My friend, my Imam
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Rizki nodded her head slowly by sitting down afterwards. Rizki regrets the bet on Rosa's ex-boyfriend. He wanted Rosa. But what are the emotions that make him unconsciously because he does not want the woman he loves back with an ex-boyfriend who made a wound in his heart first.
"Rizki regretted that you accepted the bet. I also know far from the bet, Rizki loves Rosa very much, Rizki really wants Rosa even when the mother, Riana, Raina calls Rosa's name to be Rizki's wife, Rizki is very happy. Happy if Rizki's family also wants Rosa along with Rizki. But is that what makes Rosa misunderstand mom? While from Rosa in the care of all looks fine and Rosa was not keep her distance or silent as early as she knew it was ma'am" clearly Rizki who had absolutely no lies in his view.
"Honestly, I'm disappointed in you. You made this marriage a bet even though you loved Rosa yourself. Naturally, Rosa is disappointed with what you are doing" said Mother Titi exhaled slowly because she was quite surprised by her son's confession.
"Mafin Rizki ma'am. Rizki regretted. Rizki regretted it. Rizki shouldn't have accepted the bet and Rosa must still be here with Rizki. Rizki's chest hurts mom, tightness too. Rizki is afraid of losing Rosa bu, hiks" said Rizki who had unwittingly dropped her tears.
Titi's mother approached her son and hugged Rizki. Patting slowly the back of Rizki who was crying for Rosa. Even this is the first time Titi's mother saw Rizki crying again after a long time never crying like this.
"Rizki was wrong, Rizki was wrong and Rizki was sorry" he said again, still in his mother's arms.
Titi's mother chooses silence and tries to calm Rizki down. About ten minutes Rizki was able to control her crying, Titi's mother let go of her embrace and then wiped the remaining tears in Rizki's eyes.
"Mom will help find Rosa's whereabouts. But if Rosa has met and whatever the decision, I hope you accept. At least you already know how Rosa if you feel disappointed. Even if you were to become Rosa, you would do the same thing even if you were just playing with a marriage" Titi's mother said firmly but in a gentle tone.
Rizki agrees but does not promise. For him will keep Rosa until the end of whatever happens.
***
After telling his heart with Titi's mother, Rizki returns to find Rosa and travels through the streets of Jakarta and its surroundings.
Rizki still has trouble contacting Ayyas even Rizki is reluctant to contact Yuda. Rizki knows that Yuda used to be just like her who has special feelings for Rosa. But Judah relented and retreated when he found out that Rosa had chosen Rizki. There is no harm in Ki nanya Yuda. Yuda knew once, Eh?
"Where else should I find you, baby? I miss you, how are you? Are you all right? I'm so worried" said Rizki looking at the photo of the bride Rosa who looks happy smile in it.
After that Rizki returned to the Vienna mama's house and found the Viennese mama preparing dinner.
"Assalamualaikum mah" greeting Rizki approached the Vienna mama and kissed the back of her mother-in-law's hand.
"Eat with mom Ki. After eating you rest" said the Viennese mama who felt sorry. Rizki was silent and bowed her head and then looked at the cooking of the Vienna mama. The food is Rosa's favorite food and also her. Rizki smiled faintly and walked over to the dining table and sat there sweetly.
Mama Vienna saw the gaze of Rizki who seemed lost, somehow her mind must be Vienna mama knew if Rizki was thinking about his wife.
"Eat a lot. Rosa must be sad to see you like this" said Mama Vienna by scooping rice and side dishes on Rizki's plate. Rizki stared at the sad Vienna mama, her chest hurt, eager to meet Rosa soon and be able to eat together again.
"Rosa where is mah? Rizki wants to see you" said Rizki then cried again.
***
"Why are you doing this with Rosa San? Your words and wishes are impossible. You will know for yourself how Rizki loves Rosa. How can you say you want to be second between their relationships. You think this is a joke?" sena asked inexhaustibly with Sani's mind. Sena knows all because Sani's movement is under his control.
"Rizki said he wanted to be the father of my son and marry me. Even if he hadn't married Rosa, he planned to see me Sen. Because I appreciate Rosa and Rizki also only consider Rosa as a friend. Not more. Their marriage, I'm sure it wasn't for love" Sani said with great confidence. Sena could not stop thinking about what Sani was thinking.
"Do not be a destroyer of households or a snatch of San husbands. You are beautiful, educated, well-mannered. You should be able to get a man who can love you for who you are, even more so can accept your child. Not like this. Imagine if you were in Rosa's position"
"And try to imagine if you were in my position Sen. I got pregnant without a husband and had children without marriage. What do people say?" sue Sani with a hunting breath.
"What do people say? That should be what you think before you go to the party and end up in bed with Indra. Indra is very clearly loyal to her boyfriend. And it will not be possible to take responsibility for the mistake of one night" Sena shouted with emphasis. Sani threw away any face for holding back the anger which Sena said was very true in reality.
If only Sani hadn't gone to his friend's party then, it might have been fine by now. Sani does not regret with the child in the womb only Sani regretted the father of this child.
"Everything's happening out of my control Sena. I was trapped at the time. I was stuck where Indra and I were both unaware of doing it. We were drunk even we were under the influence of stimulants. And we can't control that" said Sani, who remembers the incident and also finds out the cause after it happened.
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