My Complicated Love: Triangle Love + You

Trapped

Until we were in a place where he hid himself from everyone, Dicky would not go far but He always had a special place to escape from all his problems.

"Come in ... ." Dicky opened the door to his best friend Agus's room, which was still in the campus, was attending lectures and also practicums until the afternoon.

I looked towards the room of the boarding house measuring 4x6 meters, quite habitable and looks in good condition, clean also for a male boarding room, it's just ... the pungent smell of tobacco attached to the wall cannot deny the activities of its residents who are free to smoke in the room.

"Oh sorry, you definitely don't like it!." Dicky took out a bottle of room fragrance and sprayed it many times to make me feel more comfortable.

"So ... You've been here all along, Dic? why didn't you ever tell us? Sister Dheta .. "had not had time for me to finish the words, Dicky touched my lips with his index finger to stop me from continuing the words.

"Have a word later, look what I got on the laptop!." Dicky remains in focus by moving the cursor on his laptop, opening several types of files stored specifically in a folder.

Dicky and I sat down next to each other facing the laptop, and what was in front of me was very disappointing, it was clear I saw some pictures of Eli in the clubs with many women enjoying the music on his left and right, eli was standing among the women in front of the turntable.

'But indeed the risk of such a DJ, it is not possible if the surrounding uses negligee' My heart defends.

Positive thoughts try to come in but do not strengthen my heart that collides with jealousy, until in such a state do not realize there are people who are watching and staring deeply right next to me now.

"I don't want to look anymore, you force it once, get rid of it all the way!" I glanced at the laptop while pushing it smooth with my fingertips.

"Alright, I think this explains enough how your new lover is, right?.”

Dicky closed his laptop and looked back at me sharply as if implying a hidden intent in his mind.

"I do not .. no. . “ I turned dumbstruck to see his gaze on me so hard to say and repeat my own words. "what do you see?! ... you're glad to see me disappointed like this?" I almost gulped in my heartbeat right now.

"No, I don't like to see you disappointed, especially with people you didn't know before, so you believe me. Does he have a lot of secrets?" dicky said with a little meaningful grin.

"But it can't be like this, Dic! I have to ask him for an explanation about all this, if it's not a bad thing then I should know, ’kan?" My eyes were busy looking the other way avoiding Dicky's intense gaze with all my gestures.

"So don't get touched by it! don't lose money with the wrong people anymore .. Too much you waste time with those who are not sincere to you" Dicky said in a subtly persuasive tone.

"You know about sincerity, you're always changing girlfriends, right? don't hunt me down this time, Dic! I'm still sure Eli is different from the others" I assured Dicky.

"Dear you, they are just good-looking capital not worthy of your love, try to notice which people are more sincere to you" Dicky said.

Dicky began to move his finger towards the hair on the side of my ear inserting a short strand of hair behind the ear. Dicky shifted forward even closer and leaned his body slightly towards me, his eyes now staring down at my lips.

"Dic, A—apa this .. "I said nervously.

"What are you worried about, we've been together for seven years, Susan realized .. haven't you believed me all this time?" persuade Dicky smooth.

"Dicky .. don't talk strangely, seriously .. I'm afraid to see you like this" I started to panic at his words this time because now his face is more clearly visible in my view.

"Nobody ..we keep a secret ... " Dicky whispered softly.

DEG

My heart was beating fast and my body felt frozen to hear the words and movements that were in harmony with the danger marks on my negative thoughts at that time.

"Dic, don't be silly .. This dress of yours isn't funny at all!" I tried to be firm with a trembling tone.

"I'm not kidding ... "

At first glance I saw Dicky biting a little under his lips, his gaze now like watching my entire panicked expression, but he looked calm with a grinning smile.

“What does all this mean! did you deliberately lure me here for another reason!!”

“Already silent! you can't always talk!” Dicky slammed the bedroom door with one hand shut hard.

I met a bad feeling and immediately ran towards the door, but Dicky swiftly caught my body from behind.

“You don't know how much I missed you since yesterday?” Dicky whispered softly into my ears, hugged tightly with one of his hands and shut my mouth to stop talking.

My body trembled in tears in fear of what happened next, unable to break away with a body size that was not comparable to the person hugging my current body.

“If you had spared even a little of your attention on me it probably wouldn't have come this far, would it?” he gave me a slow dye to my hair and my voice was held in a shrill-sounding embrace in need of help.

“Listen! the more you try to rebel, the more your energy will run out, no need to be hysterical! you're getting me pushed around like this!”

“I beg ... we can speak carefully” my voice that is closed hands trying to negotiate

“Don't reason just so I can let go, what's all right?? Huh uh?? wasn't I good enough for you all along? have you ever considered me to be special to you? never!.” Dicky let go of his embrace letting me escape taking refuge from a threatening situation.

“You think ... What should I do now? I was forced to be ... ??” Dicky sneered cunningly.

“Forced what! get away from me fucking guy! or you will suffer the consequences later”

“Hahaha .. please, after all I have felt the destruction of my feelings since you slowly ignored me for the man named Eli!” dicky sternly looked at me with anger.

I tried my hardest to hold my limp body in the face of the precarious situation at that time, trying to put on a standby position like I learned in the world of karate.

“Wah, you try to defend yourself with that movement, just once you throw you can be unconscious know hahaha, I promise I will take responsibility for everything, believe me .. I just don't want to lose you!.” Dicky was moving forward and cornered me into a corner of the room.

‘How could he have acted so far, the Dicky I know is not a bejad’ man

With maximum courage, I was only able to perform one of the most mainstream martial acts that was kicking a vital area.

I grabbed his head then turned to the back trying to drop from behind his back, but apparently my movements were less effective with a body that was not comparable to mine. It's possible that if you're not panicking and shaking like I used to do during practice it'll all work out.

Dicky grinned a little for a moment but was still able to smile cunningly seeing the failure of my attempt to hurt him.

“What do you want San ... to exert all your karate skills?! you haven't even practiced for a long time since resigning, have you? “

How did he know about it, I thought quickly to hear his words.

“Avonage yes I know everything?” he said in a mocking tone over all my ignorance of him.

“It's all none of your business men Bi*dab!” I said rudely.

“Quite, I'm tired of toying” He ruffled his waist while rubbing his head. Noticing me who is still standing trying to survive in the standby position “You make me more and more have no choice” his smile back dim to look annoyed.

Dicky slapped me until my body bounced off the carpet.

He quickly imprisoned both hands and ambushed me who had fallen in an unfavorable position.

“I should have let you choose, in fact I myself am tormented to see you happy over the destruction of my feelings, although I cannot bear to see you like this, I have no other choice so that you do not leave me again!”

Dicky kissed with great impatience, as if he had a chance he would not waste.

Sweats and tears continued to flow through my face at that time because it was unable to make a revolt when the body was exposed by people who were much bigger than me.

Slowly his exploration further and further .. until reckless to make my clothes now rolled up to tie my hands, out of nowhere he learned it but apparently instinct has spoken.

“I promise not to hurt you .. I will make you comfortable with what I will do later” whispered subtly. “Should I ask you to also call me Dear so that you stop rebelling?”

I was surprised to hear his words at that time, how much he knew and monitored everything like a psychopath.

Dicky started his activities again, until finally there was no object that was able to cover the physical condition of both of us.

Ego and emotions that have been held in the heart are channeled perfectly for him. Completely forgotten about the sense of pity and norms that have been embedded in his person so far, until I am now unable to maintain purity again. Those moments are getting out of control until he is able to endure repeating them many times.

“DONE” said in an instant when he felt he had completed his bad goal. Revenge from my prideful attitude that felt hurt her.

“From now on .. what is in you right now is part of me... take care, it is both ours.” points towards my body, ' he said, boasting the seeds that he managed to plant so many times until the last second that felt enough and made me unable to move the body at all.

I glanced with a fragile and half-conscious look. He turned to look me in the eye with teary eyes to hold his pity apart from his emotions earlier.

Until that moment stopped immediately heard people knocking on the door of the room, Dicky immediately grabbed his clothes earlier quickly entered the bathroom.

With all my might, I grabbed a sweater, dressed almost imperfectly and grabbed the key I had seen bouncing near the computer desk, immediately opened the door and most saw Agus who was gawking astonished to see me feel in the room.

“Eh! you ... Susan, right? Dicky where?”

I don't want to answer anything, though,

I limply walked trying to escape leaving the cursed location earlier.

‘Don't call my name again! I hate my own name!I hate myself!!’

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