My Future Husband's

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Febri blinked his eyes his body felt stiff, Febri felt something strange with his body. But he did not care about it, he quietly waited for the doctor to finish examining him until the doctor left. The doctor said nothing but adequate rest. He remembered why he was in the hospital.

All the events revolved around his memory starting from Alwan who asked for permission to buy a drink then a car that almost hit Alwan and he who saved Alwan. Instantly he remembered Alwan and the baby in his womb.

"Mas, where's Alwan?" Febri asked, looking around, not finding his son.

"Alwan be nice if you calm down she's home with mom." Febri held a sigh of relief. Then Arkan seems not to discuss the child means Arkan does not know the pregnancy and the baby means well. The doctor said nothing about his condition. The most important thing is that Alwan survived. Then he felt like urinating.

Febri got up to sit down, Arkan helped Febri, "Mas Febri went to the bathroom." When Febri wanted to lower his legs to go to the bathroom, his legs stiffened. He became panicked. What happened to him why he could be like this.

Febri looked at Arkan, "Febri's legs why can't be crushed" he exclaimed.

Arkan shut up, "Mas Arkan." call Febri again.

"Your feet are still sick yet to make way" Arkan said anxiously, hoping Febri had no idea he was paralyzed, not now is the time to tell Febri anyway the doctor also hopes there is still a chance for Febri to walk. And about the pregnancy he also did not dare to tell Febri. It seems that the woman was also unaware.

"Here the mas auxiliary," Arkan directly lifted Febri's body towards the bathroom.

"Bas shy, Febri wants to throw a-" complained Febri. She could not urinate in front of her husband Arkan.

"You're just as embarrassed as your own husband," Arkan replied with a chuckle. Though they have become a couple and often do adult things but Febri is still ashamed of him.

"But mas" Febri denied.

"No objection."

Febri was silent, he obeyed the word Arkan. Febri promised that if she was healed she would not trouble her husband, this was only a temporary effect of the accident. Maybe in a few days he would be able to stand up and even run, Febri smiled at the thought.

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"Mas, Febri's anterin will meet the kids." The movement of Arkan cutting the apple stopped hearing Febri's speech.

"For what?" ask Arkan.

"Febri wants to know Alwan's situation."

"You're sick again. Al's fine don't worry."

"Mas was horrified what Febri said." Febri complains of feeling in Arkan cuekin.

"Let's see the kids if you're cured." break up Arkan.

"But mas." Febri sulked, his mouth opened seeing that Arkan covered Febri's mouth with an apple he cut, Febri was shocked. He looked at Arkan, but Arkan instead smiled broadly at Febri taking his bribe.

"Mas" call Febri while chewing.

"Yes, spend it baby." Arkan tries to hold Febri back from being on his own. For God's sake he was still sick and had just regained consciousness but his will was already numerous.

"Wouldn't you have any more kids?" Febri asked him if he wanted to tell Arkan about his son, whom he now bore. She hasn't been able to say anything about the baby.

Arkan was silent hearing that. Means Febri knew her pregnancy. He feels guilty if Febri finds out that his son is not saved. He was confused to answer what. And he can't lie either.

"Why is it?" Febri looked at Arkan suspiciously.

"As for what you're poking-" Febri's speech is cut off with Arkan's sudden kiss, Arkan lets go of his kiss. His eyes looked at Febri softly, a twinkle of love lingering there. Febri looked down embarrassed, but Arkan had kissed him often but still his cheeks would feel hot and meet red.

"You'd better sleep." Arkan said to Febri, he had not dared to tell Febri about his true condition. He really wants to have a child. But why is fate so cruel to keep him apart with a baby he doesn't even know how he is.

Arkan took the blanket and covered Febri's body lying on the bed. Then Arkan kissed Febri's forehead.

"Sleeptight,"

"love you Febri."

"Love you too" echoed Febri, closing his sleeping eyes.

Arkan smiled faintly at the reply, he could not remember the last time they were like that. Arkan again kissed Febri's forehead and went to lie next to Febri while holding her.

"I'm sorry, I just don't want to fail at being a husband a second time. Moreover, I have failed to become a father" Arkan said when he felt Febri had fallen asleep.

Arkann's hand moved to stroke Febri's stomach, accompanying his sleep soundly due to fatigue. Today was hard and he could do nothing but hope in God.