My friend, my Imam
72. What's there to do?
Rizki immediately leaves work after getting word from Deby about Rosa's condition. Rizki's heartbeat beats faster signifying intense worry for Rosa. What happened so that Rosa could faint like that when she left for work, Rosa was fine in her eyes. Did Rizki miss anything to the point of not knowing what happened to Rosa? Rizki thought it was floating.
After reaching the hospital, Rizki went straight to the VVIP Rosa's ward. There was Deby and Ayyas. Even Ayyas looks fragile and guilty by what happened to Rosa. And Rosa herself had not regained her consciousness. Still closing his eyes with a pale face.
Rizki's chest suddenly tightened and hurt to see her loved one lying helplessly on top of this gurney before her eyes.
Rizki gets closer and immediately drops herself in the chair next to Rosa's safe. Rizki grabbed Rosa's hand which was not attached to the infusion. In his hand and kiss the back of Rosa's hand very gently. Rizki feels guilty too and fails because he cannot take care of his wife properly.
"Rosa is fine Ki. Now we wait for him until he comes to his senses" said Ayyas who ventured to Rizki and stood next to Rizki.
Ayyas told me his chronology. Ayyas also regretted what happened but Rizki understood that this was not Ayyas' fault. Even with the stitch wound that was on Rosa's forehead at the moment.
"Thank you Yas for helping Rosa until Rosa gets the best help" said Rizki sincerely and nods by Ayyas.
"Don't worry. I should have Ki" said Ayyas by looking at the woman who had slept long enough. Until finally there was movement from Rosa's fingers and also slowly Rosa opened her eyes.
Rizki shed her tears and slammed into the back of Rosa's hand and placed it on her cheek. Rizki looked at Rosa's face which was tracing the room where she was at the moment. Even Ayyas and Deby were there. What the hell's going on? Ask inwardly and try to twist the previous events. But not being able to remember instead made his head throb due to the stitch wound he received.
"Aaww ssshhhttt" he said as he tried to hold his forehead. Rizki immediately grabbed Rosa's hand and lowered her hand so as not to touch her wound.
"Don't move much. Later the pain will be even more" said Rizki who was very worried about his wife. Ayyas nods his fist as Rosa throws a glance at him.
"Don't think of anything. You have to rest and get well" Ayyas said, looking at Rosa seriously. Rosa just nodded her head understanding Ayyas's intentions. Although actually Rosa wanted to know why she could end up in the inpatient room.
"Yes dear. You do not have to worry and think macem. There I am now well" Rizki said by tidying up Rosa's hair.
"Gue Seneng you're conscious. What do you want to eat? Let me buy it for Rizki too. What do you want to eat?" asked Ayyas who honestly could not bear to see the pale face of Rosa. Rosa seemed to think and also turned her head towards her husband.
"Eat anything Yas. I want to eat what you buy" said Rosa who was reluctant to ask Ayyas for something even though there was actually a food that she really wanted to eat.
"Relatedly? But really eating well. I buyin eat your favorite food and snacks for you too. Yeudah I went out first yes. Isn't it okay here with Rizki?" ask Ayyas who seems to forget that Rizki is now Rosa's husband.
Rosa smilingly nodded her head while staring at the departure of Ayyas and Deby until invisible again from behind the door.
"Why you?" asked Rosa quietly and stroked Rizki's hair with her other hand. Rizki was silent and still sobbing there.
"I'm fine. Don't cry like gini" Rosa said very gently. Rizki wakes up and tries to hug Rosa who is still lying down.
Rizki rubs around Rosa's neck and smells Rosa's body coming out of it. It was very comfortable and made Rizki finally quiet by herself. Rizki wakes up again from her embrace and immediately kisses Rosa's lips slowly spilling her worry there. After that Rizki removed the wet rest of Rosa's lips because of her own actions.
"Is it better?" asked Rosa again just as gently as before. Rizki nodded and published a smile despite being forced.
"Is your forehead hurting?" rizki asked back by staring at the stitch wound on Rosa's forehead.
"Yes, but it doesn't hurt. Don't worry anymore, Dad"
"Can't do that, baby. My heart seems to want to move right in the news you are on the IGD even when there is a wound on your forehead. I feel like failing can't take care of you properly tau" confided Rizki by holding Rosa's hand. Rosa shook her head with a sweet smile to Rizki.
"It's not your fault. Can't beat yourself up. It's okay, I'm wrong" Rizki shook her head and kissed Rosa's lips at a glance. Rizki doesn't want to hear Rosa blame herself.
"You can't blame yourself, too, dear. Anyway now you have to focus on healing well. Can't think of a macem. Okeyy" Rosa nodded her head in understanding and Rizki immediately boarded Rosa's gurney leaving Rosa a little confused.
"Why what?"
"You hug my wife. You are rasain. My heart is still beating fast. I'm still worried about you. So let me hug you in your rest well" ucao Rizki who laid her body in Rosa's gurney and put one hand of Rosa on her chest.
Rosa's safe is big enough for two people. Rosa did not protest because Rosa understood the worry felt by her husband. Rosa smiled with Rizki's current attitude but still in her heart was very doubtful. Rosa is afraid that Rizki's current attitude is only an obligation of the husband who is worried about his wife. The more Rosa brushed aside the more the feeling disturbed her mind.
Not long ago Rizki fell asleep in hugging Rosa. But not with Rosa. Rosa just looked at Rizki's face that was closed next to her. What should Rizki do so that Rosa would not hesitate anymore? What should Rizki do to make Rosa believe that everything Rizki does is pure sincerity of her love is not just an obligation of the husband to his wife?
Rosa falls asleep in Rizki's arms.
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