My friend, my Imam
128.
Yuda's eyes patterned after reading the contents of the map. I don't know how to respond to it. What is sad, happy, angry or what is sure to be disappointed. Disappointed because he had tried to make peace with his heartache to Rizki now Rizki instead did the thing that made Rosa more hurt.
Rosa's wounds have not recovered physically or mentally and are now added again. How does Rizki think, what does he want. Question after question swirled in Yuda's mind.
Yuda turned his head and looked at Rosa who was still lowered by playing the tip of her nails. Judah knew that the woman who was still filling his heart was not okay. But Judah saw clearly if there were no tears in Rosa's eyes at the moment. Is this also Rosa's wish?? Oh certainly not. Because Rosa's tears have run out to cry for men like Rizki. The heartache that Rizki caused seemed to make Rosa forget how to cry.
"You Okey?" asked Yuda gently with eyes that could not be separated from Rosa's eyes. Rosa nodded her head slowly with a faint smile adorning her lips. Slowly Judah immediately grabbed Rosa's body and carried her in an embrace. Judah puts his hand on Rosa's back. So did Rosa who closed her eyes on Judah's chest. Yuda's heartbeat hypnotizes him to increase his energy in the face of impending problems.
"Gue here is the same lo. Whatever it is I will always protect you" said Yuda again and Rosa just nodded her head as if slowly taking off Yuda's embrace.
"Thank you, Jud. I'm totally okay. No need to worry. And I won't find out why either. Right now and then my focus is only on the twins. I'm okay, believe me, right?"
***
Rosa and Rizki's divorce has been ruled out and they are legally divorced. Rizki is represented by her lawyer as well as Rosa. Both did not attend their divorce proceedings and chose to end properly.
Rosa does not contact Rizki anymore as well as Rizki who has not contacted Rosa. Obviously Rizki did not contact Rosa because now Rizki is struggling with the declining condition. Titi's mother can only cry to see Rizki's condition like this, especially Rizki gave up half her life, yes Rosa and her children. Rizki took off Rosa without Rosa knowing that she was in serious pain.
Ayyas stared at the pain in his heart, what else Rizki refused to operate and let the situation be like this. Rizki smiles with relief when the divorce verdict is in accordance with her wishes. Rizki also thanked Ayyas for always giving news about the development of her twins. And Rizki also declares that Judah will be a protector for Rosa and her twins later.
"Thank Yas. Thanks to Yuda and sorry to Rosa and my two children. Sampein also if I love them more than they know" Rizki said with a smile on her lips and tears falling on the edge of her eyes.
Whatever pain she was was was not comparable to Rosa. That's what Rizki thinks. Now if it is time Rizki sincerely if God has other wills for his life. Until finally the sound and one of the machines detected with Rizki's body sounded quite loud along with Rizki's eyes that began to close but not with the smile of his lips.
The doctors who treated Rizki immediately scattered to check on Rizki and Ayyas brought Titi's mother out of the Rizki ICU room.
"God surely love the best for Rizki tan. We have tried our best" said Ayyas who still embraces Titi's mother who almost decayed to the floor.
"Did Rosa not know that Rizki was sick to Yas?"
"Neither tan. Rizki forbade me to tell Rosa and threatened if I told Rosa, Rizki wouldn't go for treatment"
"God why is he like that? He even filed for divorce from his wife. It should be this kind of time that the person she cares about is accompanying her. There are twins. Rosa Maafin Rizki ya Ros. Not only the wounds left by Rizki but also the burden of two newborn children left behind. Aunty shy to meet Rosa and granddaughter aunty Yas, aunt also shy with her mother Rosa. Oh, my God, why is everything so complicated?"
"Ayyas also does not understand tan and does not know how to. Ayyas also believes that Rosa will not hate Rizki only when Rosa needs time to make peace with the situation. At least Yuda by his side helped monitor Rosa. Yuda did not know with the pain of Rizki, because indeed Rizki really closed the pain. But Ayyas was sure that once they knew the truth there would be no more disappointment. All this is just a misunderstanding" said Ayyas with eyes that can not be separated from the ICU room door.
***
"What's? They're divorced? Why can it be brother? Isn't Rizki in love with Rosa? Why can you brother?" ask Sani who just knew everything. Indra shook his head indicating that he did not know with his cousin. Because even though Indra often returned to the hospital to see Rizki, not a little Indra knew about the divorce that Rizki gave to his wife.
"So don't know, baby. But I'm sure it's not your fault. During my brother to the hospital, Rizki never stopped talking about you. Indeed, Rizki is more silent but brother is sure not you why they divorced" Indra replied casually while thinking about the flashback when he went to the hospital to see Rizki.
"Then why brother? How are Rizki's conditions? And how is Rosa too? Their kids?" sani asked again curiously as question after question lodged in her mind.
"Last brother there his condition decreased. Rizki was also critical again. Maybe because of this divorce that made him drop even more. And even Rosa's sister does not know the news, Ayyas brother asked only answer if they are okay and no more than that sentence"
"Oh Allah, brother. If it's not my fault but I still feel guilty for all this, brother. I want to look at Rizki but I'm afraid there's another misunderstanding. I want to see Rosa even I'm afraid, I'm afraid that even makes Rosa more hurt because the last one disappointed her because of me"
"Sister said it wasn't your fault, baby. Stop blaming yourself. We pray that there is the best way for them even with divorce"
