My Future Husband's

Looking for Kinara

"Are you sure you're going?" Febri asked as Alwan tidied up his things.

"Al sure mom. Besides, Al's not your real son." replied Alwan. He didn't want to tell me the real reason why he left. He did not want to make the family more worried. Enough to get here he's here to trouble them. He wants to live where he should be.

"But mother thinks you are more than your biological child."

"Al wants to be with Al's real father. Al wants to know her." 'And Al does not want to make mother and father suffer again.' continued Alwan in his heart. All he wanted from now on was to stay away from this family. Although it feels very heavy especially he had to leave his favorite little sister.

"Where are you going?" Cessa stared at her distraught older brother.

"Sir Al wants to go. Princess has to promise you brother don't cry anymore. Princessa must be strong to face anything without a sister. Princessa must now be able to face everything on her own, do not be a weak child understand. Dear sister Princessa." Alwan was sad. Febri who saw it cried. He was not ready to lose his son.

"I heard you didn't leave. Mother will love you like your own child." Alwan shook his head. The boy did not want to be a burden anymore in this family. Yesterday was enough because of him. Febri's mother had to suffer. He lost his son and his feet. And Alwan doesn't want anything more painful to happen because of it. Enough yesterday...

"No mother. Al has to go. Alwan can't always be here. Al has his own family." replied Alwan without wanting to look sad. He did not want his mother to cry to see his cry.

"Sorry Princessa but sister can't stay here. Brother has to go." Alwan's determination is round. He wants to start a new life. He just wanted the family that had raised his life to be happy. Without any interference. If he stays here, there will be other events that happen to them.

"Al. please don't stay..." Febri pleaded, with a sad face.

"You don't love your mother anymore, so you want to leave your mother.." Febri said trying to defend Alwan. He does not want to lose.

"Al dear mother ... Al dear papa and Al dear Cessa... Al loves you, but Alwan has to go." Reply Alwan while choosing some items that he considers important. Includes this family photo album. At least he can remember them. The services of those who have taken care of him from childhood even though he was born to nobody in this family.

"Thank you mother." Alwan then hugged Febri tightly. The boy tried not to cry. He cannot look sad. In contrast to Febri who cried loudly. Even hugged Alwan tightly as if he did not want to lose. Alwan let go of his embrace and hugged Cessa who was crying as she pleased.

"Sister dear Cessa.. Cessa don't cry anymore. The same promise Cessa's sister had to be a strong child." After letting go of his embrace Alwan peeked at Cessa's right cheek. Febri fell silent at the interaction with her two children. Nor does it prevent.

"Mother don't cry too. Alwan's gonna be fine. Alwan loves you guys."