My friend, my Imam
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"I mean mother?" asked Rosa stared intensely at her former mother-in-law.
"What is the state of Rizki? What kind of situation is mom?" asked Rosa again even made Titi's mother increasingly unable to stop her tears. Titi's mother continues to sob every time she remembers the decision Rizki chose.
"Rizki hurts Ros and she hides it from you even the reason she divorced you so you don't feel hurt anymore because of it. Forgive the stupidity of Rosa's mother's son, sorry"
***
Somehow the current condition of Rosa's heart. After hearing all the explanations Ayyas also the evidence that Ayyas gave made Rosa silent and did not assume her thoughts. Just a word why there is no answer. Because Rizki closed the meeting.
Rosa cries again, crying over the feeling that is still left in her heart, the loss of her ex-husband and best friend who has been with her for a dozen years. Neither Ayyas nor Judah let Rosa blur the rest of the flavor. Let how, everything that has happened cannot be turned around so as not to happen.
"Gue knows you're hurt over all but don't be long huh. There are Roki and Risa who still need you. Don't let because of your wounds they follow hurt. It was enough for his father to give him a wound. Do not" that's Ayyas' message before Rosa cried sobbing after knowing the truth.
"Mas, thank you for everything. I don't know.. I-I wasn't even able to decipher everything about you. All rolled in uneven rolls. All the flavors are in it. Excuse me. I-I'm sorry because I once misjudged you for your decision to ask us to separate. Though before it was fine after you got better and saw our children. W-sorry, I can't be a good wife to you yet. Egoku is still in control of my mind that unknowingly all that is going on with you is me causing his hisk hisk" Rosa cried looking at the name of the ex-husband on the tombstone.
"If I hadn't left at that time, maybe you wouldn't have gotten sick. If I had asked for your explanation first, this would not have happened. Surely you are still beside me, surely the children still have papa mas. And sorry, m-sorry hisk hisk. Although I was injured, it was indeed my own fault that was too quickly concluded. Even when you helped Sani and her son. Mas, should everything be like this? Hisk hisk" continued Rosa is still like this after one week passed. Rosa still goes to her ex-husband's grave every day and cries there. Taking out everything in his mind and staring at the tomb board as if Rizki's face was there.
"This" said Ayyas in the blemish of her eyes who was still monitoring Rosa. Ayyas gave a flash to Judah. Flaskdisk left after Rizki filed for divorce from Rosa. It is Ayyas does not know because for him it is a message that must be conveyed if something happens. That was Rizki's message to Ayyas.
Yuda received by staring at the flash that was already in his hand. I don't know what it is that Judah believed Ayyas would not know.
"Sorry new love now. It should be from a week ago after Rizki breathed her last. I don't know what the contents are because the pesen just ask for help love it to you" said Ayyas directly and looked at Yuda who was still silent.
"Thanks Yas. Thanks for everything. Thanks for taking care of Rizki when I turned her on. And I feel like the biggest jerk who just seems to be mistaken him without actually knowing the truth again. I was too disappointed with Rizki when I saw with my eyes Rosa received a divorce letter from her. And I'm stupid, why don't I find out first why he's like that. I owe Yas an apology" Yuda said at last in a slightly trembling voice. Everything that happens suddenly.
"Gue also apologized for hiding all this Jud. Although I don't want to but I should have told you guys and maybe if I told you there would be no divorce between Rosa and Rizki. I'm sorry, Yud. Now it's our job to look after Rosa and the twins, they need us Jud. Rosa needs time but I can't see her like that. Almost every day Rosa cries here. Rosa apologizes almost every day when she is not wrong. Almost every day Rosa spend time here. I'm sick Yud squirms Rosa like this. I failed to take care of Rizki, I do not want to fail to take care of Rosa" Ayyas said with tears flowing. Yuda nodded in agreement with what Ayyas said. Without Rosa knowing if her two best friends also feel pain that is almost the same as her.
***
"Ros, is this destiny for us? For us to be together again? I'll wait a little while to propose to you and make you my wife. I am ready to accept your children. I'll give you a minute to muffle your sadness. I make sure we'll be together again dear" said a man with a confident smile.
The man, like Ayyas and Judah, was also monitoring Rosa from afar while she was in her ex-husband's grave. She followed Rosa until she returned home. Moreover, all the information about Rosa he got from someone who worked at the Vienna mama's house.
