My friend, my Imam

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Ayyas. Because what Rosa said was right. This was a matter of his household that Ayyas himself was not entitled to interfere in. Ayyas only nodded his head by biting his lower lip.

"Gue knows you are disappointed and you also know that I am much more disappointed especially now that I know if I am also pregnant with her child. Even lightly he wants to be the father of the child in the birth of his ex-girlfriend. Funny, Yas? Life is joking with me. Hm... It's okay, but may I ask you the same favor?" pinta Rosa was very hopeful. For only Ayyas is still there for himself when he is married. Yuda who chose to move to Bandung which is certainly very difficult time for them to spend together as before.

"What's? Whatever I can, I'll help Ros. Even to beat him I want, I can Ros" said Ayyas who honestly very sad. Her chest pain saw Rosa's household that was like it wouldn't be all right in the future.

"Don't tell Rizki about my pregnancy. Let me tell you later. And also for what you were horrified earlier do not take it to anyone including Deby or Judah. Don't mind, do you?" pinta Rosa quietly while holding tightness in her chest.

Ayyas who was trying to understand Rosa could only nod her head slowly.

"Promise me if anything says the same to me" Ayyas now asks Rosa because she does not want Rosa to bear everything herself.

"Yes Yas" Rosa said with a forced smile.

Chequelek

"Dear" call someone from behind the door. Ayyas and Rosa stared. Someone approached the two by staring at each other.

"Why? How tense? Is there anything?" asked Deby who was now sitting on the bench next to Rosa's safe and Ayyas standing next to her.

Rosa and Ayyas shook their heads along with displaying their best smiles. But Deby is not a new person to know both and Deby guessed if something was going on between the two but both are reluctant to tell. He thought it was a privacy that Deby now must understand if the two do not want to share with each other but Deby believes gradually the two will inform the privacy.

"Hmm it's okay if you don't want a story. Oh, you know how Ros is? Did you eat?" asked Deby who then looked at his best friend warmly. Rosa returned Deby's gaze but her heart trembled until tears could not be held again.

Rosa cries and Deby immediately hugs Rosa while patting her shoulder gently. Deby understands that if Rosa is this, there must be something going on, but Rosa is reluctant to reveal it. Lho why? It's not good that Ros is in that pendem.

Elsewhere, after the Indra and Rizki debate was finished because the doctor came and told the condition of Adel and Sena. Indra immediately left Rizki with Sani with his hands holding each other. Rizki herself was either aware or not what she had done a few minutes ago. His breathing was still hunting up and down because it was carried away by emotions as well.

Rizki did not return Sani's gaze and immediately put on a dislike face. Lho? Then why was it defending Sani to such an extent Ki?

"Thank you" Sani said slowly but Rizki gave no reply.

"Do you really want to take responsibility for this child and want to be his father? Do you still have the same feelings as me? And does that feeling not change?" the honest Sani asked in his heart felt there was hope. Hope if the child is born there will be a father and maybe there will be a husband when he gives birth later.

Rizki looked increasingly at Sani dislikes and then tried to rush to leave Sani in his place.

"I'm fine if I have to be second. God willing I'm sincere" Sani said by blocking Rizki's arm tightly.

Rizki was inexhaustible with herself who could reflexively say so. And Rizki also realized that what he said earlier would definitely make him regret it especially if his wife found out. But is it possible that Rosa would have known if not among the three of them who revealed it?

"I beg Ki. Honestly, you are my only hope. I know I'm a lot wrong. Sorry me. Sorry for all my mistakes with you. Please give me a second chance and I'm fine if I have to be second to you" Sani said in earnest.

Rizki let go of Sani's hand checks and looked at Sani cynically. Rizki himself still did not expect with his attitude that defended Sani in front of Indra even said he would be responsible and admit the child in Sani's womb. It was beyond reason at all that clearly made Sani even Indra misunderstand it.

"Don't misunderstand me. There was no other meaning to what I said. And it was never in my mind to make you second or so. Enough one and that's just Rosa" Rizki stressed with emphasis.

Sani looked at Rizki deeply and looked for a lie that was clearly not in the twinkle of his eyes. Then if it is true why did Rizki say so to Indra while to the truth it is not like that? Is Rizki only kasian with Sani?

"Can't be Ki. There's no way you could have said that if you didn't feel the same way about me. There's no way you're gonna defend me like that, right? Please don't lie about your feelings. If you still have the same feelings as me, so do Ki. I knew I was wrong back then but honestly deep down in my heart there's still your name. There is you and all the memories of us. You don't lie anymore. I accept you even though you have Rosa"

"Never hope or dream. Only Rosa and only Rosa are in my heart now and then. Will never be replaced by anyone including you or make you second" said Rizki who clearly hurt the heart of Sani. Truly the two people who still had this blood tie managed to injure his heart.

"Why do you keep defending me in front of your cousin even to the point of saying that?" asked Sani who definitely shed her tears.