My Complicated Love: Triangle Love + You

Exhausted

‘Eli seems not to understand what I feel, not merely the needs of human desire, but a true protective figure is what I hope.’

‘although you are currently the only man I love, but your current failure is able to destroy my desire to be with you again.’

Early in the day Eli could not control himself anymore, Susan's hand clasped hard Bed linen resisted Eli's current treatment of him.

Eli, who now began to roll his touch to another area, almost pulled the only rope from the cover of one of the woman's body parts, immediately stopped as Susan tried to force her to control herself again to regain consciousness.

‘I DON'T WANT THIS!!’ Susan's mind was trying to strengthen itself to awaken Eli from his current caliphate.

“STOP IT!!” Scream Susan with the voice she could.

BUKKK

One blow to Eli's face from the hands of Susan who rose up against him with maximum strength left, Eli suddenly stopped, astonished at the face of Susan who was slowly trying to open her heavy eyes and her faint gaze.

Now Eli's face was reddened and filled with sweat, instantly like water coming down from a glass plate, Eli's face seemed to freeze, aware of his selfishness at that time.

Eli turned to his back to Susan, who was silent looking at him with a disappointed face in tears, he quickly pulled a blanket to cover the body of his lover who was still in a makeshift state earlier.

“I’m sorry ... “ Eli whispered softly looking down while holding his head with both hands.

“I’m sorry ... Hhh .. ,**** !” added Eli repeated his words again, his voice began to sound clearer coupled with a sigh of anger at him at that time.

He beat his head with both hands, then got up and leaned against the wall of the room while looking at Susan incessantly crying without the force of sound

DUG DUUGG!

Eli beat the wall and banged his own forehead repeatedly.

“I’m sorry ... !! oh.. sorry!! “ exclaimed Eli loudly, only that repeated word that he was able to take out at this moment represented his greatest regret to the person he loved at this moment.

“I became just like those Men who tried to use you .. forgive me.. “ Eli shivered with a trembling voice and his body now sitting on the floor hugging his knees.

“I'm sorry ... has made you forget yourself ... so .. while this ... hold yourself.. to see me again” shriek Susan, force a talk. Susan squeezed the bed sheet and pressed him to help him get up to sit.” Hhhh .. eeegghh!”

Eli was stunned to see Susan who tried to get up from her sleeping position earlier, Eli quickly woke up and held Susan's body which was still staggered and then fell back to bed.

Susan felt nausea so strong, unbearable that vomit of water came out of her mouth.

“Uuueekkk ... Hhh .. uuhukk”

Eli tried to spontaneously rub Susan's back and soon Susan shook him back.

“Please let me ... “

“Dont—touch!! ueekkkk .. “ regurgitates clear liquid from inside his stomach.

Eli immediately took a towel to help clean the vomit marks, he did not care about the claps of Susan's hands anymore, Eli forced to pull the blanket that had been hit by the vomit earlier and cleaned Susan's body with a towel, so he could not take care of her, quickly put on her shirt.

“Care with your anger ... You should immediately wear this outfit!”

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The POV Susan

In a long time we both just fell silent with each other's thoughts, Eli again sat on the carpet beside the bed, he did not dare to look at me at all, only a sobbing sound that I was able to let out unintentionally was Eli who was seen occasionally wiping the water at the end of his eyes without making a sound.

‘Currently I think he is waiting for my response to start talking, he is afraid to hurt me again .. oh Eli ... ‘ Inner Susan regrets the deeds of her former lover.

Eli hugged his knee and saw a sign that provoked a view that is now getting clearer and better.

‘He hurt’ My inner voice whispered, glancing without daring to move my head to see the man who was down next to me was injured long in the arm.

If only the situation was not painful like this, maybe I had panicked over what Eli was experiencing, whether what kind of cold feelings arise so as not to forgive my ex-lover at all.

‘All men are the same to me, you who I know are polite and warm are not able to control your own desires, what if I was another woman, would you not be able to use also’. My mind, which is full of prejudice.

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‘What I did was all because it was you, not another woman that meant nothing to me’ Inner Eli, as if connected to the feeling that emanated from Susan's cold attitude towards her.

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That morning, Susan, who had returned to feeling better and was able to walk, tried to sneak in through the side door, but was still locked because the occupants were not yet ready to do the activity.

‘If until Brother Edo meets me outside, I will say that I was exercising since dawn, yes.

Actually Susan was able to return to her room by climbing again through the balcony, but her current condition is not possible. Susan waited outside the house sitting on the porch chair while trying to see the notification on her phone ....

‘Luckily Dicky didn't follow me too to the Club, my phone was active from last night!’ Susan's mind, checking some messages.

Susan was surprised by the BEM group whose notifications reached hundreds, and several messages from campus friends that seemed urgent.

Stalling a row of messages from the beginning looking for what makes the notification so full suddenly.

* To all BEMF members who registered and attended the last meeting informed to be able to gather tomorrow morning at 10.00 in the secret related to the event of the group music event ‘Kera Putih’ which was brought forward suddenly from the upper EO some obstacles. Sorry to interrupt your friends' night.

Susan read carefully the chatter from last night.

‘Aduh, this Band schedule is exchanged for time with another Band! it should be this week!’ Susan monologue.

feeling half-confident about his current condition that was still a bit limp. He re-read the personal messages of some of his college friends.

* San, look for the same ‘bete’(deputy chairman of BEMF), read group! (Urip)

Another message again

* Tomorrow don't miss San, tomorrow the band is performing, so it's the team's turn from Psychology that becomes LO! this is sudden! (Chinese)

* Susan, tomorrow is a meeting, please read the details. Sorry for asking for help, partner. (Andre-bee)

‘Dead me’

Susan prepared herself with a very desperate time at that time, took a little 1-2 hours to just sleep, install the Alarm right near her ear in the room.

That morning his way to sneak in was successful, Edo was fortunately not suddenly entered Susan's room as usual, the anticipation was good last night, he did not forget to lock the room door, because he escaped through the balcony.

At 9 The alarm rang, Susan woke up and staggered, her body shivering a little cold from the too short rest that morning, but he forced himself to immediately prepare to clean himself up to go to campus.

‘I felt like a nightmare in one night, so many events that I can not forget, Eli did not seem to dare to refute my anger, he did not dare to approach me when I prevented following me to the house this morning.’

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Campus

The campus this morning frenzied with student activities and some heavy equipment brought into the campus location for a stage set event.Truely the band will perform tonight.

‘Maybe I have to use my contact lens again to make it look fresh until tonight.’ Unaware of his slightly pale face that morning held back a great deal of fatigue.

The Team Building meeting reopened and each member agreed to be part of the Security Teams for the Band Artists who will perform tonight.

Walkie Talkie prepared for each of us, the shirt sponsor of one of the cigarette companies will be distributed suddenly this afternoon. when he found a shirt that was twice the size of his body Susan had to wear a double on the outside of the hoodie she wears today. His favorite blue hoodie fits perfectly with the blue cigarette sponsor's logo. Blue softlens are also attached now in her eyeballs, so Susan can feel more refreshed in her rather minus vision that time.

Several cars entered accompanied by sirens of security vehicles into the campus area, The Booming Band ‘Kera Putih’ began to enter the area and the LO team prepared to make security in the main building A to prevent fans from crowding.

“Tim LO ready! the male forms lined rows for guardrails and ... Susan, Nurul, Ade, help direct the artist to the next room! it's ready there, if there's anything HT ready all yes! no one missed!” firmly, the Vice Chairman of BEM gave a briefing.

As the band enters the area, Susan and a few friends prepare to stand in the front, like a keeper who wants to keep the ball in the goal, the band members enter, His vocalists named Sonny and Guntur the keyboardist, and others entered and were led to the prepared space, as they passed through the seclusion room Kak Brian came out carrying some files. sprightly when Susan saw the figure whose height was most prominent among humans there greeted while walking past her.

“Sister Brian! How are you!” shriek Susan, in the echoes of building A, smilingly waving her hands as she walked swiftly herding in the artist.

Brian turned to him but did not show any expression, like back to the beginning, this person is like a different location nature.keep his image Naudzubillah.

A small smile at the end of Brian's lips appeared as he walked back to Susan who had entered the room.

In the room, Susan sat down while drinking mineral water in her hands, looking at the artists who were talking to each other, sweat appeared and a little feeling wrapped around her stomach.

it flashed in his mind .. stunned for a moment ...

I almost forgot ...

When was the last time I menstruated ...

Didn't this count for almost a month ...

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