My Complicated Love: Triangle Love + You

S2: For Brian

What I was thinking about right now was about our relationship increasing so sharply in a matter of months. Regardless of my initial principles, or both of us, the commitments made should not entice us to be free above existing norms, fully understanding this is a mere error.

It's so hard to control ourselves, for those of us who didn't know such a deep love in the past, it's the love of two adults, but it's a little childish.

Should I make a decision ...

Bri, be patient .. I just want to get things done before the wedding. Your problem ... My problem .. and Dicky's the black shadow of my past.

Not ready to let go of my career just because of the existence of a third person, we have to establish a good relationship so that Brian will not prevent me from staying in the same workplace with Dicky.

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I asked Brian not to take me to the doctor, but we thought the same positive, it's just a factor of fatigue and stress that has accumulated for so long.

A few hours he visited my house, and there was panic from Mama and Papa to see my weakness, until finally Brian had to face Papa again with all his questions about yesterday. It's not easy, but Brian is good at talking and distracting so covered up all yesterday's events at Villa.

Brian came home to give me some time to rest. I sent a follow-up message a few hours from Brian's return.

Susan [I think ... no problem 'Bri, what do you think? ]

My heart was beating quickly waiting for a reply to a message from him that was only replied a few minutes later.

Brian [Thank you for being honest ]

Susan [Honest ... What does that mean? ]

Brian [Who knows you're a hahaha drama ]

Susan [What's right, why overdo it .. If you say yes, no! I don't understand what you mean ]

Brian [Just making sure you don't consider me a brengs*k guy who sees one big opportunity ]

Susan [When did I consider you brengs*k? ]

Brian [Of course, don't ask me again. I know what I'm doing, anyway .. what a thrill it is to use a half-conscious woman hahaha ]

Susan [So you're aware? ]

Brian [Just a little adrenaline-pumped, but .. I'm fully conscious ].

Susan [Why not say, panic ]

Brian [I still want to take care of you, so take care of yourself ]

Susan [hmm .. I don't know what to say ]

Brian [Don't call me bule ]

Susan [Hahaha .. is that it? I added, thank you dear ]

Brian [You're welcome, rest dear ... ]

Susan [Ok Boss ]

Brian [It's also dear, please ... ]

Susan [Ohaha ... Love you ]

Brian [Love you too]

Where else can I get this patient guy, this proof should be enough for me. Desire is a hard thing to control in a relationship, for a couple like us.

I have to determine my attitude and make decisions. All this time I prevented Brian with various reasons to come forward to propose to me, what if his patience runs out ...

****

I sat back on my bedside, I saw the room lights across the house seem to be on.

'What the creature is .. ' My mind thinks it's the right time to talk to Dicky properly.

I've always been impatient in taking action, but it's been going on since Dicky came back and messed things up.

Our working hours are sometimes not suitable to be able to talk more personally, because of his readiness to be suddenly in the office during unexpected hours. Overtime is the food.

'I think he's got time, but right for me, what if he's suddenly acting like, it's like feeding a hungry lion!' my mind wavers considering Dicky who often acts spontaneously without further ado.

'Sweaters! Sneakers!' my thoughts are all about getting ready to meet Dicky. It was as if he was going to meet a striped-nose man, but this fear came from all the trauma about him.

Sweaters and sneakers are the best choice today to cover pajamas that I have been using since. It's still at 7, and I think it's still safe because there's still a lot of people walking around. At least you can still scream or run away if anything happens. That's my mind so far.

Escape, because Mama who was busy in the kitchen preparing dinner, and Papa who was still cool in front of the TV, I passed undetected. Oh my God .. at my age I still have to play like this cat, ah, no, this is for Brian.

***

I ran a little with my running shoes to the house across, yeah, Dicky's house. The fence was closed but I heard clear music from the upper room of the house.

'He's in the room, how to call him!' for a moment it felt like going back and forth to see this situation, so a little less sure about daring to interrupt his time.

I pressed the bell button on the wall of the fence of his house, repeatedly until almost upset made.

'Sleep this time people!' my mind, indeed from the beginning had hesitated the more I wanted to go back home.

'Five more times without an answer, it's good that I ponder it might be a bad sign' my inner self

I pressed back five times in a row suddenly heard heavy and quick steps heard from the distance. Upper balcony. I looked down with my head covered in hoodie. Until a loud reprimand sounded from someone from the direction of the balcony.

"Woy! who's there! don't push the bell over and over again, bitch!" dicky shouted from the balcony.

I looked up at him, his eyes were round as he looked back at me, then he turned into his room until not a minute later I heard a step approaching from the room downstairs, half-hastily the move approached until it finally went slower.

The fence opened, I met that face again.

"Huufff ... What's with the night?" Dicky sighed while standing in the middle of an open fence and just enough for his size.

"Running aside, I'm not going anywhere, I really want to come here anyway" I replied without hesitation or a trembling voice even though my heart kept beating watching his movements.

"For prank huh?! get your girlfriend's bodyguards out, don't hide!"

"Bodyguard what? I'm alone, after all they're assistants not bodyguards, why? afraid of them? huh!" answer me cynically

"What are you hiding behind a sweater? I have to check" Dicky said coldly.

"A little bit your fingertips touch me, these shoes .. will land right in front of your face! let me show you, you stay there!" I said as I opened the sweater slightly, showing that there was nothing dangerous to hide.

"OK, pajamas. Wanna sleep here? hahaha .. unfortunately I'm not interested in accompanying lonely women, but it's okay if you want" Dicky sneered.

"Oh, thanks. My arrival here is not about asking for mercy, I want to talk about making peace" I replied in a cold manner.

"More than that doesn't matter, you're the one who drove to my house .." replied Dicky with a grin.

"Or I just say my good intentions right now, we're a real war!"

"Wow wow wow wow .. patient Miss, we negotiate a little .. very tense, like watching soap operas yes, hahaha"

"No need to make pleasantries, we're talking in the air, the night is getting. .. I need a break!"

"Inside!" the door firmly.

"Teras!" my reply.

"This is my home, whoever my guest is in, not in the air!" Dicky started raising his voice.

"I don't want to risk both at home with someone who is hard to believe" I said flatly

"Choose, if this peace request we fail, how? yes or no?!"

"It looks like you're ready to return to receive a summons from the authorities" I challenged.

"Did I ever look scared??" said relaxed.

I squinted my eyes and looked at him intently, I really know who Dicky is, he's never afraid of being challenged. Once I feel defeated, if this isn't all about me and Brian, it might be better for me to drop my intentions rather than take a big risk like this.

"okay! doors open, fences don't close, deal?" I firmly while giving a little bold attitude to challenge him.

"Yes ... whatever, so be ready to run?"

"Don't ask too many questions!" resolutely

"Lake in!" quickly answer.

Dicky walks in first, he's like he's grabbing his phone and like fiddling with something, I can't see what he's doing to his phone, this should not be anything else he was planning.

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