
When did all this end.. Don't you get tired of parting with me. I really miss the time with you...
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Febri is waiting for the bus at the stop. He took his son to school. He sold his car for a business and rented a house. A car stopped in front of him.
Febri stared at the annoyed car who else if not Arkan. The man hasn't given up. Febri was just about to leave. His hand was pulled by Arkan. Arkan is more handsome with a brew that grows around his chin. Surely the man forgot to shave but somehow looked dazzling in Febri's eyes. Febri shook his head. He cannot be fascinated by Arkan. He must restrain himself.
"Until when will you keep avoiding?" Ask Arkan, he was fed up with Febri's attitude of thinking of him as if a cat should be avoided.
"when will you give up???" Reply Febri.
"I'm not going to give up on the one I love." Arkan.
Febri grumbled to see the bus he was waiting for coming. He let go of that grip quickly. He managed to escape from Arkan.
"Don't bother us anymore!" Febri said before leaving.
"Listen this Febri, the time I gave you to be alone is almost over. Then be prepared because I'll see you." Arkan's reply to him had exhausted his patience with Febri. He will go forward alone to fight for his love and make Febri love him again.
"Febri.." call Arkan once again to prevent Febri's departure. He breathed in one pull. Then revealed the contents of his heart that he had long since pendam. Better to give up than be selfish. The ego just destroys not unites. Therefore in a marriage the main thing to be kept away is the ego. So that the embers of the fire in marriage can be extinguished instead of in a bigger potty.
"Aren't you tired of being like this..." Arkan.
"Splitting is not the only way."
"Honestly I was tired and longed for the moments with you." Febri's heart was touched but he tried not to run hugging Arkan. He wanted to punish Arkan. So that the man would not do such a thing again.
"Together is not the only option for now." Reply Febri.
"I'll prove it to you deck, that together we're the only option for deck."
Febri got into the bus without looking at Arkan. He sat down in an empty chair. Unconsciously her tears were crying. He really misses Arkan. I miss that guy so much. He wanted to buy poor apples from Arkan. But he must be strong to hold it.
Febri stared at the streets, and the high-rise buildings. He saw the car in Arkan behind the bus. It turns out that guy was following her. There's a little bit of fun. But his ego is still high to forgive the man. He wanted to know how hard Arkan fought for him. Consider him childish but that's what he wants.
Febri smilingly observes Arkan following him. he still loves Arkan. If he wanted to separate from Arkan, he would divorce him first. But Febri chose to stay away from Arkan. He just wanted to test Arkan's patience. Sometimes he wants Arkan not to always feel right himself. She wants to be understood as a woman. He wants to understand. In the past, he often showed his dislike if there were female students who chatted Arkan with spoiled and flirtatious words. But Arkan simply let it go and did not act decisively. Even scolded him and said he was too overreacting in jealousy. She just wants to keep her husband from being slandered. This is how it would be if only Arkan was firm. Surely none of this is going to happen.
"I hope you're really trying. For our son's sake...."
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All I hear is raindrops
All I hear is rain
Falling on the rooftop
Falling on the roof
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
Oh, love, tell me why you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel it won't go away
Because of the injuries I don't think this is leaving
And today I'm officially missin you
And today I really miss you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
I thought from this heartache, I could run
But I've fronted long enough to know
But I tried long enough to know
There ain't no way
There's no road
And today, I'm officially missing you
And today, I really miss you
Oohs...
Can't nobody do it like you
No one can do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Say simple things like you, love
All that stuck in my mind
And I'm officially
And I really
All I do is lay around
All I do is sleep
Two years full of tears
Two years of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Because look at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
A week ago you were my lover
Now I don't even know you at all
Now I don't know you at all
I don't know you at all
I don't know you at all
I wish that you would call me right now
I hope you'll call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
So you can understand me
But I guess it's safe to say, baby
But I guess it's okay to say, love
Safe to say that I'm officially missin you
It's okay to say that I really miss you
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
I thought I could easily forget you, my love
But I see there's something I just can't do
But I know there's something I can't do
From the way you would hold me
From the way you've been holding you
To the sweet things you told me
Until the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you
I can't find a way to let you go
It's official
Really
You know that I'm missin you, yeah, yes
Hoo... You know that I miss you
All I hear is raindrops, ooh, yeah
All I hear is rain drops
And I'officially missin you
And I really miss you
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