My friend, my Imam

132.

"What is your relationship with Judah? Are you still limiting yourself?" ask Deby directly at the point. Rosa pauses her meal and stares at Deby with a memory that turns back.

Yes, the answer is still, still limiting yourself. Rosa's trauma is still very strong even though it has been running for five years. Though either Risa or Roki is very close to father. Not since marrying Yuda close to the children of Rosa but since they were born, Judah did not lose the moment of growth and development of both.

Rosa smiled a little and bowed her head. If you think it's unfair to Judah. With all that Judah has done for himself and his children.

"I'm learning Deb" Rosa said slowly but Deby could still hear her.

"I know it's hard for you and you also know it must be hard for Yuda. Sorry I didn't want to interfere. I just don't want you to get hurt" Deby said carefully for fear of silencing Rosa's feelings.

"Thank you, Deb. Thank you for reprimanding me. I was wrong Deb, I was wrongly imprisoned in this trauma. Though obviously they are different people also different attitudes to me. It's just that sometimes I still have a hard time forgetting events after events that I never expected at all. That's why I'm so concerned that I don't feel the way I used to"

"Do you not believe in Judah?" asked Deby made Rosa look at the restaurant ceiling by thinking about the attitude she had been giving to her husband.

"I-i'm.."

"Hmmm. It's nothing Ros. No need to keep it. Sorry I am. I'm sorry I asked so much and wanted to know about your business. I just want to pesen if actually Yuda is very suitable with you, even Yuda love you very good. Love your children too. And please don't waste it on Judah yes Ros"

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Deby's words are still recorded clearly in Rosa's mind. Rosa confirmed what Deby had said before. Rosa is determined if she must be able to fight the fear that has been lodged in her heart.

"Assalamualaikum" greetings Yuda who just came home to Rosa. Rosa looked up and smiled at her husband. Rosa reaches out to Judah's hand and kisses Judah's back.

"Waalaikumsalam" answered Rosa and took over Yuda's briefcase and the suit that Yuda had released earlier. Routine things that Rosa does if Yuda comes home from work.

"I prepared warm water first for you to take a bath first yes mas" said Rosa gently made Juda look at her beautiful wife clingy. Feeling in a different view Rosa approached herself in front of Judah who was only a few centi meters away.

"Why?" rosa looked into Judah's eyes. The eyes are very visible if the owner of the eyes really loves the woman in front of him.

"You call me mas?" Yuda asked back and one hand touched Rosa's cheek. Winding it off slowly and Rosa smiled by giving a small head nod. Aaahh is adorable, Yuda said in his heart.

"You don't like it?" ask Rosa who is still in her previous position

"I'm confused. What do you want me to call you? I think I've been feeling disrespectful if I call you by name" continued Rosa and Yuda immediately kissed the lips that just finished the sentence. Rosa widened her eyes with the kiss that Yuda had just given her.

"I like it, I like it baby" Yuda replied and again kissed Rosa's lips. His kiss was just a kiss. Judah was still trying to hold back all his desires for Rosa because Judah still valued Rosa and did not want to impose. Their marriage was quite forced but Judah did not want if everything that happened in his marriage was also forced.

Afterwards Judah approached the two children, who were already in his room. Judah opened the door and then cheerfully the two children hugged Judah. Yuda squatted down and matched their height.

"Ayaah" called Risa to embrace Yuda with great effect.

"Dad just arrived?" tanya Roki breaks her embrace.

"Yes, dad just arrived. Have you guys eaten yet?" ask Yuda while looking at Risa and Roki alternately.

"Yet. We wait for father" answered Risa to make Judah land a kiss on the sweet boy's forehead.

"Well then I take a shower first and after we eat together" continued Yuda also kissed Roki's forehead and then stood up. The two children nodded their heads and Yuda left their room towards his room with Rosa.

Chequelek

Passing with Rosa who was about to leave the room. Yuda who did not waste the opportunity immediately took Rosa into his arms. Hugged him tightly and hit the top of his wife's head. If Rosa would normally protest now she wouldn't. Rosa let Judah channel her feelings to her.

"It's so sweet for my wife today" said Yuda, who still hugs Rosa. Rosa stroked and looked for her most comfortable embrace in the chest of Judah's field.

"Are I usually not sweet?" asked Rosa and Judah chuckled slightly and tightened his embrace. Rosa also returned the embrace of her husband. Ow ow ow.

"Later before going to bed we go deep talk first yes, someone wants to talk to you mas" said Rosa then looked up her head. Looking at her beautiful eyes full of love. I don't know now Rosa realized that if her eyes met Judah's, it was like she wanted to smile. Even in that gaze felt very peaceful.

Yuda nodded his head with a smile and fused his forehead with Rosa's forehead. A man as cold as Judah could do something like this with a woman? Rosa asked.

"Jaudah took a shower, warm water and a change of clothes. Now I'm ready to eat you, kids and mama. I think my mom was in the kitchen helping her out" Rosa said, then Yuda let go of her embrace. Before Rosa left Judah, Rosa quickly kissed Judah on the cheek first and left Judah in disbelief. Rosa kissed him first?

While holding her cheek that was previously kissed by Rosa, Yuda smiled and cheered with excitement while jumping up and down.

"Aaaarrgggh Rosa Malinka, you really drive me crazy" he said happily and immediately took a shower to meet his wife again in the dining room.

Another Judah, another Rosa who thumped after coming out of her room. God is such an embarrassment to her. Two years of marriage had never before done so, Rosa, Rosa still considers Judah only a friend but now she is determined and changes her thinking that Judah is not her best friend anymore but rather doubles up to be her husband like Rizki used to be.

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