My friend, my Imam
84.
"Because Hari wanted me to be his wife but Rizki didn't want that to happen. Rizki still feels hurt by what Hari has done first with me. I am the same. I still can't forget what happened back when I was the same day but I'm sorry Hari" Rosa said again.
"Continue now what do you want to do Ros? Honestly, I am very disappointed with Rizki who took this attitude. Marrying you because of a bet even now you are pregnant with her child by unconsciously she even wants to be the child of her ex-boyfriend. This is the side of Rizki that I just saw and know Ros and I'm quite disappointed with the action he is doing at the moment"
"Bodying children? Are you pregnant, baby?" mama Vienna asked widening her eyes.
"Yes mah" Rosa nodded slowly.
"O Allah what trials are these for the son of the servant. What sins have I done so that my son who has to bear it like this, hisk" said mama Vienna sad even with reddened eyes.
"Udah don't be sad. Rosa is okay. Rosa insyaallah can skip this. Rosa is relieved that there is a mother and Ayyas who Rosa is confident will always support whatever Rosa's decision is. Rosa only asks prayer so that Rosa is always healthy in order to maintain the content of Rosa well" said Rosa to calm her mother this time.
"Mama is sad dear and surely mama will always pray for you. You're my only mama's son. It's natural that mama is sad because the mother's child is disappointed with her household problems"
"So far what do you want to do?" ayyas asked, looking at Rosa seriously.
"Gue didn't know what Yas was doing. What is clear if I ask Rizki directly is for sure he will explain everything that I myself can not distinguish whether it is right or wrong. At the moment I don't want to see his face. Still ringing in my ears and still remembered in my vision when he said about marriage betting, when he wanted responsibility with Sani's son. Though when Sani first came to him first, Rizki refused him outright. Then now why behind me is he like that? Did he reject Sani back then because I was in front of him? Is it true Sani said that they still love each other? And is it true that Rizki kept me just because I didn't feel good if I used to be her best friend? Everything was still spinning in my head, I was still wondering with answers I didn't know myself"
"O Lord Rosa huftt!!" lamented Ayyas threw out his rough breathing.
"Go son. Mama is not strong anymore. Mama will take care of your separation with your husband. My mom is very disappointed with your husband. He doesn't pant with you. Even he has dared to hurt you without him knowing" said mama Vienna seriously who can no longer bear even tears shed from his eye peluk.
"Rosa is pregnant again, pregnant people can not take care of separation" said Ayyas with weak breath.
"Wait until Rosa gives birth to her child. And now mama wants you to get away from Rizki. Mama does not want you to hurt anymore especially pregnant women say if they love each other even to ask you not to be selfish, right? And the selfish ones are not you but them" said the Vienna mama giving advice.
"Rosa confused mah"
"not mah. That's Indra's son. His cousin Rizki's sister. Indra does not want responsibility because when doing that they are drunk. I don't know how mah. And now his girlfriend Indra is sick, has a heart problem. That's also one of the reasons why Mr. Indra doesn't want to be as responsible as possible"
"Astagfirullahaladzim" said mama Vienna by stroking his chest.
"Gue agrees that you have to go Ros. I also agree that you should split with Rizki. Sorry if I interfered. My best friend Rizki as well. But from these two events like Rizki is not serious. And I don't want Rizki getting any deeper into playing lo Ros. Do you understand what I mean?" ayyas said revealing his heart. Ayyas was also injured since he saw Rosa become silent and even cried. Crying about things you shouldn't. Even Ayyas also felt pain to hear the words that Rizki said yesterday. Verily Ayyas was also wounded along with the statement from Hari.
"Rosa permission same mom. Let Rosa step foot Rosa wherever Rosa wants at this time. Not that Rosa was avoiding this problem, Rosa just needed time for this. Rosa also can't be sure to part with Rizki. After all, this child is Rizki's son"
"Mama allows and mama meridhoi you dear. Mama is disappointed, mama is hurt but mama will appreciate whatever your decision is. Mama won't force you to part with Rizki even if she wants that"
"Rosa couldn't be sure. Sorry Rosa if if Rosa chooses to survive. Maafin Rosa too if currently Rosa asks permission to leave for a while"
"But what about the sewing wound on your forehead? What about your future grandchild?" ask the Vienna mama who does not lie if very worried about the current condition of Rosa. Rosa smiled and carried the hand of the Viennese mama to her still flat stomach.
"Alhamdulillah prospective grandchildren mama well and thank God also the wound on my forehead has improved. I also have not felt too much pain mah" said Rosa a little lie when she still felt pain in the area of his forehead.
"Where are you going? Is there a purpose to where you're going?" ask Ayyas worried. Rosa smiled and thought about where she was going.
"Gue has no Yas destination yet. But at least you know me. I'll go wherever it is. I'll be home when I'm ready, when I'm sure. Do you believe me?"
"Gue trusts Ros but I'm worried. You are not alone. You're pregnant again. I don't want to know why or if there's anything"
"Quite lo doain me Yas. I'm sure it will be fine as long as there is your prayer with me and I promise that my footsteps this time will not be too far"
"I don't think I'm willing to Ros. I don't want to go far. Yuda far away I have lost Ros how if you too. The quieter my life is" Ayyas said sadly.
