My friend, my Imam
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Sani hugged Indra. The senses of men who first knew not in a good way turned out to have a very mature mind. Sani is thankful for having a husband like Indra. Even Adel is not bothering their little family anymore. Indra's phone rang indicating an incoming call. Incoming call from Rania. Circulated Indra's heart because Rania had never called him before.
"Assalamualaikum Ran" greeted Indra and immediately heard Rania's crying voice from there. With a trembling voice Rania explained her intention of calling Indra. Indra widened her eyes and froze instantly making Sani raise her eyebrows confused. Even Sani felt that something had happened.
"Both brother there now Ran. Assalamualaikum" broke Indra and put his phone into his pants pocket.
"Why brother? What's up?" asked Sani who was holding Indra's arm.
"Rizki dear, Rizki breathed her last" Indra replied and Sani immediately burst into disbelief
"I'm going to the hospital now. You were home with Mika. Later if you want to follow the same Sena. I have to help take care of Rizki there"
***
Titi's mother's crying voice broke when Rizki was declared to have breathed her last a few minutes ago. Even Titi's mother fainted and cried and then fainted again. Ayyas immediately contacted the rest of Rizki's family as well as Ayyas contacted Rosa and Judah.
Believing in disbelief Rosa feels given endless surprises. After officially divorced on the same day just different hours ex-husband or his best friend or father his children breathed his last. Questions began to pop into Rosa's mind. What could make him die? What about the children who are currently orphans?
Upon arrival at the hospital, Rosa walks with Judah. No, there were no tears in Rosa's eyes there was only a form of worry with a question that she did not know what the answer was. Her eyes met Titi's mother who was still unconscious in Rania's lap, as well as Ayyas, Rania, Riyan, Alif and Indra. Rosa calmed herself down and immediately walked over to Ayyas. Yes, Rosa felt that Ayyas must know everything from everything that Rosa did not know.
"Ros" said Ayyas who saw Rosa getting closer to him.
"Lo owes the same explanation to me" said Rosa directly and dibuguki Ayyas because he understood Rosa's intentions.
Riana, Rizki's sister immediately approached Rosa and hugged her former sister-in-law. They cry to see Rosa and her brother's departure without any message. And all they know is that his brother left only wounds and also a big responsibility to his ex-wife.
"M-mas Rizki sister" said Riana, Rizki's sister who is closest to Rosa. Rosa puts her hand on Riana's back. Riana's embrace seemed to make Rosa feel the tightness of her heart back. Even now Rosa realizes there will be no more Rizki on her side again and makes Rosa guess what all this time Rizki deliberately make it herself so that it can be left like this. Oh not his focus is currently at peace with pain so that the mind can think calmly.
"The best wishes for Rizki, we all do not want to be like this but God says otherwise" Rosa said, nodding Riana.
Ayyas leads Rosa into the ICU room before Rizki's body will be removed and dealt with there. I don't know if suddenly Rosa's heart beat faster, even her body was squeezed when she saw the man she once loved had been lying stiff with a blanket that covered her entire body. Ayyas whistled by holding his best friend's shoulders so as not to fall or faint.
"Strength Ros" said Ayyas slowly in the egg of Rosa. Rosa nodded and continued to move her legs towards Rizki's gurney.
Finally shed also tears that had dried up so far, tears that did not come out since receiving a divorce letter from her husband. Rosa cried until her shoulders shook even Ayyas joined in crying by looking at everything for real. Judah remained silent even though his eyes were red, choosing to turn his eyes to the ceiling of the hospital room so as not to spill his tears.
"You haven't been able to tell me the reason for all this but you chose to leave. How reluctant are you to make this your choice? At least, even if it's not for me, hold on for the sake of the kids. Are you sure I can do it myself? What is your trust?" rosa said after opening Rizki's face cover. A calm face with a smile on the corner of her lips. Even Rizki's face looks very clean there. Like a dagger piercing her chest, Rosa wept over her ex-husband's body.
"Either precisely or not Ros, now we take care of the body first arrived at makamin. After that I will answer all the questions you want to ask. I represented Rizki and her family apologized for everything that had happened. Including your divorce. And I will gladly help you to take care of your children. Like it or not, accept it or not, I will consider your children to be the older siblings of my child" said Ayyas who still holds Rosa's shoulder. Rosa did not answer, her eyes still looked at Rizki, the ex-husband who was honestly still missed.
***
Finished burying Rizki at the cemetery near Titi's mother's house, all the families who came had even turned to Titi's mother's house for the first night. Rosa's permission to go home first to clean up and pump breast milk for her children after Rosa returned to Titi's mother's house.
Blowing long breath Rosa after the completion of the tahlilan event and help clear everything. Ayyas and Judah are still faithfully accompanying Rosa until finally Rosa will return home and will be back tomorrow day before the second night event begins.
Titi's mother still choked and hugged Rosa and apologized for her son's attitude, Titi's mother poured out the regret she felt to Rosa.
"Sorry mom, sorry Rizki, sorry we all are Ros, hisk" said Ms Titi in between her sobs.
"Rosa has forgiven mom, I don't cry anymore either" replied Rosa gently.
"You're a good boy, you stupid mother. Mother's grandchildren. Had Rizki been honest with her situation, none of it would have been like this. Maybe Rizki is still doing the treatment that is accompanied by you, maybe Rizki's life will not end like this, hisk hisk hisk" said Bu Titi again and made Rosa take off her arms Titi bu slowly.
"I mean mother?"
