
Today was so full of my mind how I would deal with the situation when I met Dicky every day. We can still pretend in front of our friends and partners.
Somehow Dicky did not change too much for me, only a grudge in every look in his eyes when he looked at me, in addition to his contrasting attitude that always looked at me.
This afternoon Brian took the time to pick me up at the office. Her mood looks different even though she tries to stay warm. On the way home I tried to encourage him.
"Bri. Sometimes I come with you to work, can I?"
"Haha. I often live in the same room"
"Tiiidaaak, I've never been to your NGO office or any of your workspaces"
"Yes later, you'll be busy too Dear"
"Once, ummmm ... Can accompany you to work, I'll take a massage if you're tired"
"Haha. You there just want to massage me like that?"
"Yes. What 'cake can help you, personally .. "tease me while looking at Brian who is still focused on driving.
Brian glanced and laughed a little.
"Eh, what the hell is your plan. So Assistant teaser? Haha"
"Have a son, but it's okay. If you need a drink or something, let me get it. If you're dizzy, I'll blow your head off"
"If I were ... Need another one?"
"Depends, what?"
"Hahaha, you won't be able to" Brian shook his head.
'This is a guy, likes to think things through'
"Ehhc ... Yes, it depends on what" I said awkwardly.
"Gaaak, it's okay" Brian smiled and continued speaking, "weekend ... Come with me yes"
"Where?"
"Reliza ... You will know too"
"Yes ... Here's the cheats, just ngajak but did not say where to go, I have to believe how"
"Don't believe me yet?"
"Yaaaa not yet dong, you are still engaged" Brian said silently to answer nothing. What appeared from the look of his eyes like he was daydreaming something. I continued my question, "why silence?"
"Hm"
"Briii .. " I raise my voice
Brian was shocked
"Eh, yeah. What's?"
"I'm calling you loh"
"Ah, yes."
"Why? Saaaye ... Udah if you keep this me who is confused, what is the difficulty of the same story me"
Brian glanced at his watch. It's still half six in the afternoon.
"My company is yes"
"Yes, I was here"
Brian pulled his vehicle over on the side of the road. And took the phone in his pocket. He opened the map and looked for clues to a location.
I don't know where he's going to take me, I'm just trying to be sure he really needs this.
The journey feels long through the toll road when the clock comes home from work, jakarta city congestion is enough to make me bored on the way. But Brian did not seem bothered by it, I kept looking at him who was confined to daydreams.
Until we get to the destination, the time shows at half-eight in the evening, I hope we do not linger here, because it will make me more trouble again.
"Here?" ask when our vehicle enters the entrance ticket post to the location.
Brian remained silent without an answer, as if he did not know what he was doing. Even I'm sure he never knew this location.
Our vehicle drove on two large lanes in the location, far from where the entrance was, I know where I am now, the nearest X Beach in the Jakarta area.
"Beach? Bri?" finally I'm worried about his attitude I let out too, "Bri! Hey!"
"Eh, yeah"
"You didn't answer me that way"
"Oh yeah, sorry"
"It's us ... The beach? You ever been here?"
"Some, I don't think yet. Sure, you know I've never been on a trip, right?"
"Where do I know how you used to be, maybe Uncle ..."
"Egghh" Brian sighed angrily cutting my words. He didn't like me to say that name.
I fell back staring at the road. The vehicle stopped at a parking lot.
For a moment he sighed, and looked at me, smiling again.
"It's over, we're out dear" He grabbed my hand and kissed her.
Slightly astonished by his suddenly changed attitude. I also nodded. We got out of the car and he welcomed back my hand and held it while walking. Towards the beach location.
"Haha, are you seriously here to breathe fresh air?" my joke.
"Ah, yes. A little bad smell huh, hahaha. I'm sorry I don't know, what's wrong ... "
"That's from the front location, there is a murky flow of water and contaminated with garbage, but not too much anyway. It's a lot different than it used to be"
"Then I asked you first huh, hahaha"
"Yes, sorry. I don't mean to ignore you, just ... Yes that's it"
We walked towards the stretch of sand a few meters from the beach water location. Suddenly Brian stopped his steps. Look at me and embrace my back.
"Bri, what's wrong" I asked slowly while changing my position facing his body. I looked up at his eyes. Unusual. There was sadness that he was trying to endure in front of me.
"Dear, enough is always there for me. I've always been sure that we can all get through this together"
"But what?? What was?? You don't want to tell me anything, at least I know the reason for your attitude. Communication Bri ... What are you damning yourself for"
Brian lowered his hand from my shoulder. He was also without hesitation directly sitting on the stretch of sand that we incandescent. I followed him sitting next to him. He held the sand in his hand and threw it to the ground.
"Ughhhhh!" Instantly he bent down to bend his knees and hid his face behind his arms.
"Briii .. " I rubbed his back. It felt like his breathing was unstable and heavy.
"It's not your fault dear, it's not you.
'Oh my God, I'm sure it's very hard for you, you can't even reveal it to me'
"Honey. Come ... "
I tried to hug his back while sitting there. He kept hiding his face.
For a Brian who is always patient and tries to hold back emotions in all situations, it seems like this time he failed to accommodate it.
He lifted his face and looked ahead.
"I don't know why I have to rely on the wrong people in my life, until now. But not you .. not you"
"Who?" I rubbed her hair while trying to look at her face beside me.
Brian was silent for a long time without an answer.
"Not right now, you're there enough for me"
"I'm forcing!" resolutely
Brian looked over and smiled at me.
He nodded slowly while looking at me.
"I'd better be mature enough to observe this all from the beginning, for that I won't burden you"
"You've never been my burden, it's me who's always been a burden to you, and if we never share, how will the household later .., Eh"
"Hmm? are you ready for that?"
"Eh, no. I mean ... If we are a match until marriage, will you continue to cover your own problems"
"Hahaha, why not?" He looked at me deeply, "I was ready from the beginning"
Suddenly my eyes were dry with the wind that night, warm and filled with tears.
"Bri ... "
"Why? How crying? Touched up? Haha"
"Gok ... Not that" I replied in a discordant voice, "I don't know if you're sure of me"
"I think ... All this time you were in doubt, I was well aware of how I was, why I came back here and looked for you"
"meaning?"
"Hahaha, don't be angry. Actually ... I do know you work there, and everything is perfectly designed so we can meet again"
"Basic, lie to you" I chuckled and pushed his arm slowly.
"Rubber. Adam is a real stalker. Info what he got less, mmm ... But, this time I'll find out, who's been bothering you"
DEG
'Okay, Bri ... Please it's not necessary, I'll handle this man myself'
I'm speechless awkwardly
"What the hell is that? You are comfortable being annoyed with that person, Leo said ... He's being rude to you"
"Did Leo tell me more? Hopefully not yes, that ... It's nothing, I made a mistake for that guy. That's it"
"Wrong what? It would be inappropriate to touch you with such an attitude"
"Eh ... Yeah, well, I don't want to tell you anything, it's just a misunderstanding"
"Don't he also say 'former'?"
'Leo really told me the details!!' inner fretting.
"Eh, yes. Ex ... Uh, not an ex-nothing. The school age"
Brian did not want to ask again, though he seemed to doubt my ambiguous answer.
He fell silent again, a moment later he grabbed my hand.
"Sue ... Are you really ready to marry me?"
I'm woken.
'Bri ... '
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Seriate
Maap yaaa our love adem2 first, Thor lg love pause to conflict, next Up come again yaaaaa
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