
Febri sobbed, confused what to do. To be honest Febri wanted to get out of this house leaving Arkan. But there is one thing that makes him undo it Iya still curious about the mass, Febri also felt he did not want to lose Arkan he was not ready even though his ego continued to say to stay away from Arkan. Because the man was so closed to her.
Febri slept facing the right side. He hugged tightly, no more knocking on the door. Did Arkan give up on persuading him? Febri grew sobbing, he hated the situation. That man would rather be with his son than him. Febri wants to strangle Arkan.
"Burkhs... Bukh"
Suddenly there was a rumbling sound, Febri jumped in shock. The door of his room was like being forced by someone to break down.
Is that Arkan? Febri shuddered in horror at the thought.
Febri took a breath, wiped away his tears and pretended to be asleep. He doesn't want to face Arkan. The sound of footsteps approaching the bed, Febri breathed in trying to regulate his breathing in order to be regular. The sound of a mattress squeak indicates if there is a person lying next to him. Then Febri felt the sturdy arms hugging his body tightly. Febri misses this deck even though his heart is still angry with Arkan but honestly Febri can not keep his distance from Arkan.
"I'm sorry Febri" whispered Arkan.
Arkan understands that Febri is not asleep. He hugged Febri tightly Febri's body felt stiff in his arms. Arkan sighed all this was his fault if he told Febri about his life it would definitely not be like this. Moreover, his ex-wife came unexpectedly even though it has been more than 2 years they did not meet and as good as udelnya left his son here.
"Febri, I have nothing to do with Indri my ex-wife. I never loved her only you were the only woman in my heart both then and now. If I lied about what I married you for and chose to part with Indri, you also know why my marriage failed" Arkan said.
Febri turned to face Arkan in Arkan's eyes. Aran's words caught his attention. Febri wants to know the continuation of Arkan's remarks. When else can I hear Arkan tell me about his time.
"I was married because I wanted to forget you. I've been away from you but it's hard to forget you when I promised not to deal with you. Then Indri came along he showed interest with me, I tried to open my heart to love him, I thought I could but I didn't. My guilt for you makes me unable to forget you. Indri was upset with me, he then decided to cheat, at first I did not question it, but the more days he was increasingly unnatural even dare to yell at my mother. At that time I decided to get divorced. I honestly feel guilty for Indri for never being able to love her."
Febri rubbed Arkan's face as it made Arkan want to kiss Febri, then Arkan kiss Febri's lips, Febri immediately let go of the kiss he pushed Arkan's chest hard, he's still mad at this guy but this guy can still get a whistle first. There was a slight relief knowing Arkan loved her so much but there was also a sense of guilt knowing Arkan divorced had something to do with her.
"Mas can Febri ask?"
Arkan nodded unconvinced. Honestly Arkan was afraid Febri would ask him more.
"Why do you feel guilty about Febri? What have you done to Febri?"
Arkan sighed it was the hardest question he could ever answer it was impossible for Arkan to say if he had made Febri crash until memory loss almost made Febri lose his life. Arkan was silent this was not the right time but he could not dodge either.
"Because I left you with no strings attached to you, when you loved me so much that you didn't want to lose me" Arkan replied.
"Lying, Febri's proof never remembers everything. He must have deliberately lied," said Febri.
"I can't explain that yet Febri. I've promised your father not to say it, unless you've remembered." Febri is silent, Arkan is so selfish not to let himself know about their past lives.
"What?" Febri ketus.
"Please think of Al as your own son." Febri snorted at Arkan's words. Basic Men are insensitive. Already knew Febri was angry because the Little boy was now he casually asked him to take care of his son like his own son. Tasty, Febri turned his back on Arkan.
"No way,"
"Febri, just this one time please. Don't you feel sorry for that kid. Her parents just don't want to take care of her, you can't watch that child grow up without parental affection."
"I don't have the heart, he's still very small to know adult affairs, Al is also innocent his presence doesn't mean the problem he doesn't know anything Febri about our problems."
"It's not Febri's business, I take care of it myself." Honestly Febri's heart was somewhat touched to imagine the child was not expected his parents were he grew from a full family that gave him full affection even though his mother loved to scold him. The little boy is innocent too but Febri is upset. Still angry with Arkan he did not like Arkan to treat him like this as if the man was innocent.
Febri closed his eyes not caring about Arkan who was still waiting for his answer. Febri was tired of all this. He feels lied to. Febri also held back the vibrations in his body when Arkan kissed his shoulders softly, Febri was tempted but his common sense, he did not want to be lulled before his curiosity disappeared and of course the child. Febri fell asleep until he felt he was in the Dream Realm.
*****
Febri looks cynically at Arkan who is carrying Al to campus. The man took his son to college. Of course it is a concern for many people, because Arkan has never shown his son to anyone, even while teaching the man also to keep his son included in the class Febri, who also, Febri was upset because many were fascinated with Arkan children who did look handsome even though they were 3 years old.
Febri was nauseous to see that the little creature had taken all of Arkan's attention away from him.
Febri fell silent until he did not notice his shoulder on someone's pat. He turned around and it turned out that the man was You. Febri was aghast in shock, considering that Febri left the man yesterday and chose Arkan.
"Can we talk?" You Say.
Febri nodded his head assuring, he was upset with Arkan maybe talking to You will make him relieved to remember You are a humorous person. But considering what happened yesterday, do you hate it?
Febri's face turned gloomy, then You led Febri to his car it was not separated from Arkan's observation without them knowing. Arkan clenched his hands tightly even staring furiously at the direction of the two. This is what Arkan fears about Febri's stability, Arkan fears Febri is angry with him and his explosive emotions make the girl intend to cheat on him.
"Daddy," said Al.
Arkan averted his gaze, then changed his expression to smile gently at Al.
"You hungry?" Al nodded happily to answer. Then Arkan invited Al to eat together even though he felt uneasy imagining Febri with another man.