arkan.

Febri's phone rings, Febri's smile expands reading a message from Arkan for her.

I wait at the outside door of the library

Febri then hugged Savira tightly.

"Thank you" said Febri softly.

Then Febri went home, his footsteps moving out of the library. Febri's heart thumped to see Arkan standing out there clutching a black umbrella. The man seemed happy to see him, Febri running around to Arkan. Arkan directly memayung Febri so as not to be exposed to rain. Febri instead seized the umbrella's grasp, coding Arkan so that he could protect the man.

Febri grasped the umbrella, today it somehow rained hard. Even though it was still daytime, fortunately he already did not have a course schedule as well as Arkan. Febri pats Arkan who walks beside him, Arkan initially refuses, Arkan wants him to protect Febri but Febri clean hard who holds his umbrella.

"You are not," said Febri confused. What's that guy doing here?

You stand without any protection even his shirt is wet with rain water. Your face looks sad looking at Febri, Febri just realized if Arkan hugged his waist. Arkan looked at you sharply, as if he wanted to kill the man.

"Let's go" Arkan told Febri. He was lazy to see you again harassing his household. Has Febri not told you about his marriage. Arkan growled at the thought of that. But he was as hard-wired as he could to be patient. He should be calm in dealing with all this. Nor can he blame Febri.

Febri fell silent, he gulped his saliva. Febri nodded then they passed by You who were still silent there under the rain stubs. Febri feels guilty to You, but he can't fight Arkan either.

After successfully leading Arkan into the car Febri turned around he wanted to get into the car but saw You who are still standing there looking at him expectantly, making Febri approach You. Febri did not have the heart to see You like that. He doesn't care if Arkan is angry with him anymore.

Arkan who saw that was provoked by emotion but remained patient, he sat behind the wheel watching both. Honestly Arkan is jealous and doesn't like to see it. Seeing Febri who still holds a sense of worry for men other than himself.

Febri looked at You, it made You look up and look at Febri. The little girl was trying to protect herself from the rain that was blowing her heart.

"Sorry" said Febri lirih.

They were silent for a long time, staring at each other.

"Do you love Arkan?" ask you in the rain. Seeing their closeness earlier made you conclude like that. You never saw the twinkle of Febri's beautiful eyes when you smiled at Arkan, You never got it.

Febri nodded slowly. He admitted he had fallen in love with Arkan. Say he was a jerk for initially accepting you but at the end of it he died the man again. Febri admits her husband is her true love.

You sighed, "Am I not given another chance?" You look at Febri expectantly. He could not imagine life without Febri. He fell in love with that girl. The girl who caught his attention. Her first love and she hopes to be her last love. Can you wish that to Febri?

Febri shook his head slowly, he actually did not have the heart to see Your sad look but he must be honest, he did not want to hurt anyone again.

"Sorry, Febri apologizes" said Febri once again with regret.

Febri clasped your hands, it did not escape Arkan's observation made Arkan upset. febri handed the umbrella to You for his hand and then Febri ran away from You crying thankfully it was raining so no one knew if he was crying. Febri feels guilty to You, but he tries to strengthen his heart if the decision he is taking right now is right.

Febri breaks through the rain not caring for his wet clothes until he reaches Arkan's car. Febri had looked back, You are still there with the umbrella that was in his grasp to see his departure.