My friend, my Imam
106.
After a debate in a while, finally with the decision Sani accepted Indra's proposal and they held a religious marriage at that time. Although in the heart of the papi Roni is still fiery but the papi Roni accept Sani's choice and provide an opportunity for Sani as well as Indra to correct the mistakes they have done first.
Rizki breathes a sigh of relief. Very relieved because now he has been separated from problems that should not be. Rizki kept looking at his wife, even now they were at the Vienna mama's house.
"Don't think about me like that" said Rosa who had been wrong. Long time no meeting with Rizki made herself a little awkward.
Rizki does not reply to Rosa's words, instead eroding the distance with Rosa. Rosa is sitting on the edge of the bed and Rizki is kneeling with her head right in front of Rosa's belly. Rizki stretched out her hand and gently rubbed Rosa's stomach. Rosa could only pay attention and let Rizki do such a thing. Rizki's heart trembled when there was a response from the baby with his movements. Her red eyes could no longer hold back tears.
"I'm sorry papa" Rizki said, looking up at Rosa. Rosa's hands stretched out to wipe Rizki's tears. Rosa gives a smile with both hands scooping Rizki's face.
"They've forgiven her father, God willing"
"I'm sorry dear" said Rizki who still felt guilty.
"Belom. Apologize mulu. I'm going to bed, sleepy" Rosa said yawned.
Rizki stood up and helped Rosa to break down her body. Rizki sleeps her hands as Rosa's head pad. Rizki hasn't slept. He still looks at Rosa's face that is getting beautiful according to him. Rizki did not want to close her eyes for fear that if she woke up there was no more Rosa in front of her.
"If you don't want to sleep too, I want to sleep with my mom" said Rosa with her eyes closed.
Rizki just smiled and put a kiss on Rosa's forehead and lips at a glance and then closed her eyes and slept with her wife again.
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After being legally husband and wife. Sani is abandoned by papi, mami and her twin go home. Now the one who met Sani in her husband's hospital. Indra painstakingly and not awkwardly to help carry or change her daughter's diaper. Also Indra helped Sani in removing the residual makeup from the marriage contract earlier.
Sani's heart pounded with the treatment and attitude of attention from Indra. Likewise with Indra who felt the same way different when with Adel before. Indra also increasingly realized that the ex-boyfriend of his cousin is very beautiful. Even beautiful without using makeup though so Indra is not surprised and feel lucky if his daughter has the same beautiful face with her mother.
"Emmm... Sis" call Sani when Indra has put her daughter into the baby box provided. Indra turned with a smile and approached Sani on the gurney.
"Do you need anything?" ask Indra very gently. Sani looked at Indra and shook his head slowly.
"I don't want anything, brother" replied Sani and bowed his gaze. Indra changed his position, Indra stood up and sat on the edge of Sani's gurney. Closer to Sani and ventured to hug his wife for the first time.
"Is there anything you want to ask?" asked Indra who was still hugging his wife. Sani nodded slowly. Wanting to ask but Sani was still afraid, Sani was afraid of Indra's answer. Sani does not want to be too hopeful with Indra and this marriage. Her papi only wanted her granddaughter to have a confession from a father. For how the marriage will come, Sani can only give up on his destiny.
Indra took off her embrace slowly and held both arms of Sani. Indra looked at Sani warmly while waiting for the question to be asked by his wife.
"Sister.."
"Hm"
"How is Indra's relationship with Indra's sister's boyfriend? Doesn't my sister love him so much? What does it mean to marry me now? Do we have to make a deal for a while and then split up?" sani asked quietly but still heard clearly in Indra's ears. Sani bowed his head not daring to look at the two eyes that had been staring at him. Indra smiled sweetly at Sani's attitude for the first time like this. Indra pulled Sani's chin until now the two looked at each other again.
"My relationship with my boyfriend was over when I decided to marry you. I used to love him so much, now I'm going to learn to love you. You are the mother of my child, you let my child grow and develop both in your stomach and without me helping him. I was wrong because I didn't tell him, but I think he'll understand. Because after all what makes us a small family is one of the biggest mistakes" said Indra and Sani trying to understand the meaning of her husband's words.
"I mean marrying you as a form of responsibility for the mistakes you've made. We both do things that are out of our control. But we cannot allow our innocent children to bear all our faults. Even I do not want if the presence of our children even becomes a problem for others. You understand what I mean?" ask Indra who reminds about the problems that hit the Rizki and Rosa household. Sani nodded his head in embarrassment. Shame if he almost ruined his ex-girlfriend's household.
"We don't have to make any agreements. One thing I asked for. Whatever my situation, stay by my side. I know our family differences are far away. Even far away. I know it. But I am grateful that your papi accepted me even though I am not from among you. Thank you also for those of you who will forgive my stupidity also want to give me a chance. Don't think of anything. It's all my decision, the rest is how me and my boyfriend let it be my business. You just take care of our child, take care of me if you don't mind" said Indra with a wide curved smile and make Indra look more perfect.
Sani kept silent, not expecting that the man who had refused to take responsibility for her was now her husband. Even Indra's attitude seemed to be able to hypnotize Sani at this time.
"aa.. L'm.. I don't mind brother and it's not like it's my duty to take care of you?"
Anxiety, according to Indra. Indra himself still did not think if he could take the decision to end his relationship with Adel and ended up married to Sani.
"Thank you my wife" Indra said, then planted a kiss on Sani's forehead.
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