
I tried to hold myself back so that everything went smoothly, fine. After all Dicky was someone I had loved and waited for a few years before my heart was filled completely with Bri.
It's good to start adapting to Dicky's sometimes excessive attitude, we were once friendly, very close. Positively, maybe he is trying to restore the forgotten atmosphere, first, when we have not changed the taste into love.
Back to the IT room with a cup of coffee I made myself in the pantry. Let's say this is the beginning of peace.
I saw Dicky sitting in front of his computer again, staring at the monitor carefully. His brown eyeballs twitched focused on something he was staring at, his expression serious, in a tired look behind his thin black-framed glasses.
...'If only the situation was not like this, whether as a friend or lover, maybe I would approach him and massage his head to relax more this time' my mind....
Watching him from a distance.
"Don't just sit at the door, cool looking at the handsome guy again working huh?" dicky said without throwing his eyes off the screen.
I nodded, forgetting. Still standing is not giving coffee order that.
"Ge-er" I said, hoping he didn't notice my thoughts, "yes, Mr. Dicky!" I said while putting a coffee cup on the desk next to his computer.
"Makasiiih .. , well that's dong. This is how an old wife looks beautiful"
"Old wife?! mata—mu!" I said in a high tone.
"Eeeh .. shhhh. Don't be so loud by the way, it's a forest! Ivan will hear"
"Eat it, it's good to call people!"
"That's just getting angry. But I opened the file, find the date you want to see, just skip or type the clock you want to see"
"Yes, yes it's there. I'd like to borrow your phone line to contact Mr. Agung at the service"
"Yes, sit down!"
"Yes, wake up!"
"Oh, I thought I'd be on my lap"
"Hmmmh .. " I took the marker and tapped it on Dicky's head.
TUKKS
"Aw!"
"Otakkk—mu it's what it is!" snapped
'Peace canceled!' I said in my heart.
"Hahaha .. yes if you don't want to, it's okay, I don't mean, if you want me to express myself" said Dicky as he spread his hands and smiled broadly.
"Sick of your soul!" bentakku slowly.
"I once was a person, as if I had only known him yesterday" Dicky muttered softly as he got up from his seat.
I sat in his chair and tried to contact the service along with one of the security to come to the IT room.
Dicky was sipping coffee while leaning against the wall behind me, watching me tinker with his computer.
When I wrongly pressed the open file button on the bottom tab. Dicky snatched the mouse I was holding.
"Eh no!"
"Oh, I want to see the previous file!" I looked at Dicky, and he looked back at me.
"Ja—ngan!"
For a few seconds we looked at each other. I'm trying to realize that rather than my heart it feels like I want to get out of this situation.
"Hand heh, hand. Don't hold onto .. "I said as I glanced at his hand above mine.
Dicky took off my hand that was still holding the mouse.
"Wake up, let me! danger if you hold it. Don't know computers want to mess with people's files" Dicky said a little upset.
"If there is no big secret to fear also times" I said as I got up from the chair. Alternately sitting.
"What secret? if the system gets in trouble because of your hands, who wants responsibility? I'll be the one, too, you know"
"Once you have to take responsibility, obviously I'm with you ." I quipped as I walked away from Dicky.
"You know I'm not running from responsibility. Instead do you dare to take responsibility for the lives you once lost? you ready to change if I ask?" Dicky replied in a cold tone.
I was struck by Dicky's words. I got so angry that he came back at a fast pace.
"I'm tired of explaining to you, arguing with you is like filling the water in a pail, not going in your brain!"
"It should be me, not you!"
"Loh, you think I never feel lost huh, and accuse me of deliberate? I'm a victim here too!"
"Only you know what your intentions are "
"Enough 'Dic! I don't know how far Eli brainwashed you into this"
"Rubber, this is what I am now. So, hows? my heart has not calmed down yet, one day I will claim my right"
"Yes, I will also ask this case to be reopened" I turned threatening.
"Well wow .. proud to have a 'strong' boyfriend, now if anything reports here and there, well done Sue .." Dicky teased while clapping softly.
"I'm sorry, my boyfriend isn't a show-off guy like you ... "
Then Mas Ivan emerged from the dugout behind him.
"No strong man, I'm in the room for a moment yes, let me know that Mr. Great and Security have come here" I replied slowly because I was tired of arguing.
"Oh, misheard me, report the strong man hahaha"
"Medicine strong!" knock Dicky while walking out.
"Eh, where's Rick going?"
"Seventh floor, get some fresh air" said Dicky who walked away from Mas Ivan, followed by me behind Dicky who was planning to return to my room again.
"If you want to jump from a height, remember 'Dic, your sins are many" I said, walking away from him in a different direction.
"Just like the woman who cheated on her husband, what less is his sin .. "reply Dicky with a flat and indifferent tone.
'He always had an answer, but people like him are always checkmate with Brian's words, a little talk but hit the mark immediately'
The status of both of us is not clear, the folly of the past makes us believe that marriage is SAH, which in fact is not.
Now I've started to learn a lot about marriage laws, because of some of the conditions I had to apply to Brian above all the differences.
Although I have not yet made a decision as to my readiness to marry Brian, we both know the direction of our next relationship.
***
At around nine in the morning we were reunited in the IT room, service coordinators, security and other IT teams who were back in attendance to replace Dicky and Mas Ivan who stood by overnight.
Dicky still looks relaxed among us who are observing the results of CCTV footage, he seems to occasionally close his eyes cover fatigue in one of the chairs that is a little far from his computer desk.
The problem of theft in the handling process, because the Agent who is a suspect is not proven guilty.
Additional evidence was found of one of the other Agents who became a new suspect in this case, namely one of the senior Agents who had stumbled on a case of kleptomania, but the problem has long been resolved and is now open again.
...'It's an additional task for me, to analyze a person's personality disorder along with my responsibilities as an HRD team in contributing to decision making later'...
In less than an hour, we were all monitoring and discussing each other slowly. Suddenly someone came, and quite surprisingly Dicky was fast asleep in the chair earlier.
"Excuse me, wah .. so many rooms here yes, can not enter?"
"Oh, hi. .. You're here 'Va? tumben what wind?" I said while smiling a little bit.
Eva, come finally the woman.
"Eh Ma'am Susan here ..., no. was not .. Mr. Anton asked me to bring additional material in the class Ma'am Haya, what else is the rame-rame?" while approaching me and female-style chips.
"Bias, there's a problem"
"Ooh, that's it, hehe" he glanced at Dicky and approached him slowly.
Dicky, who was asleep, was shocked to the point of almost falling out of the chair.
"DOR!!"
"Jeez, huffff .. I guess who! uh, you ... " Dicky sighed in surprise at the sudden arrival of his girlfriend.
"Haiiii, are you tired of staying up late? Baby, is breakfast?"
"Eh, already. Soon I was going home" His eyes glanced at me who was holding back a strong laugh from the words I heard just now.
'What?? Baby?? since when Dicky wants to be called that'
I who was holding back laughter finally teased the new couple.
"Waaaah, so sweet yes Mas Erick, early in the morning has been visited by beautiful women. Called Baby againiii .. uwu really you guys ... "
Dicky's eyes rolled in annoyance at me, because we both knew Dicky didn't like the call the most.
"Ih, Sister Susan. Shame ... hehehe" as his hand banged on Dicky's arm.
'Die you Dicky! Hahaha' muttered in my heart, which without me understanding why it felt like my chest was being hit by a hard object at this moment.
I opened my eyes, then threw away my gaze with a laugh that almost came out of my closed mouth. Dicky squinted his eyes at me.
"Mbak Susan, we will process this Agent first, because this is not a new case anymore. I'm giving a report back to the service manager. Please in support yes Ma'am, this is a mental affair because, do it again him .. ckck ... "
"Well Mr. Agung, communicate with me the time. Let the decision taken really mature for the good of Agent and Company, then I can stay sir, recording if you want to share to the service section mumpung no Mas Erick can Pak"
A little pleasantry before I left the room, my still-restrained laughter made my face flushed until my eyes were watering. As I sat down I noticed this mixed feeling.
'Why my laughter is accompanied by a feeling of the heart that seems squeezed like this'
I put my face on my desk. Unconscious for almost half an hour I was pensive with various thoughts.
Until then, someone patted my back.
A glass of cold coffee cup was placed next to my arm that was on the table.
"Now, let your heart be cold .. Don't be secretly tormented, I know you can't see it, as well as I saw you with your lover"
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Seriate
...Done, even though I intermittent nulis I try to continue yes friends.this can only be uploaded because the signal is back ambyar....
...Sorry not to trace to your stall, maybe tomorrow Thor will try to go back and forth to read and trace your writing....