My Complicated Love: Triangle Love + You

S2: Uncontrollable

...**** Sorry, wise reader, although Thor tried to write like, this is expected to be taken the core of the story, not others, 18+ is required, the rest is up to you😁****...

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Brian clasped my hand with a meaningful smile and led me upstairs even though he occasionally fiddled with his phone while walking up the stairs. I have to prepare myself for what will happen next.

Unfortunately my mind was dead-end to think further, just two words that deserve to define moments like this, Love and Lust.

While tracking down the top floor Brian showed me his phone.

"Hm, Beres." she smiled with a blushing face.

Between tired and as if dreaming I was unable to say anything more, the way he was just now did make me drown in fantasy. Forgetting himself, he was great ... braver than usual.

I was still staring at my current lover, unmoved. He put his cell phone back in his pants pocket, and pulled my body closer to no distance hit the body of my lover who was tall far from me.

"They've been cleared, up to where we were ..."

He swiftly lifted my body, carrying me on his hands, automatically making me roll my hand around at the nape of his neck.

Hypnosis .. I was hypnotized ...

He again landed a soft kiss on my lips, peeping repeatedly on my forehead and cheeks as he walked towards one of the rooms.

I said the word in a slightly raucous voice, and choked with my current irregular breath.

"Ki—kita ..."

"You understand, don't you? .." he said subtly

He looked at me expectantly with a nod while biting under his lips. I just stared blankly, not giving any sign.

Brian opened the door with one hand, I did know his purpose this time led to the thing that had been held back by the two of us, a sign of respecting the decision that we maintained over all norms. What we learn and believe is beyond human desire.

He pushed the door open wide with the tip of his foot, took me in slowly and laid me down on the bed with a soft blanket of light blue and wrapped my body between his hands.

"I appreciate it if you want us to stop right now, but if I have to beg .. I will. don't think that I want to use you in this situation ... I can't stand this anymore ..."

I was still silent, not frozen. Just unable to answer the opposite to the limits of my norm consciousness. What should I be .. am I ready to look at the disappointed face of my lover again ...

"I understand you mean .. but ..."

He waited for my answer which was always in doubt. He fell silent as we looked at each other in silence. His eyes seemed to be waiting for an answer from me and seemed to have almost lost patience.

"Why are you always like this? I just need an answer." she asked in a cold tone.

"Aren't we .. promised, avoiding this situation ..."

Brian took a deep breath.

"Ah, that thing again .. Please let us forget once, I just want you to be able to understand me all this time .., there are things that I can keep for the sake of appreciating your wishes, but do you appreciate me too? I'm your fiance ... What else? scared of? or on the contrary you were not sincere all this time."

"I'm sincere, Bri ..."

"I just want to know, you .. want it or not!" whispers firmly.

"A—aku ..."

"Please .. answer clearly, I'm not talking ethics, promises or anything ..."

I fell silent again because I felt that I was being harassed by the real question that we both knew the answer to.

"ANSWER ME!" snapped it.

DEG

I was surprised to find his attitude this time.

'What?! Brian dared to yell at me in a situation like this!!'

"I just need clarity, not ambiguous answers, prove your indecision over our relationship right now, I don't like to see your hesitancy like when I proposed to you!" clearly with firmness.

Brian seemed to be upset about my attitude.

"I'm sorry for my attitude .. I was just surprised by the surprise of the application .." I said quietly with fear.

My eyes were hot and started to shed tears. Brian immediately let out an annoyed breath, his face seemed to show regret, but did not accept my answer.

"Have ... I'm starting to understand .. I don't want you to be forced, I .. just doubted your heart all this time ..."

"Bri ..." I looked up at him as he turned around.

"We're going through this conversation, my dear. Understand ..." Brian said lazy.

I pulled his arm back to sit down. Brian followed me and sat on the side of the bed.

"If this is anything that can convince you of my feelings .. I'll do ..."

"I'm selfish, never mind .." she replied quietly in a disappointed tone.

"Listen to Bri ..." both of my hands grabbed her face looking desperate. "I want it too ..."

He grabbed one of my hands on his face .and rubbed it gently.

"Not forced ...?"

I nodded slowly, trying to smile. He developed a smile and kissed my forehead.

"Not to be afraid, I always try to be loyal to you .. That's why I just want you .." she whispered.

He slowly brought his face closer and landed his kiss slowly on my lips. He tried to make me more comfortable than at the beginning who impressed hunting with lust.

I tried to relieve the feeling and let this go with her body dominating me at this time, without a doubt I followed every groove she made perfect towards this unhallowed activity.

My mind was mixed between such deep fear and desire. How not, the trauma that I felt five years ago is still haunting, the difference is, I have to eliminate it because this is our desire and decision together.

Every inch of my face and neck did not escape the delicate touch of her lips. Not because of the expert, he just wanted to take me slowly in comfort.

One by one the strands attached to us he managed to remove. After a while before he showed his ability to explore this whole body.

"My lady .. I will keep my promise to serve you ..."

(Thor be like: OK, go on!)

And now exactly at 2 o'clock in the morning, the unification happened. No more distractions or anything that affects the failure of this situation. We both forgot ourselves, because in the end what Brian did at the beginning was not as warm and gentle as I thought.

His awkwardness was still felt, though over-excited, I considered this his first.even when the pain felt great to me and I dared not show almost no heed, why this lover of mine, why, did he forget how I was? not about himself?

"Bri .. please .. slow down.." I asked him to slightly withstand his excessive rhythm of movement.

"... yes? what ...?" he said it smooth without stopping himself.

'She completely forgot herself ..' my inner self.

It's free for me to remind him, by resigned I hold all this, my fault also agree.

I occasionally tried to hold back and slightly pushed his body so that he would realize my incompetence. Until I subconsciously bit my own hand to cover up what I was feeling, uncomfortable, too rushed and exaggerated.

This is indeed the second for me, but it is quite different from the previous one even though this time without coercion. But true as he said earlier, it's possible that this thing was tired he was weary for so long, without knowing what it was like in this situation.

As if the time has been set, we unwind while at the point of achievement of the activity. For almost two hours it seemed like it was going fast, for us who were so late in the intimate atmosphere.

He crumpled beside me now, grabbing a thick blanket that had fallen onto the rug by the side of the bed, to cover up the situation of the two of us who looked like newborn babies with plain bodies, the difference between us is two adults who are full of sin.

For a moment of unwind he grabbed my body which was still helpless, kissing my forehead while spitting out my irregular hair with between his fingers.

"Are you okay? ..."

(Thor be like: According to lo?)

I just closed my eyes firmly in the depths of his embrace, still covering up the lingering pain.

'How should I go to the office today, can I ..., uh, HOW DO I GO HOME LATER?!'

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Seriate

(Well, confused ..)

Maap likes nyelip2, Thor tries to make this so as not to seem vulgar to the reader, which is intended to describe a situation that suddenly does not match expectations. Yes I don't know if you are married later, many2 learn yes Brian🤭.

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