My friend, my Imam

64. Changes in the Attitude of Rosa

Three days later.

Today is Rania and Sigit's wedding. Rosa who changed attitude since it was revealed her husband's bet with his ex-girlfriend was a little cold. Even in front of his family, it was not shown at all. Rosa did so because she needed time to accept the reality. Though initially Rosa received Rizki family customs that want Rizki married so as not to step in step with her sister. Rosa also admitted that Rizki really loves her but Rosa really still can not study and accept the bet that both of them did.

Rizki realises Rosa's sudden cold change of attitude, and feels guilty and confused about how to get Rosa back to what she was before. In the midst of the happiness of his sister Rizki's marriage did not waste the opportunity to always stick to Rosa, Rizki continued to make no distance between the two.

"Honey" call Rizki whose chin is now on Rosa's shoulder. Rosa let it go because Rizki usually likes it that way. Rosa also realizes her cold attitude for a few days makes Rizki reluctant to him because Rosa is sure if Rizki herself realizes her mistake.

"Hm" said Rosa without turning her head and focusing on the wedding.

"You're beautiful" whispered Rizki who was staring at Rosa very closely.

"I know" answered Rosa who made Rizki curl her lips upwards.

"Honey" call Rizki again slowly.

"Hm"

"Look at me" Pinta Rizki then pulled her chin from Rosa's shoulder. Rosa immediately turned her head and looked at Rizki. Rosa raised one eyebrow as if asking what was wrong.

"I'm sorry" said Rizki and in a quick nod Rosa. Rizki immediately lands a kiss on Rosa's sweet lips despite just a glance. Rosa did not respond just to a thin smile that was barely visible.

"I was forced to accept that because I didn't want you to come back with him. I was too cowardly to express my feelings I could not. I'm sorry" said Rizki sincerely with reddened eyes.

'Could you not love me first?' ask Rosa in her heart.

"You've been apologizing from yesterday. Udahlah not lebaran will also have to say sorry" said Rosa who compared back with her heart. His heart was still reluctant to say sorry Rizki, the pain was still very much felt. Rizki hugged Rosa tightly and very tightly and Rosa did not return the hug. Just shut up as Rizki hugs her and Rizki becomes more convinced that Rosa is hiding her feelings of disappointment.

"I know you're still angry, baby. What do I have to do to make you forgive me?"

"Le-leaving a-me, all right"

Rizki elaborated her embrace and scooped up Rosa's face. In the eyes of Rosa intensely but immediately her tears shed. Rosa did not have the heart with Rizki added this is in a public place.

Rosa takes Rizki's hand off her face and takes Rizki into her arms by patting her husband's back gently.

"I'm sorry about you. I just need time to get this. Do you know if so the betting material is really very not wearing? I'm selfish, sorry but have you ever thought about how I, my mom, mom and dad felt after you accepted the bet" Rosa said slowly, breaking into her arms.

"I was wrong, I'm sorry"

"I told you not to keep saying sorry. I've forgiven you only I need time to accept it. All I think about is our parents' feelings if they know this. At least you know for yourself how it is Day isn't it? And I don't want to let our parents down"

"Not crying anymore. It's your sister's happy day. The day he was waiting for was very long. Don't make this happy moment with your tears. Think of those who are happy" Rosa said with a forced smile.

Rizki wipes her tears and tries to centralize her feelings. Trying to smile too and clasping Rosa's hand while occasionally kissing her. Rizki was really sorry about this. Stupidity made when emotions momentarily.

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"Hai Rosa Malinka" Ayyas said as she entered Rosa's study and sat down in front of Rosa. Rosa simply cleared her throat without turning her head and also welcomed Ayyas' arrival.

Ayyas fused his eyebrows feeling strange with Rosa's attitude this morning. Ayyas got up from his seat and placed his hand on Rosa's forehead. Rosa immediately shook Ayyas' hand and looked at her boss and best friend with a look of dislike.

"Not hot Ros. Lo why?" ask Ayyas who feels something happened.

"I'm fine sir. What do you need to do to my room?" rosa asked softly and a sweet smile. Ayyas raised his eyebrows next to feeling strange with this employee and his best friend.

"Loe. You're healthy, aren't you Ros?" ask Ayyas to make sure.

"I'm healthy sir. As you can see. I'm fine" Rosa replied again very gently.

"But I don't think your heart is all right anymore" circus Ayyas thinks so because usually Rosa is like that.

"Well, have you become a psychic? Can you read my heart and mind?" rosa asked as she turned her gaze to the laptop where she was doing her work.

"Again with Rizki?" ayyas asked very much to know what happened. Rosa shook her head by throwing a smile at Ayyas. And Ayyas threw his breath rough.

"What's wrong?" asked Ayyas directly who was very sure something had happened.

"There's nothing sir"

"Don't lie to Rosa, you can't lie to me" said Ayyas who was in fact like that. Want Rosa to hide anything, Ayyas will be the first to know. Moreover, he worked at the hospital Ayyas where his time met Ayyas more.

Rosa breathed a rough breath and turned to look at Ayyas who had been looking at her seriously. Rosa smiled as if to show that nothing had happened.

"Love me time. Okay" asked Rosa who made Ayyas close his eyes for a moment while thinking about what happened to Rosa.

"Yourf!"

"Promise me if there's anything you have to say to me. Don't care if you're married. It doesn't matter what your household is. Whatever happens, you have to tell me the same story. You have to tell me whatever it is" Ayyas said seriously. Rosa simply nodded her head with a smile and understood the meaning of Ayyas' words. But behind this Rosa can't tell her what she thinks no one else should know. Including Ayyas or Yuda.

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