My Future Husband's

Mother's Feelings (Fifth)

Febri is home today. Arkan pushes Febri's wheelchair down the hospital aisle. Her children are now home to welcome her home.

Arkan patiently guided her even helping her to get into the car. He was lucky to have Arkan. The man should have rested because he was tired of teaching. But the man chose here to be with her.

Febri clutches Arkan's hand firmly trying to stand in the car.

"Thank you for that." Arkan kissed Febri's forehead in return. The man also stroked Febri's head. Then the man turned his way to the steering door. Febri observed Arkan's every move.

"Would you like to buy something?" Febri shook his head but remembered his children he wanted to buy something.

"Mas will stop by the super market. Get the kids ice cream." said Febri.

"Each commander." Then Arkan drove his car across the highway.

***

When Febri went into the house. They were immediately welcomed by Febri's children and parents. Cessa and Alwan immediately embraced Febri. They cry to see the condition of the mother.

"Mother why hiks..mommy is sick." said Cessa.

"Mother is all right, dear."

"This is because of Al, if only mother ngak nolongin Al would not be like gini. hiks.. Al salah's... Al is wrong.." Alwan was crying. Febri was stunned to see that. He did not expect that Alwan would show such a reaction.

"No Al is not wrong. Mother nolong Al because mother dear Al." Febri hugs Alwan trying to calm his boy down.

"I'm sorry Al. hiks.. Al is sorry. Al promise not to be naughty again."

"Have not cried again.see mother bring what?" Febri took out ice cream and gave it to her two children. Of course, his two children were happy. Febri smiled to see that her children were no longer crying. Including Al, although his face still holds sadness. From there Febri knew that Al loved him very much even though he was not the child's birth mother.

Febri was sitting in a wheelchair looking at the star from the window. He is not ready to accept all this. Even he was moved to see Arkan replace his position as a housewife. The man was really nice and did not complain. Arkan deserves a better life than having to care for a disabled person like him. It cannot even protect the child in the womb.

"What are you daydreaming about?" Ask Arkan after he finishes washing dishes.

"Don't think that strange Febri. I know you must have been humbling yourself and persuaded me to leave you."

"As I said yesterday. I'll stay here with you and with our children."

"Thank you for that." Arkan then took a chair to sit next to Febri.

"Mas."

"If I had told you sooner about my pregnancy, our baby would still be here."

"Love, we humans can only be intelligent. The accident wasn't your fault or Alwan's. Our son is gone because God loves him."

"Bag.."

"What else, baby?"

"Febri was afraid that Alwan's real father would come and take Alwan away from us. Pretty yesterday I lost a baby in my womb mas. I don't want to lose Alwan. I don't want to lose our son again.hiks...hiks..".hiks.." Arkan pulled Febri in his arms. He stroked Febri's back and hair lovingly trying to calm down.

"Mas will do everything in his power to defend our son Alwan. Mas promise.." murmured Arkan.

Without them realizing it, Alwan was there standing at the door of the room hearing everything they said. The little boy was crying about how bad he was. He who turned out to be not the son of Arkan who had always considered father and he who was a murderer and made the mother of Febri who had cared for him must lose her leg. It turned out that Mother Febri had to lose a child in her womb. Alwan was crying in silence. It does not turn out that the presence only carries a burden and makes this family more suffering... He's a killer...