My Complicated Love: Triangle Love + You
Approach 2
On the way home we took a moment to buy cake as Dessert at home later.Dining this dinner also seems to be quite well presented because maybe ‘mama ordered some dishes from her friend's catering’, well ... I can understand that my mother rarely cooks, but for me later after marriage as much as possible I cook for my husband, it's a must rather than the husband eat the cooking of others, later his love for the same people!
Brian was sitting right next to me, we were opposite Mama Papa, and luckily the older brother who was on assignment was out of town until he didn't know about this dinner, I don't know when he's coming home, hopefully not right now.
And oh yeah, he's with Eli, they're working in the same contracting company, because in the end Eli released his ego in the DJ world to be able to find experience in Indonesia in order to continue his own father's contractor company in LA.
And back again at this time, I kindly serve a few scoops of food presented to Brian's plate, oh so sweet .. what am I doing. formality alone seems like.
“So, you are not teaching on campus anymore, Brian?” mama asked while serving food to Papa's plate.
“Yaa .. I do not teach more precisely, occasionally .. yes and for now not active as well, because the campus does not seem to know about my arrival.”
“Ooh ... auntie thought she was getting ready for marriage so stop teaching”
I glanced in shock and nudged Mama's feet under the table.
‘Yes my mom ... it's personal once’
“Hahaha ... not aunty yet, but I hope soon” Brian laughed a little because it seems he knows my leg movement nudged the mother earlier.
“Loh, what age are you now, Brian?”
“Thirty-two aunts soon”
“Wah, it is ripe age you know, there is already a candidate but yes?” ask mama without sin, I nudged her legs once again “What the hell saann your legs can not be silent”
‘Yaaa Lord ... Mamaa .. called pula’
“Hmm .. how do yes, candidate .. yes ... may exist, but ... I do not know if he wants to be invited to marry or not.” Brian smiled and glanced at me for a moment.
‘Well, what try this’
“Don't lama-long you know, now again the season tikung cornering couples, less quickly taken people later hahaha.” again mama like without burden to say a statement.
“Maaam” suddenly slipped out of my mouth and I put it aside with something else “eh .. ituu .. itu ask for mam” vegetables
Brian's expression immediately began to be awkward but still tried to smile to answer my mother's statement.
“Ya .. I will try to keep him from being taken, soon I will tell aunt hehe.” Brian bribed a spoonful of food a little faster, it seemed to be getting uncomfortable.
“Iya, nihh her sister Susan also wants to get married next year, will come yes?”
“I try to definitely come aunt.”
“Mam, Brian again eat you know, not finished if asked continue.”
“Nothing, his name parents give advice is reasonable, Sue.” Brian was trying to defend Mom. Oh my god .. he started looking.
“Iya, indeed you .. from the first date is not clear who, now also do not know who, right women should be this age already there is certainty of whose boyfriend, whose candidate, who, find a rich mature kid Brian Susan ... , don't get rich Eli son next door”
“Uhuk” (“uhuk”) simultaneously me and Brian like choking on hearing mama's words.
‘True this Mama, now Eli brought his name’
Brian immediately picked up a glass of water next to his plate, while I closed my mouth and rubbed my own chest. Brian briskly rubbed my back twice, until Papa glanced at Brian who immediately pulled his hand again from my back.
“Mam, spend your food first, people to choke as soon as you ask questions from earlier” Papa scolded.
Mom was silent, and the conversation was declared over because Papa had now spoken up.
****
Dinner went perfectly with a lot of normal conversation in it, Papa seemed to be a little bit groped by Brian who suddenly appeared again and was so interested in everything about our family. Papa understands better maybe because he's a man.
After dinner we sat together on the terrace, because Brian still seems comfortable here even though it has started before nine pm.
“Sorry yes, mama was wondering a lot of personal problems, I so not good afraid you are uncomfortable”
“No, i’m okay .. why singhen?”
“Nothing, just so unethical will you also just know”
“I can understand your parents, they should know who is close to their child”
“Iya anyway, but kaan ... “
“But what is it? maybe they want you to have a real boyfriend, right? not only male friends who come and chat without certainty”
“Yahh ... it will run with time, for what rush”
“Walking with time? haha how much longer, your age is enough and it's time not stuck past”
“Entahlah .. I .. I don't know”
“Where is he now?”
“Who?”
“Your ex-husband”
“No idea, he disappeared since five years ago, sorry I just told”
“Disappeared??”
“I beg you not to be extended again, you have really withdrawn the claim, let him go”
“Good, it's just .. I actually don't like him treating you like that without jera”
“Bri .. I've already .. I've forgotten it”
I nodded slowly, and suddenly Brian got up from his seat and stood before me. I looked up my head looking at him.
“What's up?”
“Listen, from everything you experienced years ago it might not be easy to walk yourself”
“Then? didn't I already make it”
“Succeeded yes, but it seems like you have started getting used to closing your own feelings, ‘kan?”
“I don't know, haven't tried again”
“Why haven't you tried? open up a little of your feelings with others”
“Yaaaa maybe I will try, but .. I don't know when and with whom I don't know .. haven't met pas”
“Do you feel you don't know them?” Brian leaned against one of the pillars of the house while folding both of his hands.
“Know, limited to friends”
“Everything begins with friendship, I may not know what it's like to be in a relationship, which I know it all goes after a commitment is formed, understanding each other, trying to open up to each other, well ... you must know better than I”
“Teoritis once, living the relationship is not that complicated Kok Bri, just need a match, that's all I used to”
“Then, why not start a match? all worth a try, ‘kan?”
“Hmmm ya” I replied slowly and bowed reluctantly to answer again,
“Why not try again?”
“Haha what the hell are you, indeed find a girlfriend just point it out?”
“Download? no need to point, look around you”
“Who? my office-mate? hahaha .”
“Not”
“Then?”
Brian walked back to stand in front of me and sat half on his knees.
“A”
Brian took my hand and held it. I was very surprised by the answer.
“A—what do you mean?”
“Do .. kamuuu .. want to have a relationship with me?”
“But ... ah, you're kidding, ‘kan?”
Brian stood up and pulled my hand to stand up.
“Did you never feel like I was watching you all this time?
“From the first time you always pay attention, ‘kan?”
“That's because ... all this time I liked you, even a long time ago.it's just... a lot of things I have to fix about myself so you don't get disappointed with my shortcomings”
“During this? Bri .. but I consider you brother, until the second of our meeting I still think indeed you just want to test yourself”
Brian took my hand and looked at me with a disappointed face.
“Have it, sorry if I was in too much of a hurry .. maybe you still need time .. I .. I will stop approaching you, don't worry .. I won't get mad at you”
Brian smiled forcefully, turned his face away and stood behind me.
“Bri ... “ I again grabbed his hand and he turned to face me “I'll try it with you”
“Sue, I don't want to force you”
“No, I do not pity or feel forced, it is my fault for too long to close myself, and may not be sensitive to your feelings”
“Then?”
“Ya, we try to live this relationship”
Her smile expanded for a moment, and then my hand that had been clasped was now kissed.
“Thank you, I will make sure you are happy with me, I will try to be the best for you”
Brian looked at me while rubbing my cheek gently .. then hugged me tightly, until the sound broke the warmth of the atmosphere at that time.
“Eheemmmm !”
I quickly let go of her embrace and we were both surprised by someone's presence.
“Sister Edo, Eli? you guys home yet?”
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