My friend, my Imam

29. Judah's Confession

"God willing I'm sure Yas. You also know if Rizki is the same unfortunately as I love Rosa. So I'm sure that Rizki can be happy with Rosa. Although not happy from me who created it but at least I know if now Rosa there is a guard, there will even be people beside her without having to wait for us. Waiting for me, waiting for you which is where we are often late when Rosa really needs someone to be next to her right?" it was clearly Yuda who did not want to be selfish in his feelings.

"Gue know you must be disappointed and heavy about this Jud. That's why I want to share everything that you pendem. Today special, I made you. I'll keep you until tomorrow" said Ayyas confidently. Yuda immediately knitted his eyebrows together and stared cynically at why the friend did not have this character.

"Diih" Yuda said as he groaned in horror.

"Gue is fine. Lebai!! I am so scared today. It is clear that today is two hours away. Like ngaco not kelulungan lo Yas" said Yuda again staring at Ayyas cynical. Ayyas' intentions were good, Yud.

"Lo in his favor is not thank you instead insulting. My intention is good to nemenin lo. Fear of anger, fear of fear. Can prove from the last day of fitting clothes and you know who would be husband Rosa at that time, you so keep your distance. No, I don't like that"

"How do you like it? Why am I so heartbroken? Keep telling me Rosa if I don't agree she's married to Rizki? Do you think it's easy to make a marriage unilaterally? Do their families know each other? Yes, I was that cruel time for my feelings. Not to Yas. Thinking realistically is now good"

"That means you've already received them?"

"Kalou nerima mahalah from the moment Rosa said she wanted to get married. Even though at that time I knew who her future husband was. Honestly, I had bad intentions. Eh fit know Rizki prospective yaudah I try chest airy. Surely my soul mate is hiding now. Just wait for the right time. Once upon a time God swt my love was the same as Rosa or more than Rosa" said Yuda who tried to convince Ayyas and convince himself.

"Gue Belom can certainly be like you Yud if I was in your position. Emang manhood you do not need to be doubted anymore" said Ayyas who salute with the mindset of Judah.

"Well if I asked sad no, I was disappointed no, I was angry not yes the answer is yes but back again all that for what? It's useless and won't change everything. Rosa is married to Rizki. Rosa remains Rizki's wife. So don't be grandiose. Simply seeing them happy it's going to rub off on me. I will be happy too. Just as I am happy with Deby, I am happy too. The three of you mean my life. You have to inget it" Yuda explained everything. Duuuh Judah, can God not create Judah in a real world figure? Take the one that you believe in, O Allah. Aamiins.

"This is the nature of lo that I have always copied from the past. Always think of us more than yourself. But Yud so you deserve to be happy and I support what you said earlier. And may the Lord love your companion according to what you want. Aamiin's"

"Yes, thank you before. Is this a question like this? I guess you want to open QnA a lot to me ha ha ha it's just this doang" said Yuda teasing friends there is no such thing.

"Yeeee lo yee. If I knew lo would be honest all these days, I would have prepared a question from yesterday Yud. This is impromptu kayak tofu bullet in fried anget-anget five hundreds. So this is enough for me" Sarkar Ayyas defended himself.

"Eh but like after your wedding, I'm going to Bandung. I have business I want to do there. And later my boutique will be handled equally adek I the Star" said Yuda while telling the business plan that will be done later.

"Truly business? Not because you want to avoid Rosa or Rizki?" ask Ayyas which is one of the reasons as well.

"What sins does Rosa nih ha ha ha anyways what business does she have to go to Bandung all?" ask Ayyas to know.

"Airusan about the canaanlah. Cuannya. Don't reject me. I also often go out of town. When you forget?"

"Inget I want. It was just the timing that was not right for Jud. The effect is you want to avoid us"

"Why am I avoiding you. After all, Rosa and Rizki won't be lonely, will there not be me? You guys are in pairs. If I was single, bro. So it's still free to go anywhere. Yes, I came home from Bandung I got a mate right? No one knows" said Yuda then sucked the cold coffee in his message.

"Aamiin, God grant it. But what if I'm lonely?" ayyas asked with a sad tone and face.

"Lo face do not like that if I do not want to throw using my instant noodle brush. Disgust swearing. Why be so disgusting Yas. Isshkk"

"Lo tuu yah has a mouth in the filter bit cake. From that moment on I was disgusting mute. I'm handsome gini, where's the disgust?" asked Ayyas who did not accept it in saying disgust continues to take care of the pleh of Judah. Ayyas also looked at Yuda horror.

"The expression you swore made me disgust Yas. Lagian you really really tumben really like gini. So unfortunately you are the same I should behave like this? I'm doing well and will be fine. Keep your attitude!!" replied Yuda who had been provoked by a little of his emotions.

"Well, I know why I have to do it again. Yes, I take care of Yud, Yes" said Ayyas Santas while putting a spoon containing instant noodles into his mouth.

"That's why I want to go back. Also tired even though it is not the bride on display but I still feel tired"

"Lo mah is not tired of body time but tired of heart ha ha ha ha" said Ayyas with a patter of laughter.

"Whispering!! If you already know do not need to clarify mamat. Not as fun as you. Make it worse again, right"

"Ha ha ha ha ha"

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