My Complicated Love: Triangle Love + You

Just Me

A little conversation with Brian. Actually he was a little rushed to catch a flight that afternoon, it turns out Adam was desperate to contact him who was ready to be in the parking lot and quickly returned to the room after our last meeting, thanks Adam ... your intentions are good as well even though I'm a bit of a miss. Huh!

Perhaps too naive or careless to always fall into the same stupidity, rash attitude often appears without control.

It has been three times like this, maybe a little correction and self-improvement can help in the future.

This is a lesson ...

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Without feeling the time goes faster, the burden of the heart slowly fades with the departure of Brian and Dicky's brother who is without news. Although it is also good that they leave, at least think not to rely on anyone's protection so something that strengthens the weak personality packed a disputing attitude.

It is enough to tie a sense in the process of a relationship, but ... married directly without going through a courtship period is much better, but somehow with whom and how.

Now that Eli was left to fill the days, he was a different person with a character who was a little talkative, but quite entertaining when we were together to just walk the two wash their eyes, I'll make sure Eli doesn't bother with wanting more to love.

So many times he tried to forgive himself for the lies of fact that the marriage was destroyed in vain. Let all be silenced ..for we live a friendship, in lieu of past mistakes before all this is revealed.

Almost a year running, never once contact Adam to ask news of his brother Brian in his place of origin. Not much info he conveyed, it seems Adam also wanted to cover the situation. I don't know what the purpose is a lot of secrets but I'm always dissatisfied with every answer, in the end I closed slowly curiosity about the development of Brian's brother.

Dicky, how are you darling .. I see that you are no longer the one who appears to be standing in front of your balcony, it seems that one young family has now occupied a house that is rented secretly, who rules everything and doesn't know where to look, no information. If I had told you about the case that was canceled maybe things would be easier and could have improved the relationship with Dicky, somehow the law of the divorced woman returned to refer to her husband, her husband, whether it has to go through certain stages in order to be repaired but there seems to be no hope anymore.

Well .. focus for the sake of my life and career, enough tears flooded the previous nights, like Brian's message in his little letter at that time ...

...Susan My Missorry, sorry if I have pinned a strange call to you all this time, just strengthen my memory of your unique personality and attract me to know about you even more. ...

...Thank you for sharing your grievances that have made me realize that obsession in life and anxiety about many things, especially women, are no longer a nightmare that has haunted me for many years....

...My wrong attitude with taking any action has kept you away from your loved ones, may you succeed to be with him again, ...

...walau ... answer yourself .. make it a hahaha observation...

...Last message from me, don't forget to get up and take good care of yourself, if one day you feel falling back make sure that you have been a savior for a Brian Adney William who has found his identity and solutions from the restraints of his life so far. ...

...Thank you Missorry .. I will always remember you .. I hope we can meet again in the same status in different circumstances ......

Brother Brian .. You are the encouragement of my life

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Perfect!

In the fifth year of my struggle in education, I graduated with satisfactory grades! it is not as short as it should be, but this is hard work after all the events that happened in the first years.

I lived it well enough without thinking about the problems of romantic relationships with anyone, bracing myself from the temptations of some new men who had filled the time and hope of new love, this determination is strong ... keep this feeling closed temporarily until the right time without certainty.

In this company is quite good apparently my performance in the eyes of superiors until in the first three months of work my position rose as a corporate admin at a foreign language education company. Learning to communicate professionally with the manager of the company where I worked at that time was enough to increase the potential to advance to the next career level.

What about the S2 scholarship offer Brian gave? seems to be delayed for a while, self-conscious do not deserve to be over-treated like a person who meritorious, no other than a Susan who used to make mistakes because it always follows logic.

Running two years in the job, also tried a new opportunity, a tempting offer on the position of Admin General Manager I submitted to a telecommunications company. Released from five candidates. So lucky!.

Perhaps because the previous experience was quite good while working directly under the Manager's authority for two times, they strongly considered my ability in this regard.

However, one week running I say backwards because it does not respond, working on money matters, meeting schedules, and all the needs of superiors are fairly solid, it is not this that is sought ... it's not the passion that plays here.

Some of the Managers who had been introduced to me encouraged to stay in the position now, but I chose to continue to look for other opportunities that can exert motivational abilities for the development of others, but I chose to continue to look for other opportunities that can exert motivational abilities for the development of others, because every human being must have been in the same position when he fell and needed help to get up.

In the same company I finally got the info for positions that are not equal, as well as different divisions, as if to move but this is the way to feel more useful for many people.

Forward again! for another opportunity. This time as HR Trainer. With minimal ability to present I showed a HR Manager in my own style when introducing myself.

The silent room contains four people, the Coordinator and the Mother HR Manager who focus on paying attention to the appearance of two new candidates as HR Trainers who will be the main PIC in the telecommunications company.

The laptop is placed on the table, along with a slide in the reflection of the infocus I present about the standard knowledge of motivation.

“Happy afternoon everyone, introduce my name Susan Adriana, you can call me Susan, in the next few hours we will discuss the importance of forming a positive mindset, in order to motivate good performance, hone your skills and knowledge in the company, to be able to increase customer confidence in the field of telecommunications services.”

And so on a series of sentences flowed soberly, in accordance with a handful of knowledge that I got but it seems that these two presentation testers prefer the character side of the material bearer.

A little walk that is relaxed and elegant, authoritative and spreads a smile and does not loose eye contact to ensure that everything said can really be conveyed subtly and seep into the brain.

Yup! I managed to attract the attention of HRD's Mother Manager.

The next candidate is my college best friend, Haya. When I decided to resign from the previous position, I considered contacting him and offered a second vacant position in that field, five other candidates turned out to be eliminated from the charm of our presentation both, and the other candidates were, somehow the story was just that this was unexpected luck, Haya and I succeeded as partners!

So happy when everything feels smooth, especially when following a series of trainers certification training to be strong and officially our potential to be trusted to bring soft skills material for employees.

One month, two months, three months running until now it has been more than six months I have been living and enjoying a profession like this. This routine further hones my ability and confidence to perform in front of dozens of new employees every day.

As always prepare a laptop, some stationery, chocolate and candy as a gimmick, and of course one mandatory requirement is to look good, remove the image of a tomboy without cosmetics last time, now I learned a lot to be able to decorate myself to be a good role model.

...‘The most basic thing for people to give confidence is appearance, next is the ability’...

That's our Manager's message.

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