My friend, my Imam
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Riana apologized to herself and her family. Riana regretted for what happened in such a fast time even beyond all expectations. Riana told the incident that made Ayyas and Judah a little awkward. Like an accident that was planned but misdirected. It's more or less like that.
In the eye view between Judah and Ayyas understood so decided to look for the perpetrator for this accident.
"Son Riana already had no need to regret what had happened. Mama think Rosa also understands with your attitude but if you can be honest mama is disappointed because you ignore Rosa and the grandchildren of mama. Now mama just ask her prayers from you and from all of you for Rizki's recovery, Rosa's recovery and also the care of the twins to run smoothly and we can get together again later" said mama Vienna with a humble heart.
Riana nodded her head slightly calmly and was no longer crying like before. The burden has been released when grabbed, slapped and dragged Sani also when he had told and apologized.
Rosa nodded her smile and agreed with what the Viennese mama said. In his heart said that it was only a Viennese mama who was like a psychic, would always know what Rosa felt.
"Why can Rosa see Rosa's children?" asked Rosa who was honestly very eager to see her child but after giving birth Rosa was trying to make peace with her feelings so as not to be released to her children.
"We ask the doctor who handled you first, baby. You're out of surgery. Mama is just afraid that it will have a bad impact with an incision wound in your stomach" said mama Vienna gently. Rosa just nodded slowly. Even if he insists he cannot touch his children because his children are in the incubator.
"Ri is Rizki okay?" rosa asked Riana and made Riana curl her tears again. Rosa raised her eyebrows and waited for her sister-in-law's answer.
"Mas Rizki is comatose" Riana replied along with the falling tears. Rosa is playing a roller coaster. I want to finish this game soon.
"Why are the children in Azani?" rosa asked the Viennese mama and looked at her with a pounding heart. Rosa's facial complexion became more paled and more confused even when Riana said that if Rizki was in a coma, Rosa also felt that she did not know how to hide this mixed feeling anymore.
Mama Vienna shook her head slowly then looked at someone inside the room. Rosa followed the gaze of the Viennese mama who stopped in Yuda. Yes this time only Judah men one belief with Rosa.
Rosa's eyes meet Judah's. Yuda deeply saw the deep sadness from Rosa's eyes. Just like Yuda used to meet Rosa back then. But again and again Rosa managed to convince if she was okay.
Yuda nodded his head with his trademark sweet smile. Rosa returned a smile while saying thank you but without a sound. Just lip movements but can be understood by all. Yuda moves on and leaves Rosa's nursery to the nursery to go to the nursery to punish Rosa's children. Either his heart trembles feeling tightness but also happy because it can exist when the woman he loves needs him.
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"Sorry mother Ros. I'm sorry for everything that's happening right now" Titi's mother, who was suddenly beside Rosa, said as she looked at her children. Although the glass barrier that blocks Rosa and her two children but the faces of her two children are very clear.
Rosa gave a small smile without looking at her mother-in-law. His heart was very sick when he remembered the incident where everything did not help him at all even though he was also in a dangerous condition at that time. Indeed Rizki her husband and the son of her mother-in-law but does she have to be ignored just like that? Rosa asked inwardly but Rosa let out a long sigh by closing her eyes. Why fight with this painful feeling if he will still feel disappointed? Well Rosa learned again in making peace again with this joking situation.
"Rosa has forgiven mom" replied Rosa with eyes still staring at her children. To be honest Rosa was still regretting because her children had to be born not at the time they should even have to do enough care in order to get together with Rosa immediately.
"Mother panicked so that mom forgot about you when you must have been in so much pain. Forgive me, son" said Titi's mother again this time with tears.
Rosa knew that her mother-in-law loved her very much and that Rosa knew even well how her mother-in-law had treated herself with good deeds and that Rosa considered it to be forgiving.
"No need to talk about it anymore, Mom. At this time Rosa will focus on recovering Rosa and the children of Rosa" Rosa said making Titi's mother's chest throbbing pain. Yes bu Titi think about the situation of Rizki who never change at all it even looks a little decreased. Is it because Rosa hasn't seen him in the ICU?
"Ros, Rizki must have had a reason why Rizki could do that. No, not just because of humanity. I'm sure it is"
"Yes Rosa knows mom. Rosa believes that Rizki has her own reasons for doing so. Regardless of the attitude of humanity, care or even more than that, it seems Rosa does not want to know ma'am. Let it. Rosa will only focus on herself Rosa and the children of Rosa" explained Rosa debgan with a smile and turned her head and looked at her mother-in-law.
Titi's mother is powerless with something new to hear. Is Rosa very disappointed? Is Rosa very angry? Why should Rizki be in a coma and not be able to explain anything? thought Titi's mother.
"Are you angry, baby?" ask Titi's mother with anxious hope even the tears of Titi's mother have wet her cheeks.
"I'm not mad, ma'am, I'm just disappointed. But mom just calm down. I was disappointed only in myself. Later if I have mellowed my feelings of disappointment, God willing I will meet Rizki mas"
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