My Future Husband's

Freaky girl

Don't forget this song while reading it

(our story-deep story)

CHAPTER 20

Febri sat down in front of Arkan. Arkan smiled broadly at him. Seeing that smile made Febri's heart ache. Arkan tried to look happy, even though the man did not like it. Febri felt guilty, why did he become like this. Didn't he not want this marriage then why did he need to keep Arkan feeling. If Arkan doesn't like it, Febri doesn't love Arkan.

Febri eats his food nervously, the atmosphere becomes awkward for him even though Arkan continues to treat him kindly and gently. Arkan's gaze was so shady in his view of what the man was not angry at him.

“You are fine,” Arkan said, he saw Febri's unease.

“Iya mas,”

Arkan smiled happily at the call, Febri did not call him with the frills of the pack anymore. This is progress for him.

“Eh I mean Sir,” Febri just realized his mistake, why he was presumptuous to call the call.

“It's okay Febri I like your call. Call me Sir when you are in college.” Arkan.

“But sir,”

“Mas only.” Seeing Arkan's gentle gaze made Febri nod. Arkan smiled happily and then he took Febri's hand and brought her closer with his lips kissing her repeatedly.

“Thanks Febri.”

Febri fell silent trying to normalize his burning heartbeat. Arkan's touch drove him crazy and his mind was gone. Febri felt he was being played with love, why he had to be trapped in a world like this. Together with Arkan febri feel a very familiar togetherness, I don't know Febri hope this worry will not be long. Febri sighed, it turns out that love is complicated.

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Arkan frowned seeing Febri get into your car. It's not like the girl had college at her lesson time. Did Febri ditch? But for what reason, imagine things that he does not want to happen. By God they were only two, while Febri was already his wife. Even though last night Febri was very sweet about his treatment, even giving him the opportunity to make Febri fall in love with him.

Was Febri just playing him? Inner Arkan was wounded imagining the sentence. He was also afraid that Febri would leave him.

Arkan exhaled, Febri went with another man without telling himself. Arkan reminded him all night. Why can't Febri appreciate himself? Or at least listen to what he says. Does Febri not know if a wife should obey her husband? What because of this forced marriage, to make Febri forget the rules of Religion. Arkan was disappointed, but he did not stop the speed of his car following where you took Febri away.

Your car stops at a tourist spot that is the beach. Arkan glanced at his watch time showing at 16:00 it turns out this trip can reach 2.5 hours. Arkan if you don't know why you took Febri out of town just to the beach. After parking his car in a place not far from You. A place that could still reach the whereabouts of the two of them. Arkan wants to see what they're doing. He could not let his wife be with a man who was not his mahram. He was hurt to see that. Because he loved his wife more than anything.

Arkan just got out of his car and followed the two secretly. Fortunately he had a hat, a black mask and sunglasses, at least it looked like this would not be known Febri. Although this appearance seems striking to the beach especially earlier he was wearing a black colored work suit.

Arkan followed the two of them starting from their prayers, eating until you invited Febri to go to the shore. Arkan did not like the fact that you did not give up his grip on Febri. I want it to feel like Arkan hit the guy for beating him up for touching his. But Arkan tried to be patient, he tried to control his emotions. He did not want to do anything risky let alone this public place.

The sun seems to be disappearing, the atmosphere of the beach is beautiful and full of orange hue and waves. Arkan knows this, a man will certainly do romantic things and express his feelings to his lover that he loves her very much. Arkan's eyes stared intently at You who seemed to be busy adjusting his breath like he wanted to reveal something. The two people were not even aware of his presence being so close to the two of them, probably also due to the bustling beach.

"I love you Febri, will you be my lover?" you said softly, he looked at Febri full of love.

Arkan's jaw hardened hearing that, his breath hunting. He waited for Febri's reaction, his sharp eyes could not be seen the figure. Febri's face looks worried, Arkan hopes if Febri does not betray him. But the guess is wrong, You like knowing Febri's concern, he began to hold Febri's hand.

"I'm sorry you didn't Febri refuse but Febri didn't love me yet. Febri doesn't want to be with people Febri doesn't love." Febri said after weighing it, he felt he had to subtly refuse. Arkan smiled happily hearing that, a hint of relief painted on his inner self.

"If you're hard to decide, let me make you fall in love with me." You look expectantly, You stare at Febri in tears. He hoped Febri would give him a chance. He wanted to prove to Febri that he deserved the girl. He gave everything he had to Febri. For him Febri it was everything no matter what happened next.

Febri was silent, he was confused. He doesn't want to upset Arkan and you're disappointed. But if he doesn't allow you, you'll be mad at him and even hate him. Her marriage was also without love. He also wondered who he loved, maybe giving you a chance never hurts. He also wants to make sure who he feels for.

Febri nodded softly, You smile happily at that. You unknowingly kissed Febri's forehead long and deep. Febri is shocked by this, and a feeling of guilt has betrayed Arkan. Febri's heart was broken, he felt like an evil woman who had played with the two men. Moreover, his status is married, whether Arkan will hate him if he knows this fact, but yesterday he had promised Arkan. The guilt enveloped Febri's heart. He was confused, there was no happy hue and heart pounding after Your love confession that there was only guilt in Arkan.

Does he love Arkan? Ask her mind, only a gust of wind answers all her turmoil. It's not as beautiful as he imagined.

"I love you" suddenly the whisper of Arkan saying he loves himself is heard in his senses. Febri fell silent, this was all wrong but he was too late. He doesn't know what his true feelings are. He wanted to be close to the two men. He can't choose.

"I'm sorry mas" whispered Febri quietly. Without Febri knowing Arkan was staring at them with a pushy look. It was as if he could not believe what Febri had done at this moment. The girl hurt him. Even hurt her heart so deeply.

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