My Complicated Love: Triangle Love + You

My Complicated Love: Triangle Love + You
S2: Uniting feelings



...'Anyhow .. I insist on keeping my career here'...


Brian picked up Susan this afternoon, there's a lot they have to talk about to make the decision even more. Both insist on maintaining principles that are impossible to harmonize. Between feeling and logic.


Career was paramount to Susan in a work environment that was already very comfortable for her. Except, a little nuisance from a Dicky. Brian only wants peace for the two of them, without being overshadowed by people from the past who could have ruined their marriage.


"We both know, how Dicky tries to make us check every time, less patient what I've been all this time, Dear ..," said Brian as he sliced a small piece of steak in front of him.


"My only reason is career, Bri .., nothing else. A little bit, love me trust facing this alone. Actually, I see you don't believe that I can be an adult, I'm not your student anymore ..," Susan said, trying to convince Brian.


"I'm sorry I was rough with you" Brian put the small knife he held on his plate, then grabbed Susan's hand, which still held a straw from the juice cup in front of him. "You don't think I'm serious, do you?" Brian rubbed his thumb gently on the back of Susan's hand, as if expecting pity from Susan's ready attitude of all possibilities.


"I've memorized that kind of volatile mood of yours, Bri ..., memorized it" Susan said.


"Yay— , I know ...," Brian lowered his voice, trying to budge on his misstatement some time ago in a message.


"I'm worried I know!" susan murmured, "one week before our wedding is still like this. Are our feelings that small to the annoyance of a Dicky kind of person are you worried? li—hat me!" firmly Susan.


Brian looked at Susan with a serious face, a moment later he let out a deep sigh of restraint to reply to Susan's words. He then lowered his gaze to resume his dinner, taking off his hand on Susan.


"For a man who once abused his own best friend, he doesn't deserve trust. But unfortunately, my own future wife is very protective of that person" said Brian, who satirized Susan's past .


"We should try, Bri .., not be protective. Everyone still had a chance to change," Susan leaned slightly toward Brian, trying to steal Brian's gaze to look back at him. "Believe— is like me, Dicky won't be that bad. He's the one who hates and opposes infidelity the most, do you think he'll dare to bother people's wives?"


Brian rolled his eyes at Susan, only this time he heard something unknown about Dicky.


"Is that?" ask Brian briefly.


"I still have a family that will support us fully, they are very familiar with the Dicky family. I'm pas-ti-kan! No one's gonna take it if Dicky fucks up. All he did all this time was because of love and the failure of our relationship in the past. But I'm sure ... Dicky was the most understanding person about marriage," Susan sighed softly while Brian was still listening and waiting for Susan's next words. "When he divorced me, he thought I was having an affair with Eli. You know about that, right?" Susan raised her eyebrows while looking at Brian. Brian replied to her with a small nod without returning Susan's gaze. "Although it was not a real marriage ...," Susan immediately lowered her voice, as if remembering the bitter times of the day.


Brian looked at Susan with pity. It was at this moment that he saw firsthand his lover who seemed tired of holding back feelings, on top of the problems of his life.


In the end Brian again thought, it is very unfair to make Susan was under pressure at the same time, for his attitude to curb. While Brian is a helper for Susan, in the past when he was still one of his students, and now, as his own lover.


Everything is so much different. As Susan now finds another happiness with Brian, as a result of the sacrifice of her former feelings and self-esteem. The struggle to escape trauma.


As a more mature man, Brian no longer needs to impose his will if one last step they can go through. That is, a marriage.


"Okay, everything I believe in you. But remember one thing, say whatever it has to do with him. Don't hide any of your plans, or just once he tries again to interfere. Because it is a sign that he dares to do something limited to reasonableness, and at that time I will not stay silent," murmured Brian.


Dinner wrapped in a romantic atmosphere at a rooftop restaurant at that time, has revealed many things. Susan and Dicky's past that Brian didn't know all along.


Susan wants to change Brian's bad views on Dicky, who deliberately makes the problem solely revenge for their past.


Misconceptions should be cleared up immediately, Susan does not want to live all-round in fear from third parties.


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The car was pulled over on the front side of Susan's house. Both of them had been silent for a long time on the way home, still struggling to think about Susan's past story.


Stopping the vehicle, Brian tilted to hug Susan from his seat. Susan allowed herself to return the embrace of the man who in the near future would be her husband.


"It's quiet?" whispered Susan.


Brian rubbed Susan's back in his arms.


"Hm. Yes," Brian answered briefly in disarray, as if still carried away by the mind and not fully focused on Susan's words, "beautiful dream, Dear ..," he continued.


"Is there anything that's still stuck?" added Susan.


Brian released himself from the embrace, but swiftly before Brian returned to his sitting position, Susan cupped Brian's cheeks.


"I know it won't be easy to get you to give up that kind of trust. But I know, you must be wiser to respond to all our problems. Come ... You used to be my counselor, my lecturer, that time just failed to think logically," said Susan softly with a seducing tone. Susan developed a small smile with an eye gaze that tried to convince her lover. Brian seemed to realize his position now, that Susan needed full trust from him, who was much older than Susan.


"Okay," whispered Brian as he returned a smile.


Now his eyes fell on his lover's lips, as did Susan who began to feel warmth and relief so deeply, finding Brian's expression more calm and sincere than before.


The atmosphere in the car cabin at that time was quiet, only a smooth breath and whisper of the two who replied to each other ...


"I love you ..," said Brian in a very subtle whisper.


"Love you so much, too ...," replied Susan, in a whisper that grew closer as the tip of her nose began to touch.


Until now, the face that is getting closer makes the lips of both touch.


The deep sincerity was now revealed by the two through a warm and smooth, emotionless kiss. Exploration without excessive desire, which is difficult to express when both feel relief, not merely the temptation of air *****.


The longing for peace in their moments is not disturbed by any thoughts, other than the two of them. Giving a sense of warmth now spread deep into the hearts of both, to forget all the contradictions due to the third person. Give each other complete trust, for the sake of affection and love that has always been wrapped up by suspicion and doubt.



****


Susan walked slowly to her house. A moment ago waved at the luxurious black car of his lover who drove slowly then slowly quickly left the location.


Her lips were still developing a smile, stepping slowly due to the feeling that felt different this time. Susan continued to gently rub her own lips with her thumb, while occasionally smiling happily and loosely.


Just as she was about to step inside, Susan realized that the main door of her house was wide open. Susan stopped her steps in the doorway, and was stunned when she raised her face again, looked at the figure of the man sitting, and looked back at him from the direction of the guest chair.


"Assalamualaikum," said Susan slowly.


"Vaalaikumsalam. San, just arrived? ... Where's brian?"


A man returned his greetings with a smile that was familiar to him all this time.


"E-eh, come home from earlier, we have dinner first. ... What time are you here?" susan said in a slow and nervous tone.


"For an hour, I picked up my mother at the airport, I brought her here immediately" replied the man calmly.


"You ..., uh, that means ... Mama Inka's here? where is he now?" asked Susan.


"Yeah, talk to your mom Papa again. Sit dong— , I want to talk to you,"


Susan followed the man's words, slowly sitting in the guest chair and still lowering the volume of her voice which was almost half whispered.


"Why do you have to come here at night?" Susan glanced at the black watch on her right arm, "it's 9 o'clock, tomorrow there's still time, your mom's kasian. What the hell is it?" scowl Susan in a flat tone.


"You proposed to you,"


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